Why do I do this to myself

Why do I find myself sitting around waiting for a fucking guy to call me, knowing he wont. Or to get online. Then when he decides to get online he's going to tell me it's too late to go out. I want to cry right now. Why do they do this to girls?

More about "Friends"

So Danny is an asshole. Point blank. Gwen is a concieted bitch and if I ever see her I'm going to kick her ass. She called me ugly. So forget them

Enough said, they're douche bags.

I was thinking, it's soo cool I've stayed in touch with Rachel this long. Ever since 2nd grade, to so far our first year of college! Right on.

So my sister and I REALLY got into it today. I did overreact a bit, but god if it wasn't for Danny Douchey and his whore prostitute Gwen I wouldn't be so bent out of shape right now.

owellmore to come later

"Friend" moving away, and poems

They don't love you like I love you

Dear Mister Man
I am sorry to inform you
That your suicide has caused me pain
The day you part
The day I cried
Yet you said
Well you'll just have to miss me
Fuck you
you've taken the world in vain
not caring about anyone but yourself
now you're lost in eternity
while I'm lost in your memories
You'll read this letter assuming the worst
Why couldn't you just say that simple sweet goodbye to me
For I'm not your beautiful
I'm not shit to you
You've now passed away
and in conclusion I no longer give a fuck
I may be alone now
atleast I have my music
my sorrows
My black abyss to pass me by
Yet you're existance is no longer worth shit
Since you decided to die
Sincerly yours
Your past.

-Rebecca Jarrett

manquent te je volonté

You broke my heart more than once
Je blesse ma coeur plus dessus fois

I shouldn't even care
Je doit non soin

For love is my hell
Amour est ma enfer

I live in a black world of hate
Je vis en une noir monde de hais

My only mistake was loving you
Ma seule trompent etais aimant te

Now you must die.
Te faut meurent.

Within the back of my mind
Aux la derrière de mes pensa

In darkness you'll be still.
Je volonte tuent tu

-Rebecca

Yeah okay, well those are some poems I wrote about my "dear friend" Danny. He's moving to Radford and he acted like he didn't really wish to see me. I wanted to come visit him and he acted like he didn't want that. Yet he comments Gwens myspace "Damnit I miss you" and "I need to see you one last time before I leave". Why? Because Gwen is BEAUTIFUL. I fucking hate him. That hurts me so much. I don't want to fucking see him before he leaves, and I'm probly never going to speek with him again just for the simple reason that he broke my heart. I told him how I am going to miss him so much and he said "Well you're just going to have to miss me then." YET he gives Gwen a loving "Damnit I'm going to miss you" FUCK YOU. I am so upset. I'm going to miss him more than she will, I actually really loved him. I fucking concidered him one of my best friends. Maybe my only friend. Fuck him. Fuck Gwen. Fuck everyone.

No

Yeah um people actually beleive that Nicole Richie has a myspace. How retarded. Isn't she too busy counting her daddies bills?

I wish I was a famous whore. It'd be awesome. Not.

My tattoo