These days I love:

learning 

umbrellas

the weather

flashy high heels

the lack of drama

my private students

two-hour commutes by subway

quiet, rainy sundays after a long night of crazy-ness

murry wanting to snuggle and play in the early mornings

my new, tiny, run-down apartment in the heart of Sinchon

But most of all. I love.

where life is taking me

and

where I am taking it

I drempt of a deep darkness and when I woke I saw you had walked into it.

And I can't be here when you come out again.

So I'm leaving. 언제나

Please don't dream about me. Or look for me when the smoke clears.

이제 그만하자

다끝났어

I'm really not a gothic or dark  person and I've tried to fight the feeling but these days it seems like

Everyone is dying.

Even in my dreams.

Indiana Jones Taylor

You will be missed more than words can express.

There will never be another like you.

Please visit me from time to time. I can really use the extra angel these days.

I love you so much and I will never forget you.

See you again in a little while.

I asked...

and God answered.

______

I'm a fool.