I have to finish my creme broule and everything else that I need for next week. Last week and then it's christmas vacation for me again yay! Not really. I miss the one person in this world and she's not even here to see this. Merry Christmas to you all! Have a happy new year without me hehe.

 Yo what's up. It's been such a long time since i've been on. Today is my first step back in the states. Life here is quite the same but with white people. It was hard to walk away from her but it had to be done. This will be the hardest test in the world for both of us. I know we can do this baby. No need to worry about me because i'll be fine. I'm much more worried about you. Wish I could be there with you right now just to hug the shit out of you. Don't worry...time will fly by like nothing ever happened.

Thinking about the future can be hectic but inevitable. Can't stop something that is bound to happen for ex: (Me marrying Stefanie, Me having babies with her, Me watching those babies grow up into adults, and Me dying next to her.) Why would anyone want to stop that? HEE HEE I can't wait for that one special day when I go back and bring here. I don't give a shit if you people think I talk about her too much because honestly I don't even think this is enough to even begin explaining how much i love that girl. FUCK I LOVE STEFANIE CURA O'CONNOR.

Wish me luck..........
It now begins...................................

I love you Stef.