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Name: Raven
Birthday: 12/18/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: nothing.........
MUSIC: my chemical romance, TBS, bloc party, korn, hawthorne heights, finch, blink 182, jimmy eat world, ecoline crush, cradle of filth, breaking benjamin, coldplay, trustcompany, lacuna coil, evanescence, three days grace, brand new, bowling for soup, bright eyes, staind, seether, the killers, slipknot, system of a down, disturbed, puddle of mudd, green day, nirvana, queen, stuff like that, and the 80s rock...other:edgar allan poe, shakespeare, love stories, emo stuff, goth stuff, eyeliner, johnny depp, orlando bloom, hp, writing, singing, dancing, guitars(go gibson sg!)
Expertise: writing, depression, dancing, singing
Message: message me
AIM:  PiratePFairy
Member Since:
4/18/2005
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| Hello everyone. I haven't bee on here in forever. I am turning this into a layout site ok? I'll take requests. lemme know!!!
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| So, school is interesting, I've met a few people. I kind of have to considering I don't really have classes with anyone. But there are some kool people. I have lunch with a lot of people. I got the courage to walk up to Kevin at lunch, accompanied my jess and tara. anyways, ya, i doubt ill get a bf this year. ya.....dunno whether thats good or bad or a little of both. theatre is gonna be semi-difficult and annoyingly embarassing, and psychologys gonna be a challenge but a good 1. ya, laterz. | | |
| warning:long post
It is Monday and I haven't really done anything since Friday, but that's really not my fault and I really don't care who thinks that it really is my fault.
Friday: I went to shoemakers at noon with lauren and jess then they came home with me at two. lauren had a dream about daniel and colton. at around 4:30 we decided to go over to cicis for supper and we met tara there and ate. then we came back to the house and tara had to leave but i got to put make up on the other two. we played truth or dare and daniel called at 630 and i told him to come over. jess had to leave early and then later i got in trouble and im still not quite sure why and lauren left b4 daniel and i made an agreement to tell daniel wat was going on. he got on aim and i told him and he told me he had a plan and his own ideas about wat was going on.
saturday:went school shopping with tara and got some stuff. got really good ice cream at a cremery and talked to tara and daniel on the phone 4 a couple hours with no sign at all that things were about to get really bad.
sunday: really boring, did nothing. that nite i got on aim and daniel wouldnt talk to me and i read his post and his plan was to stop talking to ppl and come to find out its pretty much only me hes not talking to and i dont understand and he was the last person in the group that i felt cared and i felt i could trust but i guess i was wrong and life just sucks like that. and i feel like ive just been hit with the entire world full of emotions and its killing me. but i cant stop it no matter wat i do. all i do is make things worse apparently and dont pretend to change ur mind just cuz u feel sorry 4 me ok im not as stupid as everyone seems to think ok. i just never thought u guys were like this. at least im going to pesh not like i really want to, just more new ppl to reject me..... | | |
| people with similar and seriosu issues should leave each other alone and ppl shouldnt mess w/ppls heads, its not nice. moving on 4 good now, hopefully. im really gonna try instead of just waiting for the feeling to pass. im gonna take my lfe back and 4get about it. and 4get the drama, it happens and u cant do nething 2 stop it. so owell. | | |
| My emotions have left me and music has no meaning nemore. I'm so numb and kinda hyperish and ok all the time. It makes life so dull.
haha:
Emotion Test
Here is the analysis:
Your emotional controlled rate: 37% You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.
Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.
so neways i have a new xanga and for certain reason only a few ppl can know if u wish to know about this xanga email me at Eightiesbcrebelchk@yahoo.com or im me on yahoo:Eightiesbcrebelchk or aim:PiratePFairy and if youre nice i might just tell u it haha <3 Raven | | |
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