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Name: Amber
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Detroit
Birthday: 6/29/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: Poetry and music. I basically live for these two things. <3
Expertise: Writing.
Occupation: Other


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MSN: razorbladekissez666@yahoo.com
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Member Since: 2/10/2006

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

I know I don't really use this anymore, but I need some serious stress relief.
I want to go back to school more than anything right now. But it's fucking impossible. Why? Because my parents are dick heads. Punkin and I were about to go get married so I could go to school, but then we decided that we don't want this to be rushed just so that I can go to school. So last night, I finally sucked it up and told my dad that I was going to need some of his tax papers so I could fill out my forms. He fucking flipped out on me. He started screaming and throwing the cats and swearing at everything. Like I made up the damn rules. I left the house for a little while. Just walked around for about 45 minutes. I didn't want to go back in yet, but the car is acting up so he couldn't come get me. Why was it that big of a deal? And just the other day, mom was going through papers from different schools, looking through them for Sarah. Hah. Sarah won't be able to go to school, either. Not to mention that when I was in highschool, my parents never once took an interest in me going. I just told them what school I wanted to go to and they asked no questions. They're really starting to piss me off. I can't wait until I can start this new job and get as far away from them as I can. I don't need this kind of damaging behaviour in my life.
I have more ranting to do, but maybe I'll do it later... ciao...


Friday, March 23, 2007

:-(

Hey everyone...I know I haven't written, or been online in a *long* time. I haven't even talked to anyone in ages. There's just been so much drama.
Things started getting really bad at grandmas house, and she ended up kicking us out. Now, he and I both are stuck living with our parents. I hate it. I miss him so much. Yes, I still see him, but it's definitely not like before. It's horrible when someone gives you the best thing in the world and then takes it away. Now our relationship is even more stressed. We've been getting far more irritable with eachother.
I'm having a hell of a time with work. I hardly make it half the time now. Its really hard to get there from where I am. Sure, we have a car now, but there's a hole in the gas line, so we're going through gas like mad. We don't have enough money to put into the tank. I literally dont have a dime to my name right now. Sure, today is Friday and it's pay day, but due to some seriously bad luck, I'm not stuck paying $260/wk for 3 weeks for some past bull shit, or I could end up in Jail for 2 years. Honestly, I don't even think my check is going to cover it this week. I don't know what I'm going to do.
His business partner decided to become an asshole and swindle thousands of dollars from the business, so now we may be stuck in the middle of a lawsuit.
Everyone, I'm scared. >.< Things aren't supposed to be going this badly. Everyone promised me that everything would only get better. Wwhere has it gotten better? I just want to start over. Try it all one more time. I wish someone could help me.
Why do I feel so alone? I try to keep the positive thought that there are people who have it far worse, and I am quite lucky...but is that even true anymore? Do I really have it so much better than so many other people?
I'm seriously beginning to doubt it.
I need someone to love me. </3.


Sunday, December 31, 2006

Someone PLEASE explain this to me...
http://cgi.ebay.com/THE-BILLIONAIRE-MYSTERY-AUCTION-1ST-ON-EBAY_W0QQitemZ130063961716QQihZ003QQcategoryZ102534QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem


Saturday, December 23, 2006

Please buy my PS3

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Monday, December 18, 2006

Please do this for me! :D

Hello Everybody!

*YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THIS!*
*OF COURSE IT'S LEGAL!*
*The COMPANY pays everyone!*
** NO MONEY is paid from person to person.
** THERE ARE NO reports to buy or read.
** YOU don't have to SELL anything!
** YOU get MONEY (100 bucks!) RIGHT AWAY!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It doesn't cost you anything, so why not? THIS IS FREE!!! Get it?
The cost to you is ZERO!!!

You get $100 immediately and YES...
I CHECKED MY ACCOUNT FIRST BEFORE I sent out this message!

With a small amount of effort, you can in fact make THOUSANDS!!
NO BULL!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

YOU DON'T SPEND ANY MONEY! JUST FOLLOW THE STEPS BELOW CAREFULLY:

STEP #1 Listed below are three sign-up URLs & email addresses. Sign
up with RichMail under the first ID and you'll get $100 just for
joining.

SO CLICK ON THE #1 POSITION AND SIGN UP. DO THIS NOW.

STEP #2 Send a blank email to the third person on the list with the
Subject line: "I signed up under #1."

Step #3 Copy this info, delete the #1 person, MOVE THE OTHER TWO UP
AND INSERT YOUR INFORMATION AT THE BOTTOM, in the #3 position.
MAKE SURE YOU PUT in YOUR new RichMail.com URL and YOUR email address
correctly.

Step #4 Now, send this letter to as many people as you can until
you receive 6 emails saying, "I signed up under #1".
That's it, only 6 responses, not 9, or 10 or 20...just 6!
This puts $350.00 into your PayPal account.

If you don't have a PayPal account, go to the website below and get
one:
https://www.paypal.com/us/mrb/pal=KZYQ8TJ3EYU46

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When your address gets to the #1 position, you will have 150 people
signed up under you! You only need 6 to make this work!!

Not bad, but it's ONLY the beginning. A short, (very short) time
later, each of those 150 people will have 150 people signed up under
them, and so on.

After the 3rd Level is done you are IN THE MONEY! Rich Mail pays YOU
for everyone that subscribes UNDER you...and it adds up fast! (They
make their money from their advertisers.)

Calculation of earnings:

YOU sign up = $100.00

Your personal sign ups - 6 x $25 = $150.00

First Level - 36 x $25 = $900.00

Second Level - 1296 x $25 = $32,400.00

Third Level - 46656 x $4 = $186,624.00
You're total earnings - $220,174.00 for signing up 6!

Not bad for 15 minutes work don't you agree?

Cost to You: NOTHING but the 15 minutes to make this happen!

Here is the list


#1
http://www.RichMails.net/cgi-bin/signup.cgi?r=scott@cadenhead.ws


email: scott@cadenhead.ws


#2
http://www.RichMails.net/cgi-bin/signup.cgi?r=vincerus_dee@yahoo.com


email: vincerus_dee@yahoo.com


#3
http://www.richmails.net/cgi-bin/signup.cgi?r=ambersmailbox@gmail.com

email: ambersmailbox@gmail.com






IMPORTANT! A word or caution: "IF YOU CHEAT, YOU LOSE." This must cycle
through all 3 levels to work. Why not try it...just for the heck of it.

You have nothing to lose, and a LOT of money to gain.

If you will use this as an e-mail ad to send around (maybe that's the
easiest
way to do it)
here is the way to do so!
Subject: [advertisinginstruction] $100 just for signing up! $25 per
referral!
And it's FREE!!


Have fun! For your Success and Prosperity



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