Imperfection is beauty;
madness is genius
& it's better to be
absolutely ridiculous
than absolutely boring
- - Marilyn Monroe

i looked at him, and he looked at me. And
it was almost as if in that split second, we
forgave each other for everything.

Yeah, you can talk about me
b e h i n d m y b a c k
But that just means you're afraid to say it
t o m y f a c e
becuase you know that I'll kick your
s c r a w n y l i t t l e b u t t

Love isn’t a decision, it's a feeling.
If we could decide who we would love,
it would be much simpler, but less magical

when i looked into your eyes,
i knew it was true, my heart never lied,
i was in love with you.
as you stood there, just looking around,
my whole body melted, into the ground.
i remember the day, i remember the time,
i remember the place, still on my mind.
you looked so good in your shirt and jeans,
i remember that night you were in my dreams.
i wish i could be with you, day after day,
because i love you more than words could ever say

&& No one knows why
She loves to look at old photos.
It's all the things she used to love,
The things she used to be.

since the first time he ran his fingers through my hair;
since the first time his hugs eased my pain;
& since the first time his kisses took my breath away;
i knew there was no one else for me

i'm sick & tired
of spending my time trying
to think up reasons i dont want
to be with you

Boy,
it's written on your face.
yeah, you made a mistake

nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes
the person that you want the most is the person
that your best without.

just because she comes off strong*
doesnt mean she didnt fall asleep crying
&& even though she acts like nothings wrong.
maybe shes just really good at lying

And the truth is,
We're just a bunch of kids wanting
to know how to live.

you know what's so special about the
heart? It can see what the eyes can't.

Best friends are like counselors,
Always there when you need to tell them something important.

Have I mentioned that I miss you
And have you seen my scar?
It's the one f from your knife when you stabbed out my heart.

Just keep smiling boy;
you're what keeps her alive.

Everyone wants life to run smoothly,
But it's the mistakes that make life interesting.

Be friends with the people who'd be crazy with you
Because that's the real you,
Now that's true friends.

sometimes i wish you hated me. i really do.
maybe then i wouldn`t have to sit there everyday
being your best friend & know that i can`t have you..

How Can I Still Love You
When All You've Ever
Done Was H a T e Me?

True Friends Are The Ones That Get It When You Tell Them You Hate Chocolate While, Eating A Giant Hersheys Bar

You made me cry out in pain from all your words,
Scream at the walls Because you didnt care,
Hurt myself Cuz' you were never there,
And Die because you expected me to take it all

yea. thats it.. i give credit to whoever.
</3

hmm.. well.. it has been a while.. a very long while... so heres an update....mmhmm.

::32 quotes::

/25 icons/

It's that tragic story of a shallow boy with the girl who see way too much in him.
The story of the boy who turned her down because she just wasn't pretty enough.
&& the world spits in her face, telling her she's not good enough day after day.
Everyday she paints on a smile && pretends she's fine.

don't forget the songs
that made you cry
and the songs
that saved your life

just because my eyes are no longer red;;
and my mascara has stopped running;;
and you can't see my tears anymore;;
doesn't mean that i've stopped crying

Day after day
Night after night
Thoughts about you run through my mind
Wondering if my feelings are true
Or do I just want to have fun with you
Each day I can't wait to see your face
But then hatred somehow takes your place
That's when my feelings seem fake
So I am not sure if it is really Love or Hate.

What if every girl who had ever been called fat became anorexic?
What if every girl who was called ugly started to cut her wrists?
What if every girl who had been called dumb ran in front of a car?
What if they died?
Would you care?
Would you even notice?
After all, you were the one who said all those things

If you've ever been depressed, then maybe you know where I'm coming from.
It's like one minute you're fine, and the next minute something happens that makes you think,
I mean really think, and then you're totally empty.
The only thoughts that are in your head are negative and it makes you feel totally alone,
Like you don’t mean anything to anyone.
All you want to do is tell someone how you feel, but you don't want their pity,
And even if you could tell someone, nothing would come out right.
You don't want to laugh, or smile, or whine, or argue, or even be stubborn and difficult,
You just want to go to bed and cry and hope the feeling passes, and sometimes it does,
But it always seems to come back.
You think that all your friends hate you and only talk to you because they feel bad for you.
You know complete strangers judge you just because of how you look and how you act...
And when you think about how you're not as beautiful as the crowd that surrounds you...
It makes you feel even worse.
And of the two people that are supposed to love you most in this world...
One left you,
And the other has to scream at you sometimes because they get angry and upset too.
You feel like you will probably search your whole life for that one person that you can totally trust,
That you can love forever,
Who will never hurt you,
But you know somewhere deep down that you'll probably never find him, he probably doesn't even exist...
So you just give up, and tell yourself that others live without that kind of love, so you can too.
You want so desperately to be alone, but at the same time you fear it so much.
You know how it feels to know that you're a bad person,
To let your friends down and always be selfish, untrusting, isolated, self conscious, bitter, whiny, and obsessive.
You listen to what everyone else has to say,
But you never tell them how you feel,
Because that would mean revealing part of yourself, and you just can't do that,
You can’t let anyone really know you, and your opinion wouldn’t matter to them anyway.
And most of all if you took the time to sit down and try to get all your feelings out for the first time in your life...
It would completely overwhelm you, and if anyone ever listened to all that, they would have to agree with you 100%

It is not the same,

They try to understand the situation,

No one knows nor do they care.

They just make it sound like I am stupid.

Maybe I should just not care.

Cross your heart && hope to die
clothes 'n make up boys 'n lies
always together 'till the end
thats the .d.e.f.i.n.i.t.i.o.n. of
T R U E B E S T F R I E N D S

everything was p e r f e c t
until she came along ..
There are 3 things in life that should never be broken;
p r o m i s e s ; f r i e n d s h i p s ; && h e a r t s

well.. schools finally out for me.. sry its been a while.. heres some quotes and icons.. i give credit to the sites..

::40 quotes::

Tonight the headphones will deliver
You the words that I can't say

You can thank your lucky stars*
That everything I wish for will never come true

&& when it all goes to HeLL
will you be able to tell
me you're sorry with a straight FaCE?

You may have broken my heart
But you will never break my spirit

As long as there is trust
There is betrayal

I smile when I pass him in the halls
I smile when he calls
I smile at all the little things he does
I smile when he doesn't realize it
I smile when he gets online
I smile when I think about him
so basically, I smile all the time

I absolutely hate the world. I hate society, I hate people, & I hate everything around me. I always look angry, I always feel angry & I know that it's just a distraction cause I hate myself so much. I'm angry that I'm so ugly. I'm angry that I'm so stupid & useless. Maybe I don't hate the world, I just hate my world. Maybe I don't hate people ; I just hate the person I've become. I hate myself so I make it seem like I hate everything else, but me. I just want to feel safe in my skin.

I was diagnosed as being in love.
the medicine is you.
the addiction is awesome.
the withdrawal is hell.

Everyone says for me to just give up & get over you..
But its not that easy to give something so special like you up.
I feel something they don't. I only have this life, if loving you
makes me happy..then that's what I'm going to do, even if I'll
have to wait awhile to hold you.

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure,
if I knew you were missing me too.

love is when hurting him will hurt you more </3

If there's a million reasons for you to go and only one for you to stay, then stay because that one reason could be the best thing that ever happened to you

I guess I trust to easily, fall to quickly, love too much, and at the end I forgive like everythings okay when its really not

i must be a pretty good liar
for you to honestly think
that i just want to be friends

Go ahead, talk about me behind my back.
& when a lot of people start talking about me..
I'll just be glad i have a fan club.

The only reason I keep going back to him...
is because he keeps letting me

I believe that everything happens for a reason,
but I think it's important to seek out that reason,
that's how we learn.

Then I turned around and walked to my room and closed my door and put my head under my pillow and let the quiet put things where they are supposed to be

It's so hard to pretend that I don't love you.. when inside my heart is screaming for you

nice guys went extinct
along with the dinosaurs.

How come I can remember
every single hurtful word you
said to me, but i can't remember
the answers to a fucking test?

today i missed you &
i hated myself for it.

who knows what could happen
d o w h a t y o u d o j u s t
keep on laughin
one things true ;
theres always a brand new day

i don't want to be promised forever because
everyone breaks promises. just let me know
& show me that you'll be there for me. < 3

we are just silly little girls,
who fall for stupid boys. <3

&& everytime you speak her name
does she know how you told me
you'd love me until you died, till you
died, but your still alive </3

i hope you have bad dreams without
me there tonight. i hope you wake up
in a guilty sweat. i hope you wonder
why i'm not there for you, well baby it's
because i don't care for you, you never
held me when i cried, you always lied

i'm gonna smile my best smile
i'm gonna laugh like it`s going
out of style. look into his eyes
and pray that he doesn't see
learning to live again is killing me

The romance that weather brings is indescribable, but with snow, it's like the whole world is a little different. Rain can’t create a blanket over your city that makes you feel comfortable & cozy. But snow, it can make you feel like you're cuddling even when you are, in fact, alone

Let's dance while the lights are shining bright.
Let's dance while the music is feeling right.
Romance 'til the night is through.
You'll be holding me, & yeah, I'll be holding you

so maybe i'm younger than you
& i'm just thinking about you more than you do.
& so maybe i'm just too young

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Old Mr.Webster could never define
What's being said between your heart && mine

you w a n t it - but you f e a r it
but you .. love .. it when your near it

Choose to love ;; rather than hate.
Choose to laugh ;; rather than cry.
Choose to create ;; rather than destroy.
Choose to persevere ;; rather than quit.
Choose to praise ;; rather than gossip.
Choose to heal ;; rather than wound.
Choose to give ;; rather than steal.
Choose to act ;; rather than procrastinate.
Choose to grow ;; rather than rot.
Choose to pray ;; rather than curse.
Choose to live ;; rather than die.

one glance.one smile.one hug
[[ are the first ways to get to a girls heart ]]

"Hey if you think eating carpet lint is fun
wait till you fall in love"
-Chuckie Finster, Rug Rats

You know that boy,
that you can NEVER get out of your head?
The one that seems
to relate everything you do,
every song; every word.
The one that at the mention of his name,
your face lights up?
The one that has full capacity to break your heart??
Yeahhh... thats you<3

to every girl who feels
lost inside.
broken hearted.
who feels like no one understands.
just remember..
when you fall..
at one point a boy is going to see you,
and give you his hand to help you up,
from being put down.
he’ll love you.
treat you the way you should be treated.
if you have no hope,
just keep looking.
he`ll be there. Waiting.

how can i
[F o R g E t]
you .. when you`re
[a L w a Y s]
on my mind .. how can i not
[W a N t]
you when you`re all i want
[i N s i D e]
how can i not
[M o V e . O n]
if i can't see us
[a P a R t]
how can i stop
[L o V i N g . y O u]
when you control ..
[M y . H e a R t]

everyone keeps telling me that they think you love me. i just keep saying that you dont. yet, sometimes i cant help but to believe them because its just the way that we look at each other, & the way we laugh together in unison & that way we talk about the stupidest little things. & sometimes, i feel like you're staring at me, but when i turn around, you aren't. then there is the fact that you're with her, & shes nothing like you. she doesnt deserve someone as amazing as you. i do & i know it. i know we have more in common & i wish i could believe the people that tell me you love me, but at some point, i will just have to move on, but you will always be in my heart<3

ok.. im so freaking sorry its been like forever,,, and what i dont get is how i get more subscribers when i dont leave entries then when i do....weiird..i give credit to the sites i found!! &&.. here r some quotes.. and icons of pete wentz.. whos like soo sexy!!

i must be a pretty good liar
for you to honestly think
that i just want to be friends

TALK TO HER.
She's a girl.
The reason she didn't talk first was because,
She has a "vision" of a boy,
Going out of his way just for her

The only reason I keep going back to him...
is because he keeps letting me
 
Go ahead, talk about me behind my back.
& when a lot of people start talking about me..
I'll just be glad i have a fan club.
 
People change,
Things go wrong,
Just remember,
Life goes on
 
Do it today,
it might be illegal tomorrow.
 

For every girl with a broken heart there's a boy waiting for her with a glue gun

well its been a while since i updated so... heres some quotes...

but when i look at him i see all
those memories of us. && i wonder
if maybe he's still seeing them too ...

i wanna make myself not care..
but when it comes to you..
i just cant stop myself from caring

So make her laugh a little && help her get through,
She used to cry but no one knew,
Help her out && treat her right,
It's been awhile since she smiled so bright.
Show her that not all guys lie,
Be the one to keep her eyes dry.

You'll find the right guy,
The one that tells you he dreams about you.
That's the one you want to be with..*

you were such a huge impact on my life,
whenever I start over in a new relationship I know for a fact
that I will always compare the new guy to you, &
to see if he lives up to the image of you.

the worst thing about
being lied to is knowing
you're not worth the
truth <;3

And the closest I've ever came to death...
Is laughing till I cant breathe with my best friend.

Run in the rain to get wet, call a friend just
because you care, smile just because you
can, and laugh just to make people stare.

friends ask you why you`re crying
but ( best friends ) already have the shovel
ready to bury the asshole that made you cry

thats all...sorry...ill try to post more

omg... i almost hav 25 subs, which was my first goal..YAY!