so school started.
i might not have that much time do this anymore, but i figured i'd come back just for the hell of it. i mean, i have no life. ha yeah..

i guess ima put some quotes for ya.
thanks for the comments that i got.

i've got new rules too.
im not gunna request comments or anything. i'll just do it for fun. just cuz i love you all =)

my eyes can't believe what they have seen
in the corner of your room
you've stock-piled millions of my memories.

he's painting pictures
i'm not making for him
and he's got a vision
without me in mind.

the long walks on moonlit beach
the promises you could not keep
for all the world we did not see
and all the smiles you gave to me
it's so contagious ; you're so contagious

god. i cant stay.
more tomorrow, loves.

glad to be back.

edit // sunday

lotssss of them for you guys today.
figured i owe you a lot.

I thought if you hugged me, it would all be okay and we would still be good friends. But the truth is I hurt inside because you love her and it’s not okay anymore

you and me got a secret love, baby

let's slow dance
& be the couple
Everybody wishes they could be
let's walk in the rain
& hold hands the whole time
let's look at the stars
&& kiss all night
let's take it slow
then speed it up
let's take stupid pictures
&& laugh 'til we can't breathe
Let's be friends
let’s be lovers
let's be together
you & Me

like my favorite record
you're a little overplayed
and like my favorite summer
you'll never fade away

scared to get attached again like you
have this fear that every person you start
to like is going to bre/ak your heart

Think about what you say..
Because it's a fact..
No matter how hard you try…
You can never take your words back

all i dream for is someone who will
cuddle with me and tell me im
beautiful when im crying my eyes out

</3 love. Not just a word. Only a lie.

go ahead && tell me all your lies
&& dont forget to add that you love me.

What is cute?
Cute is young && inexperienced.
Cute is holding hands in the car
&& kissing at the red lights

you said you didn`t want to see me get hurt,
so does that mean that you closed your eyes when i cried?

long sleeved shirts
bracelets cover wrists
no one can know
the truth behind this

she slipped on a kiss
& stumbled into love.

& no matter what, I’ll always love you..
through tear- stained cheeks, struggled
smiles... & fading memories.. X33

Do you ever miss me? I know we see each other every day but do you ever miss the way we used to be? When we used to talk and laugh and flirt? When you used to purposely bump into me in the hall just so you could see me look at you and smile. Do you miss our conversations? And what about our dumb sarcasm that only you and I understood? Do you ever miss any of that? I think that maybe you do, because sometimes when I look at you, you'll randomly look at me and stop what your doing just so you can look into my eyes like you used to... and even though it only lasts for two seconds, you miss that. I cant be the only one who does?

Don’t ever let a guy build you up with his words,
cause the higher you are,
the harder you fall,
and trust me you always fall.

boy i feel sorry for you.
there was a girl that would have
done anything for you..
she might not be the prettiest or
the smartest but..
i can guarantee you..
she would have given you the worldyou're looking quite shy, sugar
you've got some heat on that stare
you've got them tattered blue jeans on.
and you're doing that thing with your hair.
and this bed could use a secret,
and these pounding hearts could keep it.
if you could, then i could, i swearthe writers weren't kidding about how all good things must end.
then again, some things are far too good to go ahead and let go

just look at this cardboard cutout, this puppet that you've become. let me be the first to acknowledge, you've no pride, you've no purpose. it's so typical to think less is more when you're out of the lead

i don't ever want to see you again, my friend.
this is the end.
out of the house, she grabs the keys,
runs for the hills and doesn't leave a letter.
that way the impact will be much better
'cause i regret every thing that i said
to ever make her feel like she was something special,
or that she ever really mattered.
Did she ever really matter?

There’s a line of black water coming from her eye
He’s won now it’s not a tie
She always said she didn’t care and she was strong
I guess now its proven that she was dead wrong
He got the best of her and didn’t care
Their right when they say life’s not fair
- beautyinthebreakdownn

you left without a goodbye
without a warning that i'd never see you again
im leaving you the same way
(*bang bang*)

She’s not one to kiss and tell
But one day she lost it all
Like the good times went up for sale
And that’s when she started to fall
It all went away so fast
And the memories just don’t last
All her mistakes and faults
Are what she dreads the most
They seem to be set on default
And everything right , seems so close.
her brown eyes reflect hidden pain
and cry tears of crimson rain
Gasping for air , it all seems so clear
Oh , how she reeks of hopeless fear.

she sits in the corner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped around in promises
that no one seems to keepMy secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?

There exists a melody
That just might change your mind
Oh If only i knew the key
To sing to make you minebecause your the kind of guy
who'd laugh at me when i fall,
help me up, & then whisper
it's okay cause i love you

you'll run out of lies
all options have run dry
cause youre alone
i hope you suffer.Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by

Scream silence now
I've always been listening to cries so deafening
From the bottom of my heart and the top of my lungs
if I can lose my voice, I'd lose is just for you. you know you truly care
when you have to try and
convince yourself you don't..

The girl
Looks in the mirror
What she sees is not to her taste
I hate the size of my waist
My thighs are to big
My stomach is to fat
My eyes are too blue
My hair is to icky
My arms to lose
And legs to round
Feet are gigantic
And I'm too tall
She’s not beautiful in her mind;
no not at all
she can't see her inner beauty;
so her self esteem is to low
she cant see how she looks to others
no she just doesn’t know..

you'll pretend you don't see me.. to
make this less hard on yourself but
lets face it, shall we? your a sucker
for broken promises..

So carve your apologies in your wrists
Let the guilt drip from your fingertips
I'm on to you, we're on to you.
Now wear this excuse around your neck
I'll kick the chair out from your legs
I'm on to you.

Don’t say goodbye
is what I begged that night
And every tear you cry is what makes me die
So don’t let me die, I wont let you cry tonight.

Keep your head up...
There's people who would kill to see you fall.

why is it that when your little you parents teach
you how to walk & talk .. but when your older
all you hear is " sit down and shut the hell up.

&& i know that you're a sucker for ..anything acoustic, when i say 'let's keep in touch, i really mean i wish that you'd grow up. this is the first song for your mixtape. && it's short just like your temper but somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got to cool.

All I want is an apology for what you
did and how you treated me.
Take me far away, or at least as
far as this car will take me.

DROP DEAD GORGEOUS? <3
she'll hang herself with pearlsMemories come & go like
a dream lost in the night`'
but I remember everything
about you & how you came
and changed my life.

and I bet you've got every word I said
memorized in your head.
and you'll use every one of them,
and you'll use every one of them against me.

Don't say goodbye just leave your tears on my shoulder
And recognize this passing time as our story unfolds

we used to be able to talk about everything but now its impossile to even start a decent conversation with you. you cant deny it, things have changed.. we've grown apart & you have to face the fact that i will no longer be there every single time you need me. The truth is what it is.. and that i do not have anymore respect for you as an individual now. you are just another face in the crowd...

all she really wants is someone who will sit
with her under the stars && not want anything
more but to look into her eyes && say you're
the only one i`ve been waiting for

Rest in peace girl,
Your death is such
A shame. The paper
Said a bullet got in your
Way

Look at all the little girls
trying to be Beautiful
because if your anything else
you wont survive from day one I talked about getting out
but not forgetting about
how my worst fears are letting out
he said why put a new address
on the same old loneliness
when breathing just passes the time
until we all just get old and die
now talking`s just a waste of breath
and living`s just a waste of death
and why put a new address
on the same old loneliness
and this is you & me
and me & you
until we`ve got nothing left

she finally stopped playing their song when
she realized she was dancing alone.. </3

Shes nothing but a sinner. Give me those sunglasses and watch as the vodka goes down. Sunglasses over her red eyes, a damaged rockstar. A note in one hand pills in the other. She takes a few steps back from the mirror. She laughs but tries not to let the drinks take over. It does. She takes a drag and blows it in his face. the door slams and she stays still. Oh how she wishes she had a gun. Its quicker. Its beautiful. Oh the pretty stains she would leave. Shes silent. He cares. Its too late. She has moved too far away. Shes gone forever. A new identity to fool the next crowd. She never wanted this. She always wanted this. Alone. Alone. She cries. She dies. Alone.

im done, loves.
<3

note
i DO NOT take credit for these quotes.
on some of my entries, i normally would recognize the quotes sites that i used. this one was an exception.
yes, MOST of the quotes in this entry were from THIS SITE
i give her major credit  for all of the quotes.

k guys. i think im finished with this site.
2 comments after over a week?
c'mon.

well, until i get some more comments and everything.. im done.

thanks to everyone who really supports the site tho.

i appreciate it.

bye whores <33

i think i owe you all a huge entry?

You and me,
We were always funny in a car crash sort of way.
Watch me bruise and bleed for you
I always knew I'd end up dead today, but
Baby, the blood's already been spilled
And no amount of crying will wash away
The blood from your guilty hands

&& I'm finally seeing why I'm the one worth leaving

suck in my stomach.
pinch my waist.
spend hours touching up my ugly face.
all these things i fucking do..
don`t make a difference.
im not perfect enough for you <3

These bandages cover more
than scrapes, cuts & bruises
These bandages cover my
regrets & mistakes.

Because you’re beautiful & you don’t know it, because you’re smart and you don’t believe it, you’re the kind of girl that guys never get over; you’re the kind of girl that other girls get compared to

if you've ever been depressed, then maybe you know where I'm coming from. It’s like one minute you’re fine, and the next minute something happens that makes you think -- I mean really think -- and then you’re totally empty. the only thoughts that are in your head are negative and it makes you feel totally alone, like you don't mean anything to anyone. all you want to do is tell someone how you feel, but you don't want their pity, and even if you could tell someone, nothing would come out right. you don't want to laugh or smile, or whine, or argue, or even be stubborn or difficult, you just want to go to bed and cry and hope this feeling passes, and sometimes it does, but it always seems to come back. you think that all your friends hate you and only talk to you because they feel bad for you. you know complete strangers judge you just because of how you look and how you act, and when you think about how you’re not as beautiful as the crowd that surrounds you, it makes you feel even worse. you know how it feels to know that you’re a bad person, to let your friends down and always be selfish, isolated, self conscious, bitter, whiny, and obsessive. you listen to what everyone else has to say, but you never tell them how YOU feel, because that would mean revealing part of yourself, and you just can't do that; you can't let anyone really know you. and your opinion wouldn't matter to them anyway, and most of all if you took the time to sit down and try to get all your feelings out for the first time in your life, it would be completely overwhelming and if anyone ever listened to all of that, they would have to agree with you 100 percent
^love that. TONS of credit to you.Guns_go_xxBANGxx

Heartbroken: now that’s an understatement

the world falls apart in just seven
days. it sinks to the bottom with
oceans of rain. the cure is so clear,
the blood is astray and everything
dies, except for the rain.

eyes wide shut, faded to white, a
little conversation never seemed
to stray this far. ignore my thoughts.
is that blood on your sleeve? a
needle has droppped inside my
basket of great, great ideas.

they dance in the courtyard; sweet summer sweat.
some dance to remember,
some dance to forget

I`m dying & I feel so alone
The lights are on & I wish I was home
My lips are screaming pretty nothings
My ears are bleeding for want of words
Fuck words I need actions
Hope has left me fucking shattered

Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
And now I regret the day we met
And help me forget your name.

She cries the lullibies you couldnt sing. She doesnt want the whole world, just only him. && when you left her there. Just standing in the rain. She ran home to get rid of her pain. She wanted it all to end. To live her life && be happy again. && as she sits here with the razor in her hand. She thinks about how he will never understand...

fall down and i cant
pick myself up off the
ground. i see the
fucking catastrophe
and it's right in front
of me.

there's this secret i've
been perfecting about
how we paint our sins
on the ceiling. i keep
mine glued to my chest
it keeps me close like
a promise kept. i swore
i wouldnt, but you let me.

i heard about your screaming
message and how it reeked of
your indifference. it bleeds
horizontal straight from your wrist.

we are basic in diqguise. we are
stuck in these moments of time.
will we let go and let the past
pass us goodbye again?

annihilation, exuberation, feel it
running on and on. i've broken down.

hold your knife against my throat,
cut me deeper. feel the blood
drip down your arm, darling.

can you figure it out? develop
your moment. rejection is
bliss, ignorance is almost.

can't you see you remind me
so much of what i used to be.

blame me and go ahead with
with your life as you always
did;force my stomach to purge
the words i might have eaten
in a feast of victorious
self-indulgence.

today i prayed my plane would
crash, you'd see it on the news
and you'd think of me as much
as i thought of you.

this is the last time you will
make me painfully aware
of how humiliated these
open arms i've held for you
have made me.

for when tomorrow
fails to come, today
is just not the same

disturbing rusty knifes in
these countless attractive letters
with the directional diagram
of a guilty heart
"insert knife here"

can i prevent this
loss and pain to
hasten my release
or am i damned to
existence alone

and this time spent
sorting through emotions
is a blessing that i know
i cannot repay

you're a drug, just like the gun
inside my mouth. i know it's
wrong but i just can't spit you out.

I'm a mess of insecurities
Attention starved with a narcissistic twist
Don't you think I'm amazing?

She's got a pretty smile
It covers up the poison that she hides
She walks around in circles in my head
Waiting for a chance to break me

And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me

i guess this is long enough.
comments anyone..?

majorrrrr props to;;
NEONDiiSASTER,Guns_go_xxBANGxx 
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theres probably more. sorry if i forgot you.

thanks guys!
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keep it up guys. remember,
get to 170  and i'll give you a huge post.

im sorta busy. but i'll wait till 170 to update again.