My computer has been down... i'm so sorry. right now i'm at the public library. eck! lol...
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Here's to the nights that turned into mornings & the friends that turned into family.
& Something has to be right about us being together because if it wasn't... I don't think I would feel the way that I do when you hold me.
You drink to laugh & you drink to cry.
Heartbroken && softpspoken. So go on baby, walk right past me... I'm used to it.
The runway lights are the deepest blue like the colors of your eyes. So close them tight and kiss me one last time.
so here we lie in this beautiful mess
of tangled sheets and beads of sweat.
with my heart in your hand
and my neck in the other,
should i be scared or
should i come closer?
but it's still beating and i'm still breathing.
you haven't hurt me yet.
&& this right here
is the exact reason
i never gave up on you
when everyone said
to just stop trying
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling as you drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And, I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Aren't you so romantic.
Telling everyone how hopeless in love you are.
Wearing your heart on your sleave.
Darling, you're an excuse to get hurt
Lets put on a show for everyone too see
i love you and you love me
when everyone leaves the masks comes off
& we become strangers all over again
&& i found myself thinking
you were almost sincere
& this bed could use a secret and these
pounding hearts could keep it
& this is so hypocritical
but you don't see us doing
anything about it, do you?
If you're stomach feels weak, then my work here is done.
you have enemies?
good. it means you have
stood up for something
in your life.
& after a while the jokes arent funny anymore |
there's nothing left to smile about | everyone begins
to look the same | lovers. lose .their passion | friends
become enemies, and the life we once knew . is gone
yeah so CONGRATULATIONS
-- you broke my heart
being happy doesnt mean
everythings perfect
it means you've decided to
look past the imperfections
if DRAMA was VODKA
everybody would be wasted.
she said "Where have you
been my whole life?" &&
he said," Looking for you."
lets hold eachother..
&& make everybody jealous
of our fantasy world
lets slow dance & be the couple
everybody wishes they could be;
lets look at the stars & kiss all
night, lets take it slow & then
speed it up... Lets take stupid
pictures && laugh till we cant breathe;;
lets be forever just
Y O U & M E
lets slow dance & be the couple
everybody wishes they could be;
lets look at the stars & kiss all
night, lets take it slow & then
speed it up... Lets take stupid
pictures && laugh till we cant breathe;;
lets be forever just
Y O U & M E
Someone should sue Disney
for planting the ideas in little kids's
heads that every girl has a prince
& everything ends up happily ever
after..
&& she's just a stupid little
little girl with her hopes too high
& feelings much to strong
especially for a boy like him
such a charming, beautiful exterior
laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
with perfect posture, but your barely scraping by.
but she cant fake it hard enough to please everyone
The most incredible feeling?
Knowing that I made you happy
Sugar and caffeine all around.
A.D.D for all the masses.
Heroin needles taken from the ground,
And we're sinking into the molasses.
New emotions leave my arms sore.
Candy tangs my willing lips.
A lollipop and I don't love you anymore
And I'm lost for a few more acid trips.
I look at you
&& motherfuckingassholeihopeyoufuckingdie
comes to mind
You're nothing short of my everything.
She's just the typical teenage girl..
angry, insecure, && confused.
I'd tell her that things will be okay..
but I don't want to lie to her
Dont you ever feel like...
If you were prettier...
Life would be easier?
&& i'm listening to all these sad love songs
because every single one of them
remind me of how much you hurt me.
it's a saturday night
&& she's all alone
she's hoping for the day
he'll be calling her on the phone
but night after night
she keeps waiting for that call
while the only thing that
will keep her company
is his picture on the wall
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me...
Oh, we're still so..
YOUNG;;
desperate for attention
put the lies down,
let's hear you say
what you really mean
We're too cool for love and romance, baby.
We don't need to spend a night under the stars,
or a bed with scattered rose petals.
Who needs a candle lit dinner, when you've got a drive-thru
and a back seat?
Because that's what we are, beautiful, we're the epitome of backseat lust.
Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings, always darker, emptier, and simpler.
&& he said:
you`re cynical & beautiful.
you always make a scene.
you`re monochrome delirious.
you`re nothing that you seem.
i`m drowning in your vanity..
your laugh is a disease.
you`re dirty && you`re sweet.
you know you`re everything to me.
& i want to tear down at your defences..
til there`s nothing there but me..
you`re beautiful when you`re angry..
your love is such a tease.
i`m drowning in your dizzy noise.
i wanna feel you scream.
You gasp for air. I'll see this through,
I'll see through you, your pale blue eyes.
and the softest smiles
turn to concrete
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