It was a beautiful letdown
when I crashed and burned
when I found myself alone, unknown and hurt.

It was a beautiful letdown
the day I knew
that all the riches this world had to offer me
would never do.

In a world full of bitter pain
and bitter doubt
I was trying so hard to fit in,
until I found out

I don't belong here
I don't belong here
I will carry a cross and a song
where I don't belong

It was a beautiful letdown
that's what I'll forever be
and though it may cost my soul
I'll sing for free.

We're still chasing our tails
and the rising sun
and our dark water planet
still spins in a race
where no one wins
and no one's one.

I don't belong here
I don't belong here
I'm gonna set sight
and set sail for kingdom come.
Your kingdom come.
Won't you let me down!
Let my foolish pride forever let me down

Easy living, you're not much like your name
Easy dying, you look just about the same.
Would you please take me off your list?
Easy living, please come on and let me down.

What a beautiful letdown
painfully uncool
The church of the drop outs, the losers,
the sinners, the failures, and the fools.
What a beautiful letdown
are we salt in the wound?
Let us sing one true tune.

I tell you to come with me
Because I want you to feel better
I see you, but I don't see your pain
Why do you hide it from me
I want to see it, I want to help

I'm here for you
You don't have to cover it up
You seem happy, but when I leave
Your happiness seems to leave too

I want to make you happy
Happy that it stays
If I could, I would never leave you
I'd stay and try to keep
You happy all the time
I want to see it
And believe me,
I do want to help you.

--me.

look at these wonderful lyrics...

I am moody, messy, I get restless. And it's senseless. How you never seem to care. When Im angry you listen. Make me happy, its your mission. And you wont stop till im there.

Living in the shadow. Of someone else's dream. Trying to find a hand to hold. But every touch felt cold to me. Living in a nightmare. A never-ending sleep. But now that I am wide awake. My chains are finally free. Dont feel sorry for me.

Here, here I am again. And Im staring at the same four walls. Alone again. And now all the colors blend. And Im growing numb and Ive become this empty page. Hold on, its tragic, stumbling through all this static. I just wanna talk to you. My broken heart just has no use. I guess promises are better left unsaid, yeah.

I find myself wrong again. Staring out my window. Wondering what it is that I should've said. I find myself home again. Waiting for the after call. From the fallout that feels like such a mess. Oh I can only be myself, Im sorry thats hell for you.

I need you. All the things left undiscovered. Leave me waiting and left to wonder. I need you. Yeah, I need you. Don't walk away. Touch me now how I wanna feel something so real. Please remind me.

There's a million reasons why I cry. Hold my covers tight and close my eyes. 'Cause I don't want to be alone.

I can relate, massive.