| The update is coming, sorry its been so long. So, the other night I'm with my best friend, her.. boyfriend i guess, and this kid named zach. We are sitting in the Walmart parking lot because thats all there is to do in this town besides getting drunk. So we were sober, in the parking lot.. Sean pulls up, im pretty happy and stuff, 11:11 wish came true.. you know, that kinda thing. Zach asks what Seans been up to, sean says dont worry about it and we go on with the night. Well the next night we go to the movies with the best friend, the boyfriend, me and sean. We're in Wall E and Sean goes, do you want to know what i really did last night? "yea sure", he says ive been talking to my ex girlfriend... in my mind im saying, ok they did date for a while, thats understandable. he shows me a text she just sends him saying "Yay! birth control made it feel so much better" i said what the hell. he starts laughing and i say your an ass, dont talk to me. he was like bec calm down, it was a joke. I dont talk to him for like 10 minutes, I cant stay mad at anyone, especially especially him. so i ask him if she was serious, he says no, she was kidding they just like messing with her boyfriend. im like ok, whatever. he wraps his arm around me and i lean on his shoulder, hold hands... that kinda thing. After the movie we get in the truck and i tell him im sorry for being mad, and hes like no its ok. so we're riding around and im like i really am sorry, i feel bad. and he says i understand why you were confused, here i've been with you alot lately, then i show you that. i was like exactly, i dont know what to believe. and he said well i dont have any reason to lie to you, it didnt happen. i say ok, i know it shouldnt bother me since we arent dating or anything, but i really do worry about things your doing sometimes, because when im with you everything feels so right and im terrified of that feeling. So idk what im supposed to believe. His best friend is my best friend's... boyfriend i guess, and he said that Seans not a good kid by any means, he's got into his share of trouble, but he's definitely not an asshole, and he said that Sean wouldnt hurt me because seeing me hurt would hurt Taylor, and then Taylor being hurt would hurt him, and since it all leads back to sean, he would be the one getting hurt worse. I love my friends, they're always looking out for me =] Anyways, there will be an update soon... probally tomorrow. There were barely any subscribers this one though, so that needs to get up please =] thanks. |