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http-equiv="Page-Enter" content="progid:DXImageTransform.Microsoft.Wheel(Duration=2)"> http-equiv="Page-Exit" content="progid:DXImageTransform.Microsoft.Wheel(Duration=2)"> This was an accident Not the kind where sirens sound Never even noticed We're suddenly crumbling Tell me how you never felt Delicate or innocent Do you still have doubts that Us having faith makes any sense Tell me nothing ever countsLashing out or breaking down Still somebody loses 'cause There's no way to turn around Staring at your photograph Everything now in the past Never felt so lonely I Wish that you could show me love Show me love, show me love, show me love, Show me love, show me love 'Til you open the door Show me love, show me love, show melove,Show me love, show me love, 'Til I'm up off the floor Show me love, show me love show me love, Show me love, show me love, 'Til it's inside my pores Show me love, show me love, show me love, Show me love, show me love,'Til I'm screming for more Random acts of mindlessness Commonplace occurrences Chances and surprises Another state of consciousness Tell me how you've never felt Delicate or innocent Do you still have doubts tha tUs having faith makes any sense Tell me nothing ever counts Lashing out or breaking down Still somebody loses 'cause There's no way to turn around You play games, I play tricks Girls and girls, but you're the one Like a game of pick-up sticks Played by fuckingg lunaticsShow me love, show me love Give me all that I want TATU~"Show Me Love" All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said This is not enough I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost If I'm asking for help it's only because Being with you has opened my eyes Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise? I keep asking myself, wondering how I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me Nobody else so we can be free Nobody else so we can be free All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said This is not enough This is not enough All the things she said All the things she said And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed They say it's my fault but I want her so much Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain Come in over my face, wash away all the shame When they stop and stare - don't worry me 'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me I can try to pretend, I can try to forget But it's driving me mad, going out of my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said This is not enough This is not enough All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said, she said All the things she said All the things she said Mother looking at me Tell me what do you see? Yes, I've lost my mind Daddy looking at me Will I ever be free? Have I crossed the line? All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said This is not enough This is not enough All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said. TATU~"All The Things She Said" ~*~If h.o.n.e.s.t.y is the b e s t policy, then why does the t.r.u.t.h h u r t so b a d? ~Alyssa ~*~T.r.u.t.h may h u r t when f i r s t told, but l.y.i.n.g will h u r t m.o.r.e l a t e r ~Kayla ~*~Whats b e t t e r a l.i.e that d r a w s a s.m.i.l.e or a t.r.u.t.h that d r a w s a t.e.a.r ~*~A.d.v.i.c.e is what we a s k for when we already k.n.o.w the a n s w e r but w.i.s.h we d i d n t. ~*~How w.i.l.l you k n o w I am h.u.r.t.i.n.g, If you c a n n o t s.e.e my p.a.i.n? To w e a r it on my b.o.d.y T e l l s what w.o.r.d.s cannot e x p l a i n. ~*~D.e.a.t.h is n o t the g.r.e.a.t.e.s.t l o s s in life. The g.r.e.a.t.e.s.t loss is what d i e s i.n.s.i.d.e us w h i l e we l.i.v.e ~*~I will n.e.v.e.r l e a v e you; I will n.o.t let you d o w n. ~*~G.i.r.l of 16 W h o l e life a.h.e.a.d of her S l a s h e d her w.r.i.s.t.s B o r e d with l.i.f.e ~*~See, o n c e it's in your h.e.a.d though, you b e c o m e this... s.t.r.a.n.g.e new breed- a life form that l i k e s to f.a.n.t.a.s.i.z.e about it's own d e m i s e. Make a s.t.u.p.i.d remark, k i l l yourself. You l.i.k.e the movie, you l i v e. You m.i.s.s the train, k i l l yourself. ~*~A k.i.s.s- d e c e n d s on anxious lips Why can't all l.o.v.e start l i k e this? In the b.a.c.k of my m i n d I h.a.t.e her But she can't b r e a k my h.e.a.r.t If I g a v e you what m.a.k.e.s me p r e t t y Will you h.o.l.d m e and k.i.l.l my s u i c i d e? ~*~I k.n.o.w what it's l i k e to w.a.n.t to d i e. How it h.u.r.t.s to s m i l e. How you t.r.y to f i t in but you c.a.n.t. How you h u r t yourself on the o.u.t.s.i.d.e to try to k i l l the thing on the i.n.s.i.d.e. ~*~I w a n t someone to l.o.v.e me I w a n t someone to c.a.r.e for me I w a n t someone to l.o.v.e I w a n t someone to h.o.l.d me I w a n t someone to h.o.l.d I w a n t someone who will l.o.v.e me f o r e v e r But m.o.s.t of a l l I w.a.n.t someone to s a v e me from the n.o.o.n.e I have b e c o m e ~*~ Now her s.o.u.l is d e a d. Now her b.o.d.i.e.s r a w. You can n.u.m.b her p a i n. W.a.t.c.h the b l o o d run down her f.a.c.e, but d o n t take n.o.t.i.c.e. W a t c h the b.l.o.o.d run down her a r m s. Please d.o.n.t take n o t i c e. ~*~L.o.v.e is r e a l, r.e.a.l is l o v e L.o.v.e is f e e l i n g, f.e.e.l.i.n.g l o v e L.o.v.e is w a n t i n g to b.e l o v e d L.o.v.e is t o u c h, t.o.u.c.h is l o v e L.o.v.e is r e a c h i n g, r.e.a.c.h.i.n.g l o v e L.o.v.e is a s k i n g to b.e l o v e d L.o.v.e is y o u Y.o.u and m e L.o.v.e is k n o w i n g We c.a.n be L o v e is f.r.e.e, f r e e is l.o.v.e L o v e is l.i.v.i.n.g, l i v i n g l.o.v.e L o v e is n.e.e.d.i.n.g to be l o v e d ~*~You a.s.k.e.d me if I t h o u g h t you were p.r.e.t.t.y I said n o. You a.s.k.e.d me if I t h o u g h t you were f.a.t I said o f c o u r s e. You a.s.k.e.d me I w a n t e d to be with you f.o.r.e.v.e.r I said n o. You a.s.k.e.d me if I would c r y if you w.a.l.k.e.d a w a y I said n.o. You had h e a r d to m.u.c.h and n e e d e d to l.e.a.v.e and as you w a l k e d a.w.a.y I g r a b b e d your a.r.m and t o l d you to s.t.a.y. And I s a i d your n.o.t p r e t t y your b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. The only thing f a t or b.i.g about you is your h e a r t. I dont w.a.n.t to be w i t h you f.o.r.e.v.e.r, I n e e d to be w.i.t.h you f o r e v e r. And I w.o.u.l.d.n.t c r y if you w.a.l.k.e.d a w a y...I w.o.u.l.d d i e... ~*~I wanna be the one to make you happy. I wanna be the one to give you hope. Give you love without the pain. Show you light beyond the rain. There'll be days when things go wrong and I'll be there to keep you strong ~*~As I slowly fall away from the world, I dream of the nights we've spent in each other's arms and wish you were here with me.... ~*~Don't find love...let love find you That's why it's called *falling in love* Because you don't force yourself you just ((f a l l)) ~*~I can never write enough... write enough about how i feel about you. and i am sorry for that. i wish that you would want me to feel this way though. I long for you... I long for your voice gently ringing in my ear, your hands softly enclosing mine. I long for your finger tenderly stroking my lips, your lips meeting mine for a compassionate kiss, that takes me to a place far beyond the stars and shining moon. and when i come to... our eyes meet again and i can't look away. I am forever paralyzed and bound between your arms. Please forgive me for dreaming of this. ~*~You cant break something that is already broken You cant fix something that doesn't want to be fixed. No one can break me.. Im already broken No one can fix me Cause i dont want to be fixed.~*~You have so much power over me, you'd be surprised if only you knew...I wonder what you'd say if only you knew that I woke up every morning with you on my mind, showering thinking of you, getting dressed thinking of you, listening to my music thinking of you, putting on my make-up for you, fixing my hair for you, wearing shirts for you, lying out in the sun to be tan for you, sitting in school thinking of you, walking in the hallways looking for you during and in between class, talking on the fone about you, lying in bed at night thinking of you, and falling asleep thinking of you. If only you knew how you send my heart spinning everytime you look into my eyes and stare until we pass. If only you knew how everything around me darkens, the voices all around me fade, All I hear is my heart pounding, and all I see are your beautiful eyes staring into mine If only you knew how much you mean to me, I wonder what you'd say. ~*~i cAnT fInD tHe wOrDz tO sAy tO tElL yOu tHaT i fEeK tHiS wAy iF yOu lOoK aT mE uLl uNdAsTaNd aLl i wAnT iS tO hOlD uR HaNd wAnTiN yOu iS aLl i dReAm mY hEaRt aCheS &* i wANnA sCrEaM iF oNlY yOu kNeW mY fEeLiNs fOr yOu i wIsH yOu fElT tHe sAmE wAy tOo ~*~*i LoVe u NoW u LoVe mE nEvEr i cAn oNLy ImAgInE Me & u ToGeThEr ~*~If you were in these arms tonight I'd hold you I'd need you I'd get down on my knees for you And make everything alright If you were in these arms I'd love you I'd please you I'd tell you that I'd never leave you And love you till the end of time If you were in these arms tonight

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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.

Guy: No this is fun.

Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.

::Girl hugs him::

Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If there is anyone in life you love this much, please repost this.

OMG, that is sooo sad. I read that and I started crying!

Yeah, I know I'm sad and pathtic. Oh well...

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Sunday, February 01, 2004

	Take the What High School Stereotype Are You? quiz.
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Saturday, January 31, 2004

you are seagreen
#2E8B57

Your dominant hues are cyan and green. Although you definately strive to be logical you care about people and know there's a time and place for thinking emotionally. Your head rules most things but your heart rules others, and getting them to meet in the middle takes a lot of your energy some days.

Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen.

Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

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Thursday, January 29, 2004

You have a Black Soul... you are a very dark person
and probably tend to hide how you are really
feeling... this isnt always bad because it's
quite possible that the things you are thinking
could scare others... but you might want to be
a bit more open to people... it would your
world a bit less depressing...

Which Color Dominates Your Soul? ^^ANIME PICTURES^^
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omg..that describes me perfectly......creepy...

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You're Perfect ^^

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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you know your punk and shit...you've made your
parents proud

The punk quiz (like we need another)
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mmmkay then....

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Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Dashboard Confessional- As Lovers Go

She said, "I've got to be honest, you're wasting your time if you're
fishin' around here"
And I said, "You must be mistaken, I'm not foolin' this feelin' is real"
She said, "You've gotta be crazy! What do you take me for? Some
kind of easy mark?"

"No, you've got wtis, you've got looks, you've got passion
But I sweat that you've got me all wrong"
I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'm be cavalier, I'll be your's my dear
I'll belong to you if you just let me through

This is easy as lovers go, so don't complicate it by hesitating
This is wonderful as loveing goes
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting?

I said, "I've got to be honest, I've been waiting for you all my life"
For so long I thought I was asylum bound
But just seeing you makes me think twice
And being with you here makes me sane
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side

"You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"

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~*~If h.o.n.e.s.t.y is the b e s t policy, then why does the t.r.u.t.h h u r t so b a d? ~Alyssa ~*~T.r.u.t.h may h u r t when f i r s t told, but l.y.i.n.g will h u r t m.o.r.e l a t e r ~Kayla ~*~Whats b e t t e r a l.i.e that d r a w s a s.m.i.l.e or a t.r.u.t.h that d r a w s a t.e.a.r ~*~A.d.v.i.c.e is what we a s k for when we already k.n.o.w the a n s w e r but w.i.s.h we d i d n t. ~*~How w.i.l.l you k n o w I am h.u.r.t.i.n.g, If you c a n n o t s.e.e my p.a.i.n? To w e a r it on my b.o.d.y T e l l s what w.o.r.d.s cannot e x p l a i n. ~*~D.e.a.t.h is n o t the g.r.e.a.t.e.s.t l o s s in life. The g.r.e.a.t.e.s.t loss is what d i e s i.n.s.i.d.e us w h i l e we l.i.v.e ~*~I will n.e.v.e.r l e a v e you; I will n.o.t let you d o w n. ~*~G.i.r.l of 16 W h o l e life a.h.e.a.d of her S l a s h e d her w.r.i.s.t.s B o r e d with l.i.f.e ~*~See, o n c e it's in your h.e.a.d though, you b e c o m e this... s.t.r.a.n.g.e new breed- a life form that l i k e s to f.a.n.t.a.s.i.z.e about it's own d e m i s e. Make a s.t.u.p.i.d remark, k i l l yourself. You l.i.k.e the movie, you l i v e. You m.i.s.s the train, k i l l yourself. ~*~A k.i.s.s- d e c e n d s on anxious lips Why can't all l.o.v.e start l i k e this? In the b.a.c.k of my m i n d I h.a.t.e her But she can't b r e a k my h.e.a.r.t If I g a v e you what m.a.k.e.s me p r e t t y Will you h.o.l.d m e and k.i.l.l my s u i c i d e? ~*~I k.n.o.w what it's l i k e to w.a.n.t to d i e. How it h.u.r.t.s to s m i l e. How you t.r.y to f i t in but you c.a.n.t. How you h u r t yourself on the o.u.t.s.i.d.e to try to k i l l the thing on the i.n.s.i.d.e. ~*~I w a n t someone to l.o.v.e me I w a n t someone to c.a.r.e for me I w a n t someone to l.o.v.e I w a n t someone to h.o.l.d me I w a n t someone to h.o.l.d I w a n t someone who will l.o.v.e me f o r e v e r But m.o.s.t of a l l I w.a.n.t someone to s a v e me from the n.o.o.n.e I have b e c o m e ~*~ Now her s.o.u.l is d e a d. Now her b.o.d.i.e.s r a w. You can n.u.m.b her p a i n. W.a.t.c.h the b l o o d run down her f.a.c.e, but d o n t take n.o.t.i.c.e. W a t c h the b.l.o.o.d run down her a r m s. Please d.o.n.t take n o t i c e. ~*~L.o.v.e is r e a l, r.e.a.l is l o v e L.o.v.e is f e e l i n g, f.e.e.l.i.n.g l o v e L.o.v.e is w a n t i n g to b.e l o v e d L.o.v.e is t o u c h, t.o.u.c.h is l o v e L.o.v.e is r e a c h i n g, r.e.a.c.h.i.n.g l o v e L.o.v.e is a s k i n g to b.e l o v e d L.o.v.e is y o u Y.o.u and m e L.o.v.e is k n o w i n g We c.a.n be L o v e is f.r.e.e, f r e e is l.o.v.e L o v e is l.i.v.i.n.g, l i v i n g l.o.v.e L o v e is n.e.e.d.i.n.g to be l o v e d ~*~You a.s.k.e.d me if I t h o u g h t you were p.r.e.t.t.y I said n o. You a.s.k.e.d me if I t h o u g h t you were f.a.t I said o f c o u r s e. You a.s.k.e.d me I w a n t e d to be with you f.o.r.e.v.e.r I said n o. You a.s.k.e.d me if I would c r y if you w.a.l.k.e.d a w a y I said n.o. You had h e a r d to m.u.c.h and n e e d e d to l.e.a.v.e and as you w a l k e d a.w.a.y I g r a b b e d your a.r.m and t o l d you to s.t.a.y. And I s a i d your n.o.t p r e t t y your b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. The only thing f a t or b.i.g about you is your h e a r t. I dont w.a.n.t to be w i t h you f.o.r.e.v.e.r, I n e e d to be w.i.t.h you f o r e v e r. And I w.o.u.l.d.n.t c r y if you w.a.l.k.e.d a w a y...I w.o.u.l.d d i e... ~*~I wanna be the one to make you happy. I wanna be the one to give you hope. Give you love without the pain. Show you light beyond the rain. There'll be days when things go wrong and I'll be there to keep you strong ~*~As I slowly fall away from the world, I dream of the nights we've spent in each other's arms and wish you were here with me.... ~*~Don't find love...let love find you That's why it's called *falling in love* Because you don't force yourself you just ((f a l l)) ~*~I can never write enough... write enough about how i feel about you. and i am sorry for that. i wish that you would want me to feel this way though. I long for you... I long for your voice gently ringing in my ear, your hands softly enclosing mine. I long for your finger tenderly stroking my lips, your lips meeting mine for a compassionate kiss, that takes me to a place far beyond the stars and shining moon. and when i come to... our eyes meet again and i can't look away. I am forever paralyzed and bound between your arms. Please forgive me for dreaming of this. ~*~You cant break something that is already broken You cant fix something that doesn't want to be fixed. No one can break me.. Im already broken No one can fix me Cause i dont want to be fixed.~*~You have so much power over me, you'd be surprised if only you knew...I wonder what you'd say if only you knew that I woke up every morning with you on my mind, showering thinking of you, getting dressed thinking of you, listening to my music thinking of you, putting on my make-up for you, fixing my hair for you, wearing shirts for you, lying out in the sun to be tan for you, sitting in school thinking of you, walking in the hallways looking for you during and in between class, talking on the fone about you, lying in bed at night thinking of you, and falling asleep thinking of you. If only you knew how you send my heart spinning everytime you look into my eyes and stare until we pass. If only you knew how everything around me darkens, the voices all around me fade, All I hear is my heart pounding, and all I see are your beautiful eyes staring into mine If only you knew how much you mean to me, I wonder what you'd say. ~*~i cAnT fInD tHe wOrDz tO sAy tO tElL yOu tHaT i fEeK tHiS wAy iF yOu lOoK aT mE uLl uNdAsTaNd aLl i wAnT iS tO hOlD uR HaNd wAnTiN yOu iS aLl i dReAm mY hEaRt aCheS &* i wANnA sCrEaM iF oNlY yOu kNeW mY fEeLiNs fOr yOu i wIsH yOu fElT tHe sAmE wAy tOo ~*~*i LoVe u NoW u LoVe mE nEvEr i cAn oNLy ImAgInE Me & u ToGeThEr ~*~If you were in these arms tonight I'd hold you I'd need you I'd get down on my knees for you And make everything alright If you were in these arms I'd love you I'd please you I'd tell you that I'd never leave you And love you till the end of time If you were in these arms tonight