soooooooooooooooooo

this sucks

its been so long xanga.

so nobody reads this,

so lately has sucked beyond belief. Failing school, attempting to bring them up is hell, and i only have one week to do it all. I've been a little happier lately with false hope that my life has a chance of being great. I need something to happen to make me do more than smile. i need something to happen so i know i have some type of purpose; i want recognition for something life changing. i want the impossible, the movie of a life.

can you give me that?

Schedule

Period one: m-f Orchestra

Period two: m-f Spanish Gaul

Period Three: m-f Honors algebra and trig Kusner

Period Four- m-f LUNCH

Period Five- m-f World CIv Shipley

Period Six: m-f Honors Chem VISCARIELLO

Period Seven: Monday- double bio, Tuesday- H acc English Rix, Wednesday- Gym Franko, Thursday- H acc math, Friday- Gym Franko

Period Eight: m-f H English Quigley          

Time for an update even though i moved into myspace a while ago (www.myspace.com/rasbyredhead). Just got home from wildwood. i didn't think it was that amazing, but now that im thinking of everything ellen and i did it was pretty fun so the night before we left we didn't sleep at all, so this is what we did. we made a movie. no comment on the costumes- we were delirious. comment and thanks.
(ellen with a gun hiding)
(me dancing on the other side of the room)
ellen sneaking up with the gun
i see her and GRR
 she holds me up

EDITT about 10 minutes later...
heres some other pics from a random sleepover a day before wildwood with LINDSAY stro-so and kellyemoose.
blurry
linds ans stro
 

we made up a dance... action shots here












tree person, holiday girl, blue obsession, and a fairy

kellyes birthday even before all that

jamaloo, ambray, stro-so, beffry, LINDSAY, me, kellyemoose, and lyss










 

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