| &!. I wanna meet anybody with a good head on their shoulders. Someone who doesn't think like others, and jss isn't afraid to be different and outside the box. You rarely find anybody who still thinks of good, instead of the whole "what's in today is what i gotta do." Guys needa stop tryna be so called "players", the only shit yall played was super nintendo back in the day, and shit.. you still got played. How's it feel stupidasses? Bitches needa stop hoein around. Have some morals and think of yourself. Look at yourself from another point of view.. you really like bein thought of as the "town hoe?" I'm not sayin' listen to me. But shit, what happened to class? I mean i know and accept that people are different, and people have different minds. Believe me, I'm not tryna change nobody but myself. It's just i'm a different typa girl. I like to be old-fashioned. I grew up believin in passion and love, true love. I grew up on the whole.. you find someone that you love and you stay together with them forever, but that shit is never true. And most of the time; i know it is. But i can't accept it. I also grew up havin respect for myself and doing good, the best of my capability. No, i didn't grow up in a broken home or family, i grew up with loving parents who never dared to hit me, but i know what my family coulda been. i know what life coulda been like. My parents? They gave me respect and i gave it back in return and nowadays, i see myself not doing that. I still see them respecting me.. but you know as you grow, as a normal person would, you want it your way or the highway, but i do accept that i cann't always get it that way. Lately i been the "if i can't have it, then i guess i'll be patient enough to wait" lady. I know my parents aren't goin through the best of times so i'm lettin things go. Me... I'm unique. I'm the typa chick that you can't find anywhere. I got the good head on my shoulders.. i have the morals and i have the respect. I'm definitely not the attention seeker. Don't get me wrong, I'd like to be noticed but for the right reasons. I want the respect notice and the appreciation notice. If i want to be noticed in other ways, i'd be the hoe, i'd be the bitch everybody fucked. Instead I'm the lady ya'll wish you could fuck. But no babe, it aint goin down like that. And if your one of the few who do know me ona personal level you know what i'm all about, what i expect, what i think, and what i beleive,. I keep myself close to the ones i trust. I basically close the door on this chaotic world, and sit back with my family and my boyfriend. They mean the most to me. Nobody matters, but them. I have a couple of friends. The two that i call "friends" are Sonesavanh and Kaisy. It seems to me that I grew up fast, I've learned from my mistakes, I regretted things, I taught myself about life. I'm very indepedent. Not that it matters, but i taught myself how to read, i taught myself how to ride a bike, i taught myself what to do when i want things, i taught myself how to drive, i taught myself how to make money, i taught myself to take care of the ones i loved. I never had a role model in my life, unless you call me the role model. People usually think that I'm mature for my age, and i never really understood why. I just had my own mind ya know?... But it's greatly appreciated. I'm still young though so even though i've learned alot about life.. i still have a whole life with lessons, mistakes, regrets, and just a plethera of things to do, and i look forward to it. |
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NAME: Nang P. T.
