Here's some poems.

Call me Crazii*
I can't say stupid shit around you
i have to watch what i say
these butterflies in my tummy
just won't go away
i bit my lip when i see you
almost try to say hi with my eyes
and maybe you'll look back
and all of my doubt dies
you're all i can think about
and i don't know why
but something clicked
and i didn't even have to try
i just met you today
but I'm trying my best to look good
spending hours in front of the mirror
wishing you understood
people can call me crazy

Killing me
Why is this life worth living what has happend cannot be changed
I wish I could tell you but I just cant bring myself to it.
Ill try not to let this build up inside of me
But loving you is killing me its eating at my brain and its slicing up my wrists
all I have left is my heart of which I plan to blow out with a 22
I hope you see my dead body maybe then you will know how much I cared for you

Just how it has to be
I cry tears from my heart that run down my cheeks just before the red lines of suicide drip crimson blood on the floor.
Is this how it has to be? I think to myself living with this pain. I want you to know everything I wish I could show you I ask myself how over and over everyday.
If I told you would you even care or would you just look at me with your stupid blank stare?
I'm beginning to fade its all becoming so clear. I'm starting to think my death is near.
Ill wait it out though Ill see where this goes but waiting for you is like an eternity filled with no love
Ill be your rag doll do what you want just know that I have love swelling inside of me
If you took the time you would feel the love and know the person I so desperately want to show.
      

Cry
The love that I feel is something so pure
The feelings I have are something you fear
Our love was the best thing that happened to me
Our love as I knew it was the only thing to me
The love that I feel for you can never subside
The love that I feel for you I can never hide
The love that I want to share with you tears me up inside
The love that I have for you will never die
When you are done thinking about what you won’t share
I want you to remember that I will always care
You may not know it
I may not show it
You may have never known
I may have never shown
The side of me with you in my life
Is something that I cannot live without
You asked me what I see in you
The feeling that I have for you are indescribable
The things I see in you, you never show
I see the love I have for you
I see the woman of my life
I see a personality that matches mine
I see the fire in your soul that you can’t hide
I see beauty that can blind
I see the woman that use to be mine.
I fear that I have lost you, for god only knows how long
I fear that I may never get you back, that’s my wrong
You told me you fear commitment, but that’s ok
You claim you don’t love me the same, that’s still ok
When I held you last night
Everything felt alright
I know someone in your life is making it tough
I truly do, but a love without you I can’t make it though
I will wait for you for however long I must
I will always show my trust
When the time is right
If our love is true
I know that someday
Just someday
Just maybe we can continue

&& here are some more quotes*

×´¨`·×HoW CaN I MaKe HiM UnDaStAnD ? ×´¨`·×
×´¨`·×HoW CaN I MaKe HiM SeE? ×´¨`·×
×´¨`·×HoW CaN I MaKe HiM ReAliZe ×´¨`·×
×´¨`·×HoW MuCh He MeAnZ t0 Me?×´¨`·×

Boy:Why Do You Like Me? Girl:I Just Do! Boy:But Why? Girl:Because Of Everything You Are! Boy:What Is That? Girl: A Great Person. Boy: Good! Because I Like You For Everything Your Not

*§omewhere There'§ §omeone Who Dream§ Of Your §mile, And Find§ In Your Pre§ence That Life I§ Worth While, §o When You Are Lonely, Remember It'§ True: §omebody, §omewhere Is Thinking Of You*

They say that 2 tears make a heart .so i guess last nite i was crying u peices of my heart....

. y o u . c a n t . h i d e . w h a t s . i n . y o u r . h e a r t . The sun doesn't shine forever, but as long as it's here we might as well sine together. There's a love that only you can give a smile that only your lips can show a twinkle that can only be seen in your eyes and a life of mine that only you can complete.

Comment. =)

hes the c l o s e s t thing to p e r f e c t.
but the f u r t h e s t thing from me. . .

lOve is one of those c.r.a.z.y things
that [no matter] how HARD you try
you just can`t find the words
to tell how you feel inside. x3

. . . sometimes it`s SOXHARD to love someone
because you are so afraid of losing them. . .

and i DON`T WANT THE WORLD TO SEE ME
cause i DON`T THiNK THAT THEY`D UNDERSTAND
. . .i just want you to know who i am. . .

i miss the way you do everything.

i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch. i never thought that i could ever love a man so much. i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny. for you i`d cross the world. for you, i`d do anything. . .

' love makes you do crazy things '

kiss her in the rain,
kiss her when she least expects it..<3

the best feeling in the world is doing something everyone said you could`nt.

*i`m going into this not knowing what i`ll find 
i`ve decided to follow my heart
and abandon my mind
and if theres pain 
at least i know i gave it my all 
cause it`s better to have loved and lost
than to have never loved at all*

[maybe i`m scared to say that i`m falling for you]

I dont think you understand
how hard it is to talk to you
as * just a friend *
i wanna tell you how MUCH
you mean to me
but i just never can «|33

x3_all you want to do is tell him how you feel and hope her understands.

giving up doesn`t mean you`re weak. it means you`re strong enough to let go.

i  h i d e  a broken heart
behind a laughing face
even though i said i`m over you
no one will evertake your place.

you`ve got me right where you want me. . .

:-:sometimes you want something so bad
that you`re afraid of the consequences.
are you really afraid of the consequences?
or are you afraid of what you really want?:-:

[you`re the one i L O V E to  H A T E]

boys like you are so overrated...
so save your breath.

n e v e r forget something you want to remember. <3

tell me why i lost you
tell me that you lied
tell me that you loved me
or at least that your tried.

i`m  f a l l i n g into the m e m o r i e s  of y o u and m e and what we used to be.

i n e v e r thought i would *risk*
the chance of getting h.u.r.t again
but for some reason, when i`m with you
x3_ it all seems WORTH iT.

somewhere between the procrastination, the homework, the friendships, and the nasty cafeteria food, the calls to old friends, the i miss yous, and the i love yous, and what are we doing tonight`s? somewhere between all of the changed and growing and the skipping classes, the studying for tests, and the pretending to be studying for tests, and the downriight not studying for tests, i forgot.  ..i forgot what it meant to cry. i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn`t make you happy. i forgot that pretending to be smart doesn`t make youu smart. and that pretending to be okay doesn`t make youu okay. i forgot that you can`t just forget the past in fear of our future.. i forgot that you can`t control falling in love.. and that youu can`t make yourself fall in love. i learned.. i learned that i can love.. i learned that it`s okay to mess up. and it`s okay to ask for help.. and it`s okay to feel like crap.. i learned it`s okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day.. that somehow they`ll make it all better. i learned that sometimes the things you want most you can`t have. i learned that the greatest thing about school isn`t going to be who is most popular or going to the parties..not even the hook ups.. it`s the friendships.. which means taking chances. i learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to talk out.. i learned that letters from friends are the most important thing.. and that sending cards to your friends makes youu feel better.. but basically, i just learned that my friends, both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world. <3

and tell me that we belong together. . . <3

it  f i n a l l y  hit me that you didn`t  c a r e when you walked away and never  l o o k e d  b a c k . . . SOMETiMES YOU HAVE TO PRETEND LiKE YOU DON`T CARE         ...NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU REALLY DO...                            - i  will not h i d e -                              it`s time to t r y                         anything to be with you...                                   ...it`s never been so hard to hold back these tears... too often we don`t realize what we have until it`s  g o n e too often we wait too l a t e to say 'i`m sorry, i was wrong' sometimes it seems we h u r t the ones we hold d e a r e s t to out <3hearts and we allow f o o l i s h things to t.e.a.r our l i v e s apart...                                              || it`s like writing your name ||                                                    -on a foggy window-                                             ..then  s l o w l y  watching it..                                                       f a d e   a w a y . . . remember when ... boys had cooties, when friends always listened to you, when dreams were unshattered and worries were few. when recess was too short and life was too long. when decisions came easily with no need to belong. when storks delivered babies and passions werent so strong when friendships werent broken, right was right and wrong was wrong. when bad things didnt happen, only skinned knees brought tears and the night light quieted all our fears. when decisions were solved by "eni,meanie,mini,mo." when boys werent so YuCkY! and goodbye only meant till tomorrow. when your clothes didnt need to match and real friends didnt part. and the fun went on forever..without a broken heart.           ...cause` i got that l i t t l e  b i t  o f  h o p e that keeps me [HANGiNG ON]... there will always be people... you can`t believe you were friends with, guys you can`t believe you ever kissed, and people you can`t believe you lived without.                             i will love you forever...                                        and not a day less...<3 in your life .. you will meet [o n e . g u y] unlike any other .. you can talk to him & never get bored tell him everything & never get judged smile & get butterflies everytime you see his face hear his name or voice this person is a best friend boyfriend or true love          ...[looking back on what we`ve been through. i`d be a mess if i didn`t have you]... i dOn`t understand why you had to GO i guess i`ll just NEVER KNOW LiFE seems so HARD since you went AWAY but theres still some THiNGS that i gotta say...                 ...  you have three choices in  l.i.f.e  ...       [g i v e  i n] - [g i v e  u p] -or- [g i v e  i t  y o u r  a l l] p r o m i s e s  mean [everything] but a.f.t.e.r  they are b.r.o.k.e.n, -sorry- means *nothing* i FiNALLY REALiZED THAT YOU WERE N E V E R MEANT FOR ME </3 i`m just going CRAZY and i dOn`t know just what to do i`ve tried EVERYTHiNG just to get over you and after all of this i REALiZED that it just can`t be done cause` deep down insdie my heart i know that you`re the only one. . .<3      s t u p i d m.i.s.t.a.k.e.s _+_ cause [h e a r t][ b.r.e.a.k.s ] watching you from a distance afraid to get too close .. hoping you`ll realize who loves you the most .. but unless you open your eyes to the one whos always there you wont realize that im the only one who truly cares .. <3 in order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different.                                      ... always tell someone how you feel ...                                  mean what you say and say what you mean                                                  even when its hard                           because opportunites are lost in a blink of an eye but                                          ... regrets can last a lifetime... this isn`t a p.e.r.f.e.c.t world.. you s m i l e when all you want to do is c r y. you act like you`re o k a y when you`re really f a l l i n g  a p a r t. ...[but you m o v e  o n]... because there is n o t h i n g else to do even though it`s s l o w l y -k.i.l.l.i.n.g y.o.u-        you`re my | r i g h t |, when everythings | w r o n g |          you`re always | t h e r e | to keep me | s t r o n g |            you dry my | t e a r s | when i wanted to | c r y |                    you made my life worth | l i v i n g |                          ...when i wanted to d i e... i miss you. i love you. <3  i look at all the pictures of the past thinking of how the years went by soo fast the dances,the parties, the jokes and the laughs the shoulders to cry on and cute photographs the people i`ve known since way back when the new kids who came every now and then the friendships you make come and go but theres always those few youll always know now as we go our separate ways i know ill always remember these days... the sad thing is you`ll never know...</3              as i look through these pictures i start to >>cRy<< i`M finally realizing that t*i*m*e*s [fly] by i can plan for the f u t u r e  but i can`t change the  p a s t just wiish shome of the memories i had would`ve last. .:sometimes i think you`re trying to hurt me:. so ill just sit here and pretend like everything is okay...                        ...never been in love...      //cuz a girl like me never had someone to care for\\ ~*never thought there could be someone special for me*~ *hold on if you feel like  l e t t i n g  g o . . .*  dont judge me tomorrow by the way im acting today.                   _:-:i never stopped loving you:-:_                     [i just stopped letting it show] ...*we were meant to live for so much more*... - : :when i think of all the time: :- |---»[i wasted]«---| . *trying to make things work with us* . i cant even believe ho stupid/ ...i was but itz okay now cuz... [ i moved on ] -and i don`t wanna look back...- oh can`t you see it baby you got me going crazy   .:liife is a song:. [lOve is they lyrics] wHaTs iT LiKe tO bE in lOvE...                                 ...sometimes i miss...                      _knowing theres someone out there for me_ ...maybe i dont wanna go... I:I BaBy lEt mE lOvE yOu I:I   X0xo i feel like im ox0X     *-->falling apart<--*         [without you]   bEing grown up isN`t half as fun as Growing up                         ...thEse are the bEst days of out livEs... ->>i bEt you dont remember half the things ill never forget.<<- i guEss getting you <3hEart<3 broken is an unwritten rule of lOve crOss your heart hOpe to die clothes, make-up, boys and lies forEver there until the end thats the meaning of True bEst fRiends. i`ll be there when you world starts to  f                                                                 a                                                                   l        you`ll be in my heart.                           l. somewhere [far away] *dreams* really do come *true*               :i wish i knew exactly what to say:         <to be the one to take your breath away>   life still goes on even when the thrill of it is long gone...                                    >goodbyes huts more than anything<                                    especiallly when deep down you know                                      .:.you will never say hello again.:.             [i love you like i]  never ever loved no one before you   ...just tell me you love me too...                               [b . r . e . a . k    t . h . e     r. u .l . e . s]                                               *..stand apart..*                                             >ign0re youe head<                                        |-|and f0llow your heart <3 |-|       >>i`m lo0king for the one<<            ...whos worth it all...                                                *\\i close my eyes//*                                             .:and all i think about is:.                                                       ->>you<<- ...you might think i`m happy but im not gonna be okay...   iF yOu`ve evEr bEeN HEARTBROKEN, pastE thiS in yOur xaNga.

i never thought it would be this hard to tell you that                               +i love you.+ :-:a fRiEND is someone who is there for you when they`d rather be somewhere else:-: moving on is so simple... it`s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.    //iit`s been a bad day\\       [another bad day]    .:and all i really want:.      *is to look at you* _and know that im okay_            ;   ¸,. ...,¸; .·;¸. · · ·.  . · ·  ·.¸    . · · · ·.  .·;. · ·.· · .  ;          ;   ;    *· ·' ;       . ·´    ¸ . .. .·;  ;      ;    ;  ;          ;   ;          ;. ·´  . · ·¸ ;          ;  ;      ;    ;     ¸. ·-¦-   `·.,¸¸¸,.'   ;           ` . . . . ·'   ` · ·· ··'   '      '     ·. .·   xOXo_i lie awake and try so  h a r d  not to thiink of you_oXOx theres always that one person who will always have your heart<3 you dont come across many people in your life who have the ability to give you butterflies.                [never give up on the things that make you smile] can`t you see that it`s killing me? __>> everyones telling me to give up on y0u ...but they d0n`t see me like i see you... everynight i liie awake thinking of your smile and then i realize you`re the one who makes my life worthwhile when it comes down to it, we all just want to be LOVED >>youve left a stain on every one of my go0d days theres a *spaRkle* in your [eyes] that only i can see and a place in you <3heaRt<3 where i want tO be it`s funny hOw One minute yOur in lOve and the next yOur crying .. this is why i`ve given up On trying ...                            i just wanna [talk] to you                   my [broken] *heart* just has no use               i guess [promises] are better left unsaid...  the distance [doesn`t] matter when you love someone so much .. x3 you will never know what you mean to me... it`s so hard to answer the question 'whats wrong?' when nothing is riight.                          .:[i`d do anything]:.                 ->just to hold you in my arms<-                       //try to make you laugh\\       +:-:cuz somehow i can`t put you in the past:-:+ it's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye, it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry. it's funny how forever never seems to really last, it's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. it's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down, it's funny how when you need someone they're never around. it's funny how people change and think they`re so much better, it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter". it's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget, it's funnyhow one night can contain so much regret. it's funny how ironic life turns out to be, but the funniest part of all, none of that's funny to me..

How to love a girl:
Tell her you think shes cool. Tell her why you think shes so cool. Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; shell scream and fight you but secretly, shell love it. Hold her hand and skip. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and give them to her. Tell her she looks pretty. Let her pay for stuff if she wants to. Introduce her to your friends as The coolest girl I know. Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, and playgrounds, and train stations. Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes. Write poems about her. Just walk around with her. Throw pebbles at her window at night. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. Take her to shows of bands shes never heard of. Hold her hand in the mosh pit. Let her fall asleep in your arms.  Call her. Call her back if she calls you. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then kiss her. Give her piggy-back rides. Go see her band play even if they really suck, and tell her they were great. Give her space if she needs it. Push her on swings. Stay up with her all night when shes sick. Make up pet names for her, but cool ones, not sappy ones. Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Write on her. Make her mixtapes. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour train trip. Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones. Listen to all the bands she mentions. Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck. When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Kiss her in the rain.When you fall in love with her, tell her. <3

sOmetimEs what yOur looking for is riGht whEre you left it.

                           *[sMilE]*
...iit`s easiier theN explaining wHy your sAd...

wiith nOthiing but tEars and a fake smile.

i let gO
thEres just no one, nO one like yOu
yOu are my onLy onE.

as we GROW UP a lot of things change people >>d r i F t << apart and things rearange. 

         -:liife is made up of years:-
               that meant nothiing
   ~and the moments that meant iit all~

Xo:¨`·´¨: 
      `·. ·xO  this is what i`ve been waiting for...

.:behind this [smile] is something you`ll understand:.

              *TRUE LOVE* doesnt lie
...but you wont know unless you give it a try...

you gOtta take the good with the bad, the smiles with the sad, love what you got, and remember what you had.

[-->>i drive myself  c r a z y  thiinking of  y o u ... <<--]

                       |-| does it hurt when you think aboutme |-|
                       \\ and how  b r o k e n  my <3 heart is... //

you foget where the heart is...

                 :..the only thing that has ever made sense to me was you..:

                                   ...isn`t it funny...
      ---->>how when you want it the most you can`t have it?
                     and when you have it you don`t care.
                               and once you loose it,
                  [...*you`d do anything to get it back*...]

iwiishyoucouldseehowbeautiifulyoureallyare.

           //im sO siCk of being lOnely.\\
.:.i wanna know what it feels like to be lOved.:.

              it hurts so much
                to lOve you the way i do
                  then look at you
                    and realize how much
                      you just dOn`t care

if there ever comes a day when we can`t be togethEr,
just keep mE in yOur *heart* and ill stay there ..fOrever..

i bet you don`t remember half the thiings ii`ll never forget.

    cuz it`s all in my head
      [i thiink about iit]
    over and over again...

don`t wanna be anything other then what iv`e been tryin to be lately.

      .:as we grow up we learn that the:.
    *one person who wasnt who wasnt*
       /supposed to break your heart\
               ->probablly will<-

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