“When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it.”

Rough week..but thats always my theme. I'm such a complainer. ha ha so really nothing to say just thought I would update. soccers good, I love it. I've been a little sick tho the morning conditioning has been hard for me. basically i'm tired of trying to breath..if that makes sense. so I broke my Internet and it outsmarted me so basically I am not on the Internet very often anymore. i'm having facebook withdraw..its worse than xanga! haha girls night out tonight should be fun..but then again what do u care what i'm doing with my night? *sigh* things arnt bad, just not as great as i want them to be. other than the usual complication i'm hangin in there. I miss my best friends...especially since it seems like they are all so far away. I hate the war...so dangerous I hope they reject him. I mean I want him to be happy, but why go when were at war?...cant wait til the next week home<3 btw Mike happy early birthday...for xanga sake b/c I prolly wont update before Monday. I miss you sorry I cant be home for it.

We call them cool

Those hearts who have no scars to show

The ones that never do let go

And risk the tables being turned

We call them fools

Who have to dance within the flames

Who chance the sorrow and the shame

That always comes with getting BURNED

But you got to be tough when consumed by desire

Cause it's not enough just to stand outside the fire

We call them strong Those who can face this world alone

Who seem to get by on their own

Those who will never take the FALL

We call them weak Who are unable to resist

The slightest chance love might exist

And for that forsake it all

They're so _{hell-bent on giving}

Walking a wire Convinced it's not living

Life is not tried, it is merely survived

If you're standing outside the fire

::I hope::Hope it lasts::Give in::Forget the past::Be strong when things fall apart::Honestly this breaks my heart::

Ugh rough week. Soccer started up again, I forgot what it was like to wake up sore. I love it though I guess something to do with myself. Plus, the way they r workin us 3 times a day I should be a super model by the time they are done with me! haha let me rephase that I BETTER be!!

Well classes are great I love them. My merchandising classes are so much fun. I learned to sew this past two weeks. I made a kick ass mouse! lol and a few other little things. We will be starting our garmets soon tho. So exciting, I actually get to make clothes. I know what your think, and yes it could be disastrous. Then theres the down side.. I have to use a manicane. I'm so scared of those things! My teacher thinks its funny, she said "we are going to work through it." She's so sweet. I'm such a loser.  *sigh*

Another long week ahead..but the a great weekend! Cant wait.

This weekend is Amanda's soccer thing, so I get to see the family...good deal

More study tables to do, then off to Bobbie's for the night. i'm sure i'll post pics later, gotta love the digital.

<3 Kait

going back to school this coming weekend...ugh! i hate school, but i get to start major classes this semester. last semester was terrible and boring with all the gen-ed requirerments i had to take. this semester should be much more enjoyable. at least i hope i'm busy 24-7 on the week days. up at 6 to lift til class..class til 4..pratice from 4-6...class from 6 to 10. thats my day everyday. i really hope my merchandising class r fun or i'm pretty much gonna be miserable! either way i'm looking for one tenth of a point high gpa in order to have a leave from hell tables. honestly it makes no sence that i could b a university scholar, inducted into national honor society but still not have good enough grade to get off study table. grrr. well this week all about back to school shopping and finding a new way to arrange my room. well i'm heading to the rec to work out.

Kait

happy 2006 everyone. figured i'd take the time to write my first entry of the year. and update the site a lil, new song in the process DB. everyone is leaving me..my break makes no sence. i'm here for another 2 weeks by myself. you will find me a the rec kick my own ass to avoid the wrath of liz on monday 16th haha i have a feeling it wont work. i cant believe i only graduated form high school not even ayear ago. i feel so old hah i love it. so far the only down fall of 2006..bengals games today and not becasue they lost. LJ put on quiet a show tho, too bad it never occured to us to tackle him..and i mean really tackle him or neone else that would have been nice. second i dont care if kitna handed the ball to one of the recievers they would have dropped it. perfect way to go into the playoffs...i hope marvin doesnt jump out of the plane on the way home then we would really be in trouble! here we come steelers...haha what a dissappointment. i still love them tho even if we are a one and out team. i mean i've been through worse with my cincy boy! lol well its late late late osu nd game tomorrow. GO IRISH. not that i paritcular care...

night everyone

So this is the New Year...