| I don't want to get over you.
I guess I could take a sleeping pill and sleep at will
And not have to go through what I go through.
I guess I should take Prozac, right,
And just smile all night at somebody new,
Somebody not too bright but sweet
And kind who would try to get you off my mind.
I could leave this agony behind which is just what I'd do if I wanted to,
But I don't want to get over you cause
I don't want to get over love.
I could listen to my therapist, pretend you don't exist
And not have to dream of what I dream of;
I could listen to all my friends and go out again and pretend it's enough,
Or I could make a career of being blue
I could dress in black and read Camus,
Smoke clove cigarettes and drink vermouth like I was 17 that would be a scream
But I don't want to get over you.
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| Sometimes, I hate that everyone trusts me so much, that they all come to me with their woahs and troubles. Helping them doesn't bother me, I love all my friends and of course I will be there for them when they need me. I just hate that so many people trust me and feel like they can talk to me, and I do not feel like I have one person in my life that I can truly talk to.
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| happy valentines day.
I just had a flash back from valentines day sophomore year. Jeremiah and i had just broken up again. but he walked me to my bio class and gave me a jim Morrison t shirt and a phoenix necklace. if you ask me, those are better than chocolates and roses. I still wear the tshirt and have the necklace charm on my key ring....
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| Fuck all of you. Each and every one of you.
And don't get mad when you read that.
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