RebelCowgirl's Xanga

Friday, March 14, 2008

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 16:12:16 GMT

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Confused Broken Heart

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 00:27:50 GMT

This sucks.
I like a boy but i know think he likes me back.....hes interesting
Even though me and steven broke up not too long ago im starting to feel weird....omg....SINGLE! lol i still feel guilty when i talk to guys or think in my mind that they are cute. I need to get over that....and pretty soon.
I deserve better. Steven even said so.
I dont understand. Not one bit!

Wow...

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 18:10:45 GMT

Whoa..its been a Long time since i posted on this site!! I mainly use Myspace now....
Anyways...alot has happened....

#1...me n steven broke up....and now we are back together...
#2...i bought red cloud from mary
#3....i have a good paying job that stresses me out BAD .... been here for almost 6months
#4....steven lost his job...so im the only one bringing in money.
#5....i have a jetta now!! just needs a tag!! i got insurance on it!! <3 Progressive!!!! lol

thats about it....

Friday, December 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 05:42:21 GMT

stevens is a fuckin idiot! he went out for 4 fuckin hours to get his damn car! leaving me to watch his dog!!!! his ass still aint fuckin home!!!!!!
im ready to fuckin leave.
im gettin that puppy tomorrow. i dont care wtf he says or does.
why should i change my life for his problems??? ive already done that and he took advantage of me.

FUCK HIM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 00:15:20 GMT

I swear, everyday that goes by grows harder and harder to keep my patience with all this damn drama and bullshit in my life!

I still have my job Thank Gawd!!!!

And more drama is happening here. Damn I want to leave so f*ckin bad!

Instead of hangin out with me this weekend for my Birthday, Steven has to help his sister move........
So I picked up a shift @ work......I also have to work on Thursday.

-Happy Birthday To Me.-

Damn. My life sucks pretty bad.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 01:24:38 GMT

life is crazy.
its got its ups and downs like fuckin ocean waves

i tried talkin to steven...asked him to talk a walk or drive with me to talk. Instead he decided to hang out with Nick and play on the computer.
Now hes in the garage w/nick.

I didnt want to leave Mississippi.
I'm going to try and buy a house there.

I think I might have lost my job cuz of the bullshit from last night...
gettin lost and all that good shit.

G.R.E.A.T.

This sucks.

Friday, November 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:19:00 GMT

life's hard.
i got a great job that i love!!......so far; i got a great boyfriend
but yet, i feel so empty inside.
i have alot of opportunities, i can go anywhere.
but i choose to stay in this one lonely stupid town.
damn.
i'm feelin kindof

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*Emo*

right now....bad.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 21:05:56 GMT

Today @ 1:25pm, my wolf dog Angel passed away. She jumped out of the back of the truck, and snapped her neck. She died instantly. Its pretty fuckin sad that 911 said that there was nothing they or anyone else could do. My goal is to open up a rescue for dogs like Angel, if they need help anytime anywhere I will be there. She will be missed so much, and never forgotten. I buried her in front of the house, where she loved to play. Before she was buried I put my cross necklace on her, to help her find her way to the doggy gates in heaven. i love you angel. why did you have to jump?

R.I.P
*Angel Lee*
March 2005 ~ October 2005
My little Angel Face Now You Have Your Wings To Fly
Just Don't Fly Too Far From Home.
Mommy Will Always Love You.
And Never Forget You!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 18:47:51 GMT

i learned how to drive standard!! *sweet!*

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 13:31:23 GMT

ive been feeling really bad lately...migranes are worse, stomach aches, i just woke up and ive been sleeping since 7pm yesterday! 9 1/2 hours...weird. i went to dixie yesterday and tried to get a job there, i filled out the app..so.....idk whats gunna happen there. i had alot of weird dreams last night...it was about taking preg. tests and them all coming out positivie.... idk wtf that means!