sing like you think no ones listening,
you would kill for this.
just a little bit
just a little bit,
you would, you would...

sing me something soft,
sad and delicate,
or loud and out of key,
sing me anything...
were glad for what weve got,
done with what we've lost.
our whole lives laid out right in front of us.

"and in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make." - - john lennon

for christmas, ive decided that all i really want is you. and all the beatles' records. but really mostly just you. i think its time to touch back to the classics...

this week/weekend has been...

YIGtastic.

thats all you can really say about the amazing-ness of it!!! not only did i get to spend it with the MOST wonderful people ever. well, pretty much everyone in it! but, we mangaed to ROCK THIS BITCH (meaning YIG). and finally get the LSN delegation noticed. not that we were noticed in the best light, but we were definatly noticed as the biggest partiers in Missouri.

KC MO OOoOOo

yeah...it was that fun. we broke doorknobs, drank too much red bull, got too little sleep, shopped, tried to lose (unsuccessful), made some videos, watched some videos, snuck out and around (duh), and even threw posters from the balcony like they do in movies.

it freakin rocked. just as most of fellow YIGgers are!

SUPER HUGE SHOUT OUT TO KATE, SOPHIE, MEGAN, AND BRIAN WHO GOT SENT HOME EARLY. never again will we let any bullshit like that slide! WE LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

today - - catching up on some much needed sleep. i never knew being a government nerd could be so much fun...

going to be in YIGtastic Jeff City this weekend...i cant wait. thats always a fun time...and if you've never been, you will never understand how awesome it will be. so come on...jump on the YIG bandwagon...everybodys doin it...

all things together, i couldnt be happier. its ironic how just when all odds are stacked against you, something (someone...) can come and make your day.month.year.

yeah, if you cant tell. hes great. <3

just think of this and me
as just as few of many things...
to lie around,
to clutter up your shelves.
and i wish you werent worth the wait.
because theres some things id like to say to you...

i dont think that
you know what
you've been missing.

i dare you to forget
those marks you left
across my neck...
from those nights when we were both
found at our best.
i could make this obvious,
and you, you could deny  me
all in one breath.
you could shrug me off your sholder...

i dont think that
you know what
you've been missing.

just forget me,
its that simple.
just forget me,
its that simple.

::Taking Back Sunady, Your Own Disaster::  its highly ironic how much some one else's lyrics can fit your own situations...and these seem to do it perfectly.