| your gone.
so much further away than ever before.
but your still here
more than ever, in these past few months.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
you still piss me off, more than ever.
you still have that control over me
i still love you.
its horrible to say
and scary to admit:
i dont like who i am without you.
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| in case you couldnt tell
i love you more than her on ANY day
so please, wipe away those tears,
theyre not worth anything
compared to what my eyes have cried.
life is too short to get caught up in all this mess.
i want you to love me back,
why can't you just love me back..
i cant let go of you,
your holding me back without even trying to
i cant let go, i cant move on from the past
without lifting a finger your holding me back.
i never wanted to see you go.
i cried as i turned to walk away from you
you smiled as you turned to leave this place
all the while, you knew.
shutup, do not say you are hurt
you have no idea what hurt means
what it feels like, when not only the feeling hurts,
but every inch of your body hurts just as much as the heart break
dont tell me you know what it feels like to cry your eyes out
to cry your eyes out until you literally have no more tears left
until your body has produced so many droplets of salt water
it can not find the energy to produce one more single drop
do not tell me you love him
you do not no what love is.
to watch him with someone else every day
and know that its killing you inside
but you have to fake a brilliant smile, to keep him happy.
do not tell me anything.
you know nothing.
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| i have never been what you wanted
i have only ever been myself
i have never been good enough.
i thought you might turn around
look in my direction
and realize that when your eyes met mine
stars exploded in galaxies
light years away.
id like to sit next to you
look up at the sky
and wonder
what ever in the world thought to bing me here
with you by my side
and our hearts intertwined.
leave me, you said
never, i screamed.
now im right back at the beginning
waiting for someone
to finally find me
you cannot recover from love
it is with you
where ever you go
what ever you see
anything you listen to
everything you remember
if it is not with you, it was not love.
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| i really think that its meant to be
you there, me here
it keeps us separated, held back by a line
that we will always dare to cross.
but when we cross it, we are delayed,
and everything changes.
your eyes get heavy, your smile sinks deeper,
your walk grows slower, but your love, ever stronger.
even though we need this
always remember that this is only pretend
boundaries are created for reasons, unknown to any living human
when crossed your walls will tumble and fall
you may end up standing in a pool
of your own mess, your own blood.
your own broken heart.
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| sing it loud+ludo+steel train+spill canvas= fucking awesome night.
not to mention we were sitting on the stage
dan from sing it loud told us we were hot and hugged us
and the acoustic guitarist from steel train loves me too =]
yay.<3
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