Hey guys, I was @ camp... ergo no updates, but I'm back, so I'll have a new post for you soon!

Thanks for your patience...

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'Cause nothing hurts like nothing at all
When imagination takes full control

You keep us fighting long after the fire

You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me

She's got a pretty smile
It covers up the poison that she hides
She walks around in circles in my head
Waiting for a chance to break me

I guess you're the only one, that nobody changes
I guess you're the only one left standing
When everything else goes down

When you're all alone,
And you need a friend,
Someone to help you to the end,
When you need someone to catch you
When you fall,
I'll be there through it all.

It's all shallow and all so appealing
I'm up to my ankles and I'm drowning anyway
In a sea of sarcastic faces, familiar places

I’ve given up on giving up slowly
I’m blending in so you won’t even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate

This one last bullet you mention
It’s my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away

And I’ve been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made

Cause you're mine
And tonight, you don't revolve around her
You're mine
And this time, I'm gonna scream a little louder

Don't wanna be like
Every other girl in the world
Like every other one who wants you
Cause when I see you, something inside me burns
And then I realize, I wanna come first

This is easy, as lovers go
So don't complicate it by hesitating
And this is wonderful, as loving goes
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting

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924 subscribers... at 100 I'll make a really long post!!

I'm really sorry I haven't been able to update, I am/was still grounded. I should be allowed back online soon... hopefully. But here's an update for those who want it...

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your #number# 1one1 with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

You remain,
My power, my pleasure, my pain.
Baby, to me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?

And maybe next time,
I'll remember not to tell you
something stupid like I'll never leave your side.
Like the oldest movie I ever saw was the one we wrote together.

I'm sleeping my way out of this one
With anyone who will lie down

I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking through blinds

You are a getaway car - a rush of blood to the head
But me, I'm just the covers on top of your bed
You steer in a rear view mirror - make my head swim
I keep you warm and won't ask you where you've been

Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames
We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame

And every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you

You want apologies
Girl, you might hold your breath
Until your breathing stops forever, forever

The only thing you'll get
Is this curse on your lips:
I hope they taste of me forever

With every breath I wish your body will be broken again

Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
you've been saving for his mattress

That's all I can do for now... sorry... I'll post more when I'm ungrounded...

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Subscribers - 865... lets get to 900 by next update

Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.

She rode on angels wings
That used to shine oh so bright

Now the dark has caught the spark in her eyes
And I...
I can't find the air

The silence in black and white
Falling forward as she walks towards the light

Shine on diamond eyes
Seperate the space between love and lies

You are the ghost of everything that I'm not

...Because there's beauty in a breakdown...

Spare me just three last words
I love you is all she heard

Way down, deep down in my lungs
I can hear our sweet decay

Romance this chance to set angels to flight

It's like we're more then friends...
But less then lovers

I'm just a notch in your bedpost,
But your just a line in my song

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I managed to get online... so here's a quick update

850 subscribers!! Let's get to 900...

This is a .44 caliber love letter straight from my heart

I was a cast-away once, but I will be found again

You had the coldest eyes
And the softest touch

Arms spread welcoming the
Impending nothingness

Let's redefine what it means to heal

Make sure you love like you never been hurt
And dance like no one's watching