wish you were the kind of guy that came to see how i was feeling when i was sick;
i wish you were the kind of guy that would come up and kiss me, just because;
i wish you were the kind of guy that bragged to his friends about me;
but of course ... wishes don't always come true <|3
you were a mistake
that lasted too long.
On the phone a year later, he asked her if she missed him. Her reply was "I don't miss you. I miss the guy who called me every second he could, who sat at home on Saturday nights when we couldn't be together, thinking of me. The guy who knew how to say sorry, the guy who came to my house after every fight, the guy who told me I looked like a rose. That's the guy I miss. You.. well, how could I miss you? I don't even know you." <\3
there's this girl in the mirror.. i wonder
who she is. sometimes i think i know her
and sometimes i wish i did. there is a
story in her eyes, lullabies, and good-byes.
when she's looking back at me i can tell...
she's HURTiNG inside.
a heart breaking isn't always
as loud as a bomb exploding.
sometimes it can be as quiet as
a feather falling and the most
painful thing is, no one really
hears it.. except for you.
The boy woke up - Just 14 years old.
He brushed his teeth just like he'd been told.
He rushed to the door & grabbed his books.
Around & around he then looks. From the
second he reaches the bus, the names start
to be called. They made fun of his clothes &
the book-bag he hauled. The boy never really
fit in school. Being smart just didn't make you
cool. I remember one day I saw him drentched
in mustard. Kids were throwing pizza & the
school custard. Then one girl poured milk over
his head. He walked to the office wishing to
be dead. & the girl he liked had no heart at all.
He gave her a flower & told her to call. She
took the flower & threw it in the trash can.
& told him she'd never date such an ugly man.
So that night he said goodnight to his mother.
Kissed his dad & tucked in his little brother.
He put on his shoes & walked through the night.
Until his middle school crept into sight. So he took
a step & down he fell. He hung there right in front
of his own hell.
boy: i'm sorry..
girl: sorry isn't going to cut it.
boy: what will?
girl: do you really want to know?
boy: yes..
girl: tell me you love me.
boy: ...
girl: that's what i thought.
and he placed his head next to her heart,
& whispered.. "this is my new favorite song."
&& she slipped on a kiss
and stumbled into love*
Some people may never understand what i
see in you .. && thats perfectly fine with me
I don't want anyone else to get the chance to realize how amazing you are
A little jealousy is nice in a relationship. It's always nice to know someone is afraid to loose you.
&& your the only reason i get up every morning
When I look in your eyes,
I still go crazy.
That old flame comes alive,
It's all burning inside,
Way deep, down inside.
&& today, she sat there crying on her bed, holding her phone..waiting for his call..but at the same time..knowing that it will never come
But ive been climbing that tunnel..
And happiness is no where in sight......
I see the couple are walking by
Feel like I
Don`t wanna be alone today
So glad no one can see what I hide
Deep inside
How it feels to be
The girl who never gets the right guy
Tell me why
When there`s so much I`ve got to give
I wake up reaching out in the night
Ready to hold him tight
Til I realize
That nobody is there
I miss your smile .
But I miss my own more. </3
every tear drop
...has a story </3
i swear i`d burn this city down to show you the light.
if you can't understand my silence
you're not worthy of my words
and i finally found that life goes on without you
and my world still turns when you're not around
i used to think i had it good but now
i know that i misunderstood <3
& she didn't know it at the time..
but she was falling in love.. just to fall apart
& for once im left speechless
i know there's a reason for everything -
& that's what i keep believing.
what hurt the most is the fact
that you weren`t hurt at all ..
Isn't it funny how when you want it the
most, you can't have it and when you
have it, you don't care and once you
lose it, you'd do anything to get it back
you treat me like dirt ..
why do i love you ?
*Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home*
your foolish games are tearing me a p a r t x/3
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
even though in my mind we’ll never
be together, my heart keeps saying
never say never. </3
I know I don`t have the prettiest face for you to look at
or the skinniest waist for you to hold but
I`ll guarentee you I`d give you the world
she says don't worry, i'll be fine.. ;;
as she fights back the tears one last time
I'm starting to think forever
doesn't really describe us anymore..
You know what? Go date all those girls.
go date whoever your little heart desires.
because eventually when you're done
with all those girls and you find out none
of them really loved you, you're going
to think about me, and how much I loved
you. You never even gave me one chance,
one little try, and you're going to want a
try. But you know what? I'm not going to
w a i t a r o u n d .
&& our memories are my mixtapes
they sing me to sleep every night.
Now I can’t help but think of you
lookin’ back in my rear view
but I’ve been down that road before
and I'm not gonna take it anymore.
Maybe that's just your way
of dealing with the pain
forgetting everything between our rise and fall
like we never loved at all
it's like writinq every dream youve ever had
<333 on a foggy window and slowly `';
watchinq it f a d e a w a y .
You think you just want to die .. but
in reality - you just want to be saved.
As we grow up we start understandinq
& believinq that nothinqs perfect
Sometimes love is addictinq. Sometimes it
hurts like hell & sometimes you just can't
qet enouq
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