its not that im mad at you..
i just wished and hoped so hard,
that you would be the one thing i could truly
» count on «

it doesn't take strength to hold a grudge,
     it takes strength to let go of one



The world is gonna throw us a million reasons
why  this  isn't  gonna  work  out  between  us.
But I'm armed with the one reason why it will:
                        I love you.



if youre lookin for perfection, dont
look at me. ill only let you down </33




she will chase you around for awhile
     but there's going to be a day when  `'
she's going to stop running in circles 
     around you. . she's going to get over 
you && at that very moment, you're ;;
     going to wish you had let her catch you.

so cut my wrists and black my eyes
.so I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
          because you kill me.
you know you do, you kill me well.
      you like it too, and I can tell.
you never stop until my final breath is gone.



some friends are like pennies
.... twofaced and worthless



we can fake it for the airwaves
force our smiles, baby, half dead
from comparing myself to
everyone else around me . . </33




*` ii guess im tired of always
being the last thing on your mind..



what if someone told you
that you could [( take back )]
one single mistake in ur life
-mine would be believing that
yOu . eveR . cared . abOut . me




IM the kind of girl ;; who is `'
constantly makinq mistakes  &&
havinq them shoved in MY face*




when you think the world has turned its back on you,
take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.




she's feeling worthless
used again
but nothing's different <//33




and if it makes a difference .. there isn`t
one day that you are not on » my mind ♥




we'll make unkeepable promises && swear
we'll never love anyone else _____ ;; <33



hate is a 4 letter word -
but love is a 4 letter lie



it's amazing how one day someone walks
into your life and then you can't
remember how you lived without them




S0 0NCE AGAiN, i`LL FEEL MY HEART
BREAK // 0VER S0METHiNG THAT WAS
0NLY iN MY HEAD, BUT D0N`T F0RGET
i MEANT EVERY W0RD i SH0ULD HAVE
                                  LEFT UNSAiD ... <33

dealing with backstabbers
there's one thing i've learned
they're only powerful
when your back is turned



Love makes you do crazy things, insane
things, things in a million years you wouldn't
see yourself doing, but there you are doing them.




don'tlookatmelikethat.
i don't feel like falling for you all over again
i can't afford the heartbreak </33




SAME OLD STORY
EVERYBODY KNOWS
ONE HEART HOLDING ON
ONE LETTING GO..





alcohol &  nervous witts
razor blades & bloody wrists
decieving eyes trapped in lies
cant escape the painful cries --




  When you're left with only a bullet,
I'll bring the trigger & the promise to pull it





promise me... shes not your world </333




ask me how many times my heart has been broken
&&  I'll tell you to look at the sky and count the stars.




how could this happen to me?
i made my mistakes & i've got no where to run 
the night goes on as im fading away.
im sick of this life; i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?




you write such pretty words
but life`s no story book
love`s an excuse to get hurt
   && TO HURT

it's like writing your name on a foggy window
&& slowly watching it fade away. </33




WHATS MEANT TO BE WILL
ALWAYS FIND ITS WAY <3



*Shit happens, but mostly to me so don't worry*




he said "I love you." i sneezed ..*hachu*
       & said, "Sorry, i`m allergic to bullshit."




youu said. ‘i`ll never hurt youu. i`ll never make youu cry’
I MUST admit my love, youu told the PERFECT LiE. </33



DRAMA , EMOTiONS , CHANGES , TEARS , BROKEN HEARTS
& THESE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE BEST YEARS OF OUR LiVES ?



before i got to bed i turn on my radio
and listen to a song that reminds me of you*
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like
to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy.




He's one of those guys that you think you have
a chance with. The way he looks at you, that smile
he gives you. That laugh he only laughs when you're
around. He’s one of those guys that you finally realize
you don't have a chance with until it's to late.



As I lay there in your arms, I drew the letters
I love you on your back thinking you weren’t
paying attention` .. then you looked at me & ‘
                         ___ said I love you too <33




I'm starting
to notice myself
thinking about u
more and more <33




When a guy tells you that you're hot; he is looking at your body.
When a guy tells you that you're pretty; he is looking at your face.
When a guy tells you that you're beautiful; he is looking at your heart. ♥