Mmkay well I think I'm just going to quit this site. It's not like anyone really cares. Lots of people come to it but never comment or subscribe so yeah I'm pretty much done.

I might update when I get uber bored but that's about it.

Sorry for not updating...band camp, nuff' said.

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sometimes there are just some
people that you never get over...

oh don't worry,
you didnt break me sweetie,
you completely destroyed me

& i would dial your phone number
just to hear you breathe.

lifes not about waiting for the
storm to pass, it's about learning
to dance in the rain

here's to the nights that turned into mornings
& the friends that turned into family.

SUMMER 06'
the nights you'll always remember
with the friends you'll never forget. <3

was it fun for you to watch me fall apart?

& that's when she realized
she didn't stand a chance

the more her heart breaks
the louder her music plays.

everybody is a let down;
it just depends on how far they can go

i'll give you my heart
if you pinky promise not to hurt it

if you don't take chances, you may never know
just how perfect something could be.

we didn't realize we were making memories
we just thought we were having fun..

we'll do some drugs.
we'll fall in love & get fucked up,
while the world just shrugs.

Before love, my heart was a black hole.
After love, I didn't have a heart.
I'm not really sure which is better

When a lie gets passed around enough,
it doesn't become the truth, but everybody believes it

Have you have had that empty feeling inside
of you like no one cares or loves you back ;;
as if you cried ; no one would be there to
wipe away all of your tears?

Everyone wants to be happy,
Nobody wants to be in pain,
But you can't make a rainbow,
Without any rain

Smiles & makeup
hide so much these days

it's times like this when you realize who your real friends are.
you learn that being fake doesnt cut it,
holding back doesnt make it,
& sometimes being best friends isn't worth it.

You can be told that your beautiful everyday
& people can say you're perfect in everyway
but you don't believe it..not for 1 minute cus
the ONE person you care for won't admit it..

I'm not perfect ;;
I'll annoy you, i'll piss you off,
say stupid things ; then take
them back, but put all of that
aside & realize that you'll never
find another girl like me.

the things we crave most
destroy us the quickest.

you know you had a good time when
you can't tell your parents what you did.

sorry for lack of update lately.

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Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain.
It's not something you learn in school.
But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship,
you really haven't learned anything.

Open your eyes!
Things aren't okay,
they never have been.
How could you
have been so blind?

Why is it that I can tell you everything I'm feeling,
except the way I feel about you?

If you ever need anything don't hesitate to ask someone else.

maybe it wasn't real ;
maybe it was just another useless friendship

do you ever wonder if maybe you'd taken
that left turn instead of the right one how
different your life would be?

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure
if I knew you were missing me too

We improve our looks, not our minds
because we know that boys are stupid,
not blind.

A true friend is a person who is there for you through thick & thin. They don't judge you by the clothes you wear, or the size of your house. They love you no matter what. They are a shoulder to cry on, or a partner to laugh with. They stand by you in your times of need, & listen when you are excited. They know every little thing about you. They stand up for you when others don't

The key to life ;; be weird.
take random pictures.
do something no else would expect
you to do. talk to someone you
never would. be someone people
think you aren't. show who you
really are. don't hide under your smile.

my heart is bursting in your perfect eyes
as blue as oceans & as pure as skies

Rock bottom is good solid ground ;
& a dead end street is just a place to turn around

There's someone out there for everyone,
except this is like the world's largest game of hide & go seek,
& you bet that boy found the best hiding spot there
& he's waiting for you to find him.
Or better yet, maybe he'll get tired of waiting & find you instead.

He is the only one for me.
No matter how many miles from me
he is, I know he'll always be there for
me. He has it all. I don't want anyone
else cause there's no one better than him
& no one can make me feel the way he does

I've done the merry-go-round.
I've been through the revolving doors.
I feel like I've met somebody I can stand still with.
& don't you want to stand still with me?

who said i wanted an ordinary boy, anyway?

even though she's always desperate,
she's made it this far without a boy.
but the problems are getting bigger.

but dreams.
well they're overrated.
says the girl who
gave up yesterday

maybe if i smile big,
you'll notice me.

you're an expert at those
fake smiles.

credit---quotesfrom_theheartx3

Going to Florida till like Wednesday so here's an update.

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Every once in a while this unbelieveable
sadness comes over my heart & breaks it all
over again. Not because the way things are..
but the way things could have been.. </3

Admit it. We flirt with each other. We have so much fun with each other. We laugh with each other and we even try to be with each other. And I believe that we secretly love each other. But how come when I think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me, it feels like you aren't

I never let the actions of another
make or break me. I never let
a single person shake me cuz
honestly, I don't give a fuck who
hates me.

& I dont want to be your whole world 
I just want to be your favorite part 

&& I still have your picture in a frame
hear your footsteps down the hall
I swear I hear your voice
it`s driving me insane

You're talking to the girl who has:
laughed, sobbed, loved, cried,
smiled, yelled, screamed, sang,
and has made it through it all

It's weird how something has to happen sometimes
to see how you actually feel about someone..

Your eyes can't hide
what your lips won't say..

I'm sorry i'm not perfect. I can only be me.
I'm sorry i'm not perfect like the girl you want me to be.
Sometimes i dont know just what i did wrong.
I don't understand why we don't get along..

I was trying to think of things you do
to make me happy.. nothing came to mind..

I act like i don't care..
but the truth is i care too much

im addicted to the horrible pain
of wanting someone so unattainable.

You never really get over your first love,
you love so deeply so intensly,
simple because you don't know any better way.

&& baby it's because
the way you make me
smile could outdue a
million beautiful sunsets

Don`t make any promises in life
because the only promise life
guarantees is death.

& to this child she whispered,
"Don't let him take hold of it.
You know what he'll do,
He'll snap it in half . .
Right infront of you. " <|3

Sorry for not updating. I've been at the beach.

An old man was sitting on a bench when a teenager with a rainbow mohawk walked by. The old man stared at him. Seeing him stare, the teenager said, 'What's the matter old-timer, never done anything crazy in your life?' The old man replied, 'Many years ago, I got drunk at a wild party & had sex with a parrot. I was just wondering whether you were my son.'

Can you imagine a world without men?
No crime & lots of happy fat women.

Do you ever stop & think that maybe you should have said something?
Maybe that one moment could have turned everything around,
& maybe, just maybe, he'd be yours?

A true friend won't question your motives, will hug you just cause they can sense that you need it, will never fall for your famous false smile that fools everyone else, will let you listen to your favorite song over & over in the car even when they don't like the song, will tell you the truth even when you'd rather not hear it, & will never leave your side, in good times or in bad ones, now don't tell me you think you find people that are that special to your life everyday.

When your life falls apart, always remember that I will be the one who will stay to help you pick the pieces up. & when the rest of the world walks out on you, remember not to close the door, cause I am the one who will be walking in to help you through it all.

In love we all take risks, we all fall down, but you should never be scared to go a little further or a little crazier, cause in the end, the sweetest love is the one that made you lose control..

Life isn't like the movies.
You don't hear the music when you kiss in real life,
you'll only hear your heart beating to a rhythm
only the two of you can understand.

mark my words you will notice me this summer

I love you cause I could be dancing completely crazy
& instead of laughing at me, you'd be doing it with me =)

|*| SUMMER iS. . |*|
waking up to the sound of a lawnmower
spending everyday with your best friends
the smell of cholorine in your hair, anxious
for next year but still missing the last..
thinking you'll find love staying up late &
sleeping in, bonfires with friends. saying
good bye to drama cause for the next 3 months
..Y0U D0NT CARE..

baby, i lied on the phone the other day
with tears streaming down my cheeks ;
i said i was 0KAY..<\3

So, here I am again. ending yet another pathetic excuse for a relationship. & it always seems one things is always the same about it. I'm always the one who walks away from it all. Away from the person who always said he'd never let me go. Well, once again, I'm walking away..& once again, no one is stopping me.

Seems like ever since the first day we met.
There is no one else I think of more than you.
Can't seem to forget. Can't get you out of my head.
Guess the verdict's in, I'm crazy over you