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he's pretty much a best friend, a hero, and a boyfriend all in one. he's everything for me.
ive been having a rough time lately. and things are starting to really get to me. i've been letting people walk all over me for the longest time, and now im starting to stick up for myself. and now that i am, i feel great, but at the same time, i feel horrible. i hate when people are mad at me and i hate fighting, but im sick of people treating me so horribly and im sick of hurting. it's about time i speak how i feel and defend myself. and if it means people are going to get pissed at me, then i don't care.
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| josh threw me a surprise party on thursday. it was the nicest thing ever. he gave me a big bouquet of beautiful flowers he picked out himself. and everyone was there. :]
jeff came and visited on friday. him, nick, rylee, ashton and i hung out. we went to chili's and best buy and ashton's house. then we went to the mexican fiesta, which was alright. all i rode was the ferris wheel and i still got a bad head ache. it was so hot.
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| joshua levi nocktonick is the coolest thing since sliced bread. and i fucking love the shit out of that mother fucker.
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| josh and i decided we're going to buy a cat and name it Clontarf, after the street name.
oh, and today is my birthday. |
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