She smokes like there's no tomorrow;; She says it makes her feel alive. She drinks her wine like water 'cause she feels dry inside. She drives her car like it's a bullet;; She says that time is slipping away. She never thinks about her future... It's a million miles away.

you whisper secrets in my ear
slowly dancing cheek to cheek
it's such a sweet thing when you open up, baby

I know that when you kiss me,
it's not because you just want to kiss me...
it's because the joining of our lips says so
much more than we can ever put into words.

if you don't tell her how you feel
she'll find some other guy
who tells her all the things
that she wants to hear from you

& he whispered to her,
the only way i could ever hurt you is
by holding your hand too tight.

yeah we been here all night long,
lost in endless talk and our love songs

we'll make millions writing books on the way it should have been.

you know damn well ;
we`d go crazy without eachother.

a hundred hearts would be too few
to carry all my love for you

& when i`m around you,
i can`t help but smile.

i'll sing to you the words you've been dying to hear

[girl with friend]
Girl;I talked go him today!
Friend; About what?
Girl; About how I moved on!
[boy with friend]
Boy; I talked to her today
Friend; About what?
Boy; About how she moved on..
Friend; You didn't tell her you wanted her back?
Boy; I couldn't.

your a mistake i'd gladly repeat.

i`ve made up my mind
i'm in love this time.

oh, i'm falling apart, to songs about hips and hearts.

I always get told how perfect we are for each other
but the truth is, I already knew.

it was pretty clear that the stars in her eyes,
meant that she was in love.

teenage love;
it's not just a cliche.
there's something about
you that makes me shake

shes gonna marry that boy
someday in her life

don't kid yourself, babe.
the boy loves you in a way
that he's not ready to deal with.

&& he is some kind
of wonderful.

And what she wants is pretty simple just a
sticky note in her locker saying I love you
or a daisy he found that morning stuck to her books..
because the little things mean the most.
 
PERFECT GUY
Leaves You A Messaqe in The Morninq
To Wake You To Wake Up To. Huqs
Us From Behind. Calls Us Beautiful.
Sticks up For Us.
&&  Most importantly
Loves Us For Who We Are

the best kind of kiss
is the unexpected
unplanned ones
the ones that come naturally
like in the middle of a sentence

witty words.
sarcastic smiles.
broken hearts are outta style.

but she still wastes hours turning herself
into something she'll never really be.

romance is the glamour
which turns everyday life
into a glittery haze.

every time you come around
theres a boquet for me
a corsage of promises,
and i am pinned like a butterfly on a card
im naked and im scarred
and you're so perfect for me

he doesnt make sense
and i dont make sense
but together, we make perfect sense

sometimes i wonder
what my life looks like
through everyone elses eyes

and so i thought i'd let you know
that these things take forever
i especially am slow
but i realize that i need you

those scars on her arm? those are reminders to her
of how many times she's fucked up.

friends will prove people you're not a physco path,
but best friends will share the retardation

&& tonight
no tears will run
down her cheek
the girl`s in love

its like.. i want to tell you
but i dont want you to know ..

♥♥♥

here is a short entry to encourge four more subbies. then I will make a huge update. [=

...You pull my heart out on my sleeve
Expose it for everyone to see

oh how i  l o v e  that kid.

now that christmas is coming up my parents tend to ask me
what i want. but i always think to myself, it's useless.
they can't wrap a "human" in a present .

Have you ever felt the need to slit your wrist,
let all feelings of guilt and depression bleed out,
then sew yourself up to be happy again?

you know you truly care
when you have to try and
convince yourself you don't

DEFiNiT0N 0F L0VES;
lots of love - just friends
luv ya - that person cares for you
luv u - just a little more
love u - the person does love you
i love u - really do
i love you - really really do

Look at her. 
As perfect as can be. 
But it's not so perfect on the inside. 
As you can not see.
She wants to get rid of the hurt and lies.
She wants you to see behind this perfect disguise.

isn't this exactualy where you'd like me?
this is exactualy where you'd like me you know

would you be depressed if i attended the wedding;
but only as a guest?

bite the curb. SNAP. you could have loved me.

I am waiting for you to flee the scene.
As if you held in your hand the smoking gun.
And on the floor laid the one you said you loved.