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| Sorry for slacking off with updating. I've got a shitload of stuff going on in my life.
Here's an update for you though, I'm gonna try to make them more frequent
you grasp onto the grass.
to keep from falling off the earth
I think I am going to be anti-love. Really! who needs it...butterflys in stomachs and heart skipping beats. that cant be safe.
my theory is that maybe, if i keep my distance..
you`ll start to miss me<3
i`m drawing hearts in steamed up mirrors &
watching it slowly fade away.. & it reminds me
of our love.. falling out of place.
you kiss a hell of a lot better than you
listen maybe that's why i can't get enough
of you its true when they say old habits
are hard to break but you'll always remain
nothing but ...my most tempting mistake
it's that shivery kinda feeling.
like you know he's right behind you.
and a million questions fill your head.
"is he paying attention to me?"
"does he even care?"
i smile more around you,
because even if i'm not really that happy,
i don't want you to know.
being sad's just not attractive.
I liked it when my fingers were entangled
in yours and my head was on your chest
listening to your heartbeat. It made me
feel safe. Like at that moment, nothing
bad could touch me.
She hates how she stays up half the night,
analyzing his every word trying to find out
if he's fallen for her as hard as
she's fallen for him
Cause I'm fighting like hell for you,
and I don't plan on giving up.
All I want is for me and you to be
the way we were.
I'm so scared that I will want you forever
and you won't even notice.
I'm mad at myself not you. I'm mad for
always being nice. I'm mad for always
apologizing for things I didn't do. I'm
mad for getting attached I'm mad for
depending on you and wasting my time
on you. I'm mad for thinking about you and
changing for you and wishing for you and
most of all not hating you when I should...
but I can't.
It's like a routine.
I fall for you on Monday.
I like you from Tuesday to Thursday.
you make me mad on Friday.
I think i'm over you over the weekend.
but the second i see you on Monday
morning, I fall for you again and again
you're the guy my friends are sick of hearing about
you're the guy i go home and smile about
you're also the guy who has no idea
but i'm hoping you're the guy who feels the same
they say home is where the heart is.
guess i lost my heart somewhere along
the carolina coastline.
in my heart, i miss the way we used to be.
in my head, i know i can't go back to it.
For a few moments you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone
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| My Boyfriend: how do you know when you love some one ive only been able to put it into music not words
My Boyfriend: my freind wants to know
HARLEQUINxDIVAxx: how do you know when you love someone? like what are signs that are definite signs that youre in love?
My Boyfriend: he just says that how do you know when you love some one
My Boyfriend: well neevr mind i know how to say it now
HARLEQUINxDIVAxx: aw. okay. well then.
My Boyfriend: i told him that their are no signs no warnings of what your geting your self into just that you know if that person was right in front of you you would feel the need to pour open your feelings and give it to them to keep all you hopes and bad things youve done intrusted with that person any thing else is not love its somthing else.
That boy makes me smile. Today marks the day that we've been going out for a whole month. It seem's like such a long time when it really isn't and even though I've only gottan 2 comments, I'm gonna update for ya'll.
But how about this, for every subscriber i'll have 2 quotes and for every comment I'll have 1. So I'll update more, and all that good stuff.
SIGNS THAT YOU LOVE HIM <3
- you stare at him a lot.
- he always makes you laugh.
- you can tell him anything.
- you always seem to find
yourself thinking about him.
- when he's anywhere near
you, you have to be with him.
- you go crazy over every
little thing he does or says.
- whenever your with him you can't help but smile.
SIGNS THAT HE LOVES YOU <3
- he stares back at you.
- he always has to make you laugh.
- you always seem to
make him laugh too.
- whenever your around, hes with you.
- he call's you every chance he gets.
- he touches you whenever he
gets the chance, even if it's just a little touch.
- he picks you over his boys.
I want you staple-gunned right to my side all of the time
I was trying not to get too attached so
i wouldn't fall too hard, too fast. but i
realized that i fell a long time ago, &
now im loving you with all that i have
Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way.
Cus without it, I don't know ; maybe we just wouldn't feel real.
What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer?
Cus it feels so good when I stop. *Grey's Anatomy*
&& you can come over
we can watch scary movies
and take lots of stupid pictures
fall asleep together on the couch
because you are my everything
and i know i can be myself with you
knowing that you will do the same
&& you know it’s not like she’s forgot about him
She’s just dealing with the pain
&& the fact that she’s survived so well without him
You know it’s driving him insane
&& the crazy thing about it
Is she’d take him back
But the fool in him that walked out
Is the fool who just won’t ask
She’s gonna make it
&& he never will
He’s at the foot of the mountain
&& she’s over that hill
He’s sinkin’ at sea
&& her sails are filled
She’s gonna make it
&& he never will
& if i could tell you one thing, i guess it would be
that i love hearing your voice & that your smile just
happens to brighten my entire day <3
this is for everything we had.
it's the good and it's the bad.
its the state of love and trust,
and this is for you.
and this is for us.
kkay that's all for now. Leave the love, so comment, subscribe, and all that jazz.<33
Chelsea
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| So time to update you think? 399 subscirbers. How bout we change that?
And mmkay so I've been ungrounded for a while, I just didn't care to update just cause i wanted to see how many people would come by the site and how many would comment. And hey, it's all good, i'll just not update.
I don't really care, I just like doing this for ya'll.
Comment, Subscribe, the whole works and I'll love you forever
and ever.
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Have you ever heard a song from so long ago,
with so many memories tied to it, It made you cry?
And didn't you wish you could go back in time,
When everything seemed so much simpler, and carefree?
These songs are the soundtracks of our lives.
The ones that bring back, Childhood memories,
best friends, first loves, and first heartbreak.
everybody thinks that everybody knows about everybody else, but nobody knows anything about themselves cause they're all worried about everybody else
--jack johnson
Friends ah, they truly are angels in disguise. They make the saying Laughter is timeless. Imagination has no age. Dreams are forever true. And best friends wow, there’s nothing else like them, I really don’t think you can ever find something else on this earth as precious as a best friend. You can tell them anything and everything, trust them with your life, screw up a million and one times and still know they’ll love you for everything you are. You can be a complete bitch or in the weirdest mood and they’ll love you.. because it's not love that kills us; it's the absence of it that does. But we all know friends will be there for us forever. Ya know sometimes things get blurry and even lonelier but we know how to escape and our friends will teach us how to be real.
i've discovered a secret to life. what you need
is just to find somebody else who can fill that
deep aching hole inside that you are always
trying to kick dirt over & pretend it isn't there.
I don’t want a rose for Valentine's Day. I don't want jewelry for Valentine's Day. I don't want chocolate for Valentine's Day. I don't want a teddy bear for Valentine's Day. I want you to hold me for Valentine's Day. I want you to look in my eyes for Valentine's Day. I wanna see your smile for Valentine's Day. I wanna be with you for Valentine's Day.
Life is a mixture of sunshine & rain, laughter & pleasure, teardrops & pain..
so when clouds hide the sun & your skies are all grey,
remember i am only a phone call away..
I believe in sleeping in.
I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80.
I believe in love, arguing, & jamming out by yourself in the car.
I believe in kisses on the forehead.
I believe in long kisses, smiling til your cheeks hurt, & laughing until you cry.
I believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
I believe in having someone play with your hair.
I believe in swinging on swings & running in the rain.
I believe in miracles & random acts of kindness.
I believe in saying hello to anyone & everyone.
I believe in second chances.
And I believe in passion.
be optimistic. all the people you hate now are eventually going to die.
--Tom Green
we used to be able to talk about everything
but now it`s impossible to even start a decent
conversation with you ; you can`t deny it
things have changed ; we`ve grown apart &&
you have to face the fact that i will no longer
be there every single time you need me. the
truth is what it is && that is i do not have
anymore respect for you as an individual now
you`re just another face in the crowd .
your lips are like vodka.
and i wanna get drunk.
and if one day. you notice that we havent talked in a while. its not because i dont care anymore. its because you pushed me away.
laugh your heart out
dance in the rain
cherish the memories
ignore the pain
love to learn
forget and forgive
cause remember, you
only have one life to live.
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| Mmk so I have been grounded....for Lord knows when....annnnnd....I can't update. So I'll post like a few quotes for now...you comment, subscribe, and suggest and I'll make updating my priority when I do get a chance to get on like now. Sound like a deal?
some things in life are worth the wait, even if it means waiting
forever. you just gotta follow your heart && trust in fate
Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over
not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll
never be good enough. cus to someone, your're
everything. To someone, you're gorgeous.
To someone you are the world
It's the days we're so crazy
people think we're high. the times we're so bored we laugh until we
cry. All the inside jokes and the remember whens. These are the reasons
why we'll always be best friends.
i want him to know so badly ...
so why does my mouth clamp shut
everytime i try&talk to him ?
DONATED!:
shoot my cupid out of the sky
break off his wings and gouge out his eyes
thank him for nothing cause that's all that he gave to me
your love is my heart disease. </3
-- xo_brittswald_ox
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| 100 quote post. Just cause Jacki asked for it.
*edit* 50 quote post cause i'm tired. the rest will come later.
This girl has been a close friend of mine for a year now and was there for me ever since I started high school and didn't know anyone. I want ya'll do to something for me...please...I don't care if you like me, hate me, or just prefer to read the quotes and that's all; Her mom is in the hospital and they're not sure what's wrong with her...and if you could please pray and leave some comments for her to see showing you care or at least feel bad....that would make me so happy.
I <3 you JES&&SKS and I pray everything gets better.
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1.precisely how we feel; stop deciding with out
mind what we want our heart to feel and
sometimes we just have to go with
"WHATEVER HAPPENS.. HAPPENS."
2. he's not the captain of the football team,
his guitar skills kinda suck, he's not the
hottest guy around, but he's exactly
w h a t i w a n t
3. and if one day you noticed we haven't talked in awhile,
it's not because i don't care anymore ;;
it's because you pushed me away <|3
4. so here we lie in this beautiful mess
of tangled sheets and beads of sweat.
with my heart in your hand
and my neck in the other,
should i be scared or
should i come closer?
but it's still beating and i'm still breathing.
you haven't hurt me yet.
5. G L A M O U R O U S..
&&ohsogangsterr
6. maybe the reason we hate eachother ; is because
we cant handle the fact that we are still in love.
7. just tell me boy...
that I cross your mind sometimes <3 8. I'm sorry for what I said to you, & I'm sorry for the things that you said to me.
But most of all, I'm sorry that we can never go back to being the friends that we were. 9.&& this right here
is the exact reason
i never gave up on you
when everyone said
to just stop trying
10. Look at her.
As perfect as can be.
But it's not so perfect on the inside.
As you can not see.
She wants to get rid of the hurt and lies.
She wants you to see behind this perfect disguise.
11.Everything tells me I should let go. I want to -- but I still care. You've hurt me. I still love you. They're are other fish in the sea...other people who are more deserving of me. I just know I'll never find anyone exactly like you again. But then again, maybe that's a good thing.
This song has extreme importance to me<3-12. And I'd give up forever to touch you,
Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.
13. Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling as you drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And, I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
14. Aren't you so romantic.
Telling everyone how hopeless in love you are.
Wearing your heart on your sleave.
Darling, you're an excuse to get hurt
15.
Lets put on a show for everyone too see
i love you and you love me
when everyone leaves the masks comes off
& we become strangers all over again 16. i remember everythingi remember the smell of your skin and all your moves the fire in your eyes. oh, and i remember you
and all those nights you know i still do 17. Never frown even when youre sad for you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile =] 18. a stranger will stab you in the fronta boyfriend will stab you in the heart a friend will stab you in the back
but best friends dont carry knives
19. we're both such magnificent liars. so when your sweaty body
crushes mine lie to me one more time and say you love me 20. if i'm a bitch, then you're a bitch. your mom is a bitch for having a bitch. your dads a bitch for fucking a bitch. who's the bitch now, bitch? 21. && i found myself thinking you were almost sincere
22.no matter who broke your heart or
how long it takes to heal, you'll never
get through it without your friends
---Sex and The City
23. iF Y0U HAVE A BEAUTiFUL FACE .. U D0NT NEED
FAKE B0OBS T0 GET ANY0NES ATTENTi0N
- PARiS HiLT0N
24. "If you would only listen, you might just realize what your missing, your missing me"
--JJ
25. & this bed could use a secret and these pounding hearts could keep it 26. they all ask me ;; why do you still love him ? i answer.. because he is the only onewho has ever made me feel like i was his everything && more.. </3 27. & this is so hypocritical but you don't see us doing anything about it, do you? 28. Silences make the real conversations between friends.
Not the saying, but the never needing to say is what counts 29. Ex boyfriends -
are like an old pair of shoes
you know that you don't need
them anymore, but you don't have
the guts to get rid of them. 30. But tickets to my heart
are sold out, && ur two
minutes too late;;; the show
wound up being boring
&& pretty out of date. 31.the dawn is breaking, a light shining through. you`re barely waking & i`m tangled up in you <3
32. Sometimes I ask myself "Does he really care?" or does he just like to pretend he does so he always has someone to fall back on when one of those other girls aren't around? 33. so here we go again.. with all your mixed signals....
and all my second thoughts.
34.These Days
everyone is depressed;No one cares about your personality anymore. There are few songs with out cuss words. You bring up the Lord && people look at you weird. You stand up for someone && get called a bad name & the type of clothing you wear describes you. How much money you have gives you your popularity. Everyone breaks each others hearts && doesn?t think much of it you can become so lonely.. And no one would notice 35. we could learn a lot from crayons ; some are sharp, some are pretty -- some are dull _ some have weird names ` and all are different colors. but they all exist very nicely in the same box. <3
36.I wish you`d open your eyes && look the fuck around ;; maybe then you'd notice she is absolutely crazy about you
37. me without my friends is like a shoe without spaces a nerd without braces
asentencewithoutspaces 38. you have enemies? good. it means you have stood up for somethingin your life. 39. She's gonna make it & he never will
He's at the foot of the mountain
& she's over the hill, he's sinkin at sea
& her sails are filled
She's gonna make it
& he never will
40.life doesn't always give you the people you want. it gives you the people you need. to help you - to hurt you - to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be <3
41. read me like a sign & play with me like a toy as i explain to you why your not just some other boy 42. The fantasy of him is wonderful but the reality of him-- just isn't that glamorous anymore. 43. And I drowned all my dreams in a bottle of vodka. Bitter and stinging I died there tonight. I lost my heart in a bottle of whiskey. Let the poison dispose of it properly. 44. I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say that there was no one else that you could ever be with & that you wanted to be with me
* One Tree Hill * 45. a real best friend never gets sick of you, they always want to hang out with each other, they have all the insiders in the world, no matter what happens or who comes along.. nothing gets in the way of thier friendship no matter what
46. & after a while the jokes arent funny anymore | there's nothing left to smile about | everyone begins to look the same | lovers. lose .their passion | friends
become enemies, and the life we once knew . is gone
47. don`t tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon ..
48. and you could find another love, another girl to take you on but she wouldnt want you half as much as this. 49. we flirt all the time, i just dont know
if you are really interested, or if
you are just playing games </3
50. friendship isn't just about talking about guys,
keeping secrets, & makeup. friendship is
about two people, connected at their heart,
people who cannot live without each other.
friendship is forever
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