difference between then and now. i used to care alooooot more about stuff, now i dont as much. i still do but not as much. my xanga profile picture, i hardly look that that now. i used to looove him with all my heart, when he gets mad at me now i really dont care as much as i should. i loved bright eyes, wait.... nevermind i still love them. even more. your my best friend, now i cant call anyone that name anymore. i dont have that many friends, LIE. ive always had alot of friends. but ive found alot of good friends. i used to be really immature. actually no, not true ive always been really mature. i used to fucking hate my dad more than anything, now i dont think i could live without him. just thinking about him not being around for me makes my heart get heavy. me and my brother are super close, now hes a douche bag but i still love him more than anything. i used to change my hair all the time, still do. but not as much. i used to like alot more... upbeat? music. i mean i still do, but i like alot more mellow stuff. i still love that upbeat stuff though. havent had a boyfriend in a while. still true but atleast people are interested in me, enough too.... yeah. times have changed. | 
