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RavenStigmata
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Name: Raven
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Katy
Birthday: 12/22/1900
Gender: Female
Interests: music, movies ,art, coffee,books, anime,comic books,Taryn,my friends,pointless coversation really i am very boring
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/31/2005
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| nobody reads this so whatever. Tonight I went to a cast party and relized something very important I still love to party and carry on and act crazy, but I never do anymore . So much is going through my head it is crazy. I want to go when I am invited to a party I want to act crazy, and when I am alone I can do that. I can be myself.To tell you the truth I dont know who I am really am or if I am lying to myself. God I sound like an emo bitch. I wanna live life , but I feel like it is going on without me and I am left behind as always. I dont know what I want anymore. | | |
| I am begining to think that no one really understands my personality. I am very clingy to guys and girls everyone, but it seems now that people think it is wrong and think that I am a bad person. I don't know why this is getting to me . I would normally laugh it off I have had people hate me before, but for some reason this is different. Maybe because the person who brought this to my attention doesn't know me well and just decided to make an assumption about me that wasn't true(that is something that really pisses me off) or ... I just don't know. God I sound like a little bitch right now(Emo anyone) oh well I just have to get over it. | | |
| God!!! my family is soooooo fucked up!!! now that I got that off my chest I can safely say this year hasnt started off half bad . I dropped AP U.S History because I just dont have the time to dedicate to the work. I am taking Japanese and it is awesome. I saw like one on my new favorite bands The Mars Volta in concert the first week of school, and me and Jim are still togther and doing great.I am glad it started out this good coz I dont think I would have been able to handle it if it had sucked. I get stressed out way easy. oh well. i am so happy on myspace i have 30 friends that is like a frinkin record for me . well i need sleep ......later
P.S kids remember hamsters are not ment to be put in the blender. | | |
| I feel so torn between my new Myspace and my Xanga. so many cool bands are myspace and on xanga there is well nothing. but oh well i think i am just going to keep posting on both. | | |
| Alot has happened since last time i wrote in here. I went and saw my Friend Andrews band play they fucking rock, and now Jim is leaving to go to Gigantour.I am going to miss him alot. It looks like for the next 3 day all i am going to be doing is playing video games. | | |
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