Confession's Of a Teenage Drama Queen!! ( corny?)

1.) I smile when im confused or just happy!

2.) Just because I am nice, doesnt mean I want you all over me.

3.) I like boys who know how to be gentleman.

4.) I dont have regrets. I just plan on doing things differently in the future.

5.) I worry about if you like me, but im NEVER going to admit it!!! lol..

6.) Talking about sex doesnt make me want to do u, it puts me in a bad mood!!( mathew)

7.) When i say i wanna hang out..that doesnt mean lets mess around!

8.) I'll be nice to you, if you are nice to me!

9.) I dont like when u talk about me unless im there, y..because thats how ppl will know what your saying is true!

10.) Im not affraid of being me no matter what..and if u dont like it..well thats not my problem. : )

11.) Once u get to know me..u'll c that im not just a bitch and that i can be really nice and caring. but not if u dont know me.lol

12.) Xanga is pretty gay now and i dont really like using it.. and this entry i have made was gay..i hope u enjoyed.

xo.

ps..jessica..get a flippin myspace or im gonna stick my foot up your ass..on top of your broken torn leg knee thinger..which by the way..sucks.sorry that happened.

later bitches.

xO

 Mk..So im like almost pretty sure that sum's up this weekend/week.What a freakin heart attack waitin to happen! hm.I like that...i think i'll use it again.Just a thought.Well this week..thank god will hopefully go by fast and then its springbreak.Party at K's! No Jen and Vee! lOl. What can i say...not everybody gets along..O' well.So anyways..Im really grumpy..and pretty tired actually.The rents had another poker party last night and it wasnt over till like 4.what the heck.lol..So yeah..i got some needed stuff to do..so ill ttyl.xo

So, updating early!

Im really pissed off right now! Me and Sean just broke up.How surprising.He decides that he may have asked me out too soon.REALLY?? Ya think.We didnt even know eachother 5 days and he makes it like its my fault.HE was the one who wanted to hang out..HE was the one who asked me..and acted like he new urthing about me!! I hate boys..and Life! I am gonna go ahead and say our prom thing is cancled.Cuz i just dont have enough energy to try and force all this bullshit to happen in a month and, get a dress in time.So he can kiss my ass...I think that i get too attached to things quickly.I need to get over that cuz its gettin old.I drive myself crazy! So ne*ways.Im really tired and Kels is stayin the night again..and im bout to pass out! But im tryin to hang in there.UH.I am getting on my nerves!!! lol.Gosh freakin dang! Well im gonna go talk to jerk off for a while and then get in the shower.I swear...some ppl can just go suck a duck..period!

p.s!! To All Guys: Im not the girl for u.Im moody.Bitchy.Angry.Bitter.And i like to hold things in.So just dont fucking ask.K!!

*me.

 HeLlO!! Well almost everything is going good here.Me and Sean are *officially an item.which makes me excited that im dating someone who Id want to be.Which may not make sense..but its a good thing.Well he is such a cutie.He is sOo old fashion..and its adorible! He pays for me..opens the car door..and ne*other door..makes sure i dont need ne*thing..its just sweet! I can honestly say that he is the first b/f that i have had that hasnt mentioned ne*thing sexual or said one rude thing.. Not to mention he makes me laugh..and blush.But in a complimentary way.So yeah..But its odd how things work..when i was single..i liked someone..who didnt really like me..(idt) and now..urbody wants some booty.lol.Well nobody is gettin booty..!!So now to the crap.Well i def. had a rough time in second pd. today..I was bout to go off on someone..but i didnt..instead i sat there and cried like a lil faggit! wtf.well ne*ways..My step dad is gettin on my nerves.He's fricken Bipolar..and he really is too.haha..but goodness..i didnt know ppl can be so freakin mean..and expect to be *loved and wanted so much.Gosh dang..he is ignorant! Well im not gonna go on cuz it doesnt make it ne*better..I just hope that prom will be fun and me and Sean have some good times! I love ya guys..cya!

xO

HeYa!

Well Yesterday was good.We had cw practice after school..and that is always funny.So then after that i got to hang w/ the kid that is leaving soon.He is a dork..but i will prob miss him just a lil. But ne*ways.So i am currently *talking to like 2 ppl.And i feel really bad bcuz one of them i *think likes me a whole lot..but idk.Well the new guy is Sean Walls.He goes to Wayne.He is a senior.He likes country...he is cute..he thinks im nice(which is not common w/ most) lol..so yeah.But on the other hand..IM also talking to someone who i really like..but am not sure about.We dont talk like me and Sean talk.But we will just have to c.So i really need to start writing my paper.That was due today..but im not at school.Its a long story..and im gonna leave that for another day.Well lately i have been in a pretty good mood.Me and my rents havent fought like at all this week.Its only Wednesday..but still.I mean...idk if its cuz i havent really been here..or what.bUt its all good.Well idk what im doin this weekend.It seems like everyone all the sudden wants to hang out at the same time.We need longer weekends so u can make time for everyone!lol.I hate not being able to hang out w/ ppl cuz i have already made plans w/ someone else.Well since im home i def. have got to clean and get some crap done today.blahblah!!

xO