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Rated_Insane
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Country: United States
State: Florida
Birthday: 8/18/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Drawing, Painting, animating, Reading, Poetry, Singing(I cant sing) But it doesnt stop me from singing. And I watch Porn.. but I dont watch it for satisfaction.. I watch it becuase it's Intresting... Maybe thats why I live on the Dark side of the candle!
Expertise: satisfying man Kind! :)
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/25/2003
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| Shit sucks so fucking much! I really am Displeased with everything and everybody. Damn I don't even know where to start. SO I'm not going to start.. It's so damn crazy. I havent posted anything in like forever, I've been super crazy swamped with bullshit. But Whatever is whatever is whatever and thats that. Poor me oh my. Fuck this,, I can't even stand to type this shit anymore.. what the fuck is going on with me... ok well anyways I'll post again later sometime.. who knows............ | | |
| Wow 2 posts in a Row!! How sweet is that?? Que carajo, is the first thing on my agenda.
What I would like to discuss for the time being is.How my day went. So I woke up this morning, and like always I minded me own damn bizness, and it seems when I mind my biznezz is when I get into the most trouble. Instantly Im accused of taking some money... and unless I've become a sleep walker then There is no way I could have taken the money.. Well what the fuck ever for that. SO Now its afternoon, and Im going to my final class at school, and people who never really talked to me before, decide that this would be a prime time to talk to me and be best friends, FUCK THEM there was a reason I never talked to them before, why do people insist on making things miserable for me.. everyday I mind my own biznezz and I dont bother anyone.. But NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO people cant take upon themselves to just leave me alone. But what can I say or do, thats the way the cookie crumbles. So with that being said.. I have nothing else for tongiht, maybe I'll have some poems tomorrow.. Untill then Sayonara | | |
| What the blood clot is going on in this world? hahahaha Im laughing and nothing is funny, My ex-boyfriend out of nowhere up and decides he should talk to me today, after he told me to go fuck myself a couple of months ago... He tells me he's dying of some disease... Isn't that charming? Well of course it is!! and I remembered the amount of times I wished him to die.. and now he actually might and I kind of feel bad about it. :(!!!!!! But what the fuck ever, he tells me he is sorry, I suppose the apology was for how he treated me like shit for 3 years... and did I accept it?? Well yes and no... I still feel I deserve an explanation, but he not the explanation type so im left with nothing, just the way I Started off, well fuck him, he thinks he can just staunter back into my life and be all happy go lucky with me like nothing even happened between us, well he can suck himself stupid if he is thinking like that, cuz he isn't going to get anywhere with me thinking like that. Damn him. Then he tells me, he was lying about being sick just so I would sleep with him.. well he must be fucked in the head becuase I know he's lying about that too.. and I told him it would make me very sad if something was to happen to him and he tells me, Im not sad, becuase i have alot of shit going for me, I have a boyfriend, my car, my house, my Degree, I should be happy. Well FUCK YOU im not happy... I sleep with some guy from time to time, I live with my grand parents, and yes i have a car and a degree.. but do i have a job?? Fuck no I dont so where does that leave me?? It leaves me no fucking where... and BLAHBLAH BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats that! Well I think that was enough from me. | | |
| SO I have posted in a few days, I've been feeling like crap. That's nothing new though. Some people say I might need therapy.. But what can they tell me that I don;t already know? They will give me drugs though... and who doesnt love drugs... and Addiction, eventhough Addiction is a pacifier.. But why should we stop the problem.. just supress it to the point that we forget all about it and all we have left is the addiction... then I'll go to therapy again, and they will give me another drug to ween me off the first drug, all the while trying to figure out what my damn problem is! Not only will old memories of why i was on the first drug to begin with .. I still have the fucking addiction.. and Im just screwed in and out. But what does it matter... I have insurance right, and they will pay... and round and round it goes and I'm still the fucking same. Woweee look at the profanity. Oh Well!!! But let me get serious for a moment. SO Here we have it... My week played out in an awkward turn of events, I found out I passed all my classes so I'll be graduation July 25th whoopeedoodah for me right? So Ok, and the guy I've been sleeping with for the past 6 months.. everything is still the same, and I still just dont know.. and Im afraid to talk to him about the situation, becuase everytime we do, he gets upset about it, as if i dont trust him, then he says we should stop sleeping with each other, but a few days later we are back to doing the same damn thing, that defeats the purpose doesnt it.. and i cant blame him all the way becuase.. I could stop this nonsense.. but i dont want to becuase I like having sex with him, and i dont want to stop... I just want it to be that IM the only other person he is having sex with... and i dont really know if he is seeing other people.. and why should I care, becuase we are just friends right? and I never ask him.. maybe I should.. we will see.. *sigh* Im gonna go... i feel a tad bit foolish... Oh well thats the way the cookie crumbles huh?? | | |
| IM GRADUATING FROM COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT FREAKING BELIVEE IT | | |
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