Red_Rose_Chelly's Xanga

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 20:25:16 GMT

fuck this shit!...this site was kool when i was in 7th grade!...wat the hell is there to do on it now...i realize there never was..how did i occupy my time on here..dont ask me!...but i have come to notice about some people, they blame others for their own drama. and say the other person is startin the drama in which its really themselves...people like that are disrespectful pieces of shit! Mark my words..when u notice that about someone thats all you can say...and its sad people live with themselves like that.. i am happy with my life...nothing bad.nothing real good, i am true to myself when i am doing something annoyin i know it and tell myself thats fucked up or if im being disrespectful i stop it when i catch it ..but some people just irritate me. the way they go about stuff even though i shouldnt care its not my life..i want the best for almost everyone and acting in certain ways is not going to get an individual anywere in life. but yea....i dont know wat else to say just thought i would out that out there...

Then there are the people and are the biggest sweethearts and do whatever u ask no matter wat it is, because they have that much respect, because they are that kind hearted, because they kno its karama and you not anyones bich when u do somthing ur asked to do... thats just respect and politeness..those people that have fun and dont judge. and have the cutest smile all day long no matter wat...and live there life greatfully and valuablly, with fun and adventure, without messin up there career or life!...

this world is amazing all the different kind of people. and personalities!...I love it, but i hate it. and the hate seems to be why this world is going crazy!

LOVE AND PEACE!!

Chelsea Rose!

LEAVE ONE!!

My head is saying " fool, forget him", my heart is sayin "dont let go"

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 01:26:56 GMT

But now, theres no where to hide..since u pushed my love aside, im out of my head

IM HOPLESSLY DEVOTED TO YOU!!

-----

Have u ever felt like no one cares?....especially the ones that mean the most.
Have u ever felt like u missed out?...on some of the best expierences u would have ever had?
Have you ever been scared to move on?...when u dont know whats out there.
Have u ever grown up to fast? and been scared to death of the real world.

I havnt had so many friends and felt so alone!!
Im so scared

I HAVE GOT A LOVELY BUNCH OF COCONUTS!!!THERE THEY ARE STANDING IN A ROW(BOM BOM BOM)BIG ONES, SMALL

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:01:52 GMT

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 17:47:37 GMT

Yo!!! Im a gangster!! A straight up G!! The gangster life is the life for me!!!

Just kidding Mofo's

Silly, silly

Well i been havin lots of fun lately, great times with the bestest sistas in the world..haha anyway.

How is everyone? no one really comments me anymore cuz im not on xanga much anymore(mostly facebook now) so i can never comments others. but i would like to kno how everyone is when i do come on to check my comments!

okay well have a good one everyone and comment me if u read this!

<3 Chelsea Rose*

HE WON!!

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 07:16:49 GMT

HE DID IT!! IM SO HAPPY! HE DID IT! HE FUCKIN WON THE MATCH...it was a great night...he kicked his ass at DFC!! wholey shit!! i screamed the whole time my voice is cracky now...and my throat hurts but it was the greatest thing ever he hasnt faught in so long and he KICK THAT BITCHES ASS!! IM SO PUMPED I STILL JUST WANNA SCREAM!!!! When they announced his name and said he won!....it was the best, He pointed right at us with a huge smile in front of everyone, it was a great feeling for me, i could just image how it was for him, same way before he fought he was very nervous i have him a hug and said good luck and same with jess, we were all so nervous but i knew he could do it AND HE DID!!!!! YES! im so happy!

CONGRADULATIONS ADAM, i fucking love you!!! GREAT JOB, IM SO HAPPY!

Frickin Right Doggie

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 07:15:29 GMT

not a whole lot just a lil bit better than last entry...i dont know its late i dont wanna type a lot so i dont know just leave me comments damn it! lol

Much love and peace

Chelsea

YOU MAKE A SISTA FEEL REAL GOOD!!

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 01:33:54 GMT

So whats up with everyone?...not much here, just been makin a lot more friends...and i frickin love it! Been stressing bout something.

Has any one felt like the most immportant people in your life dont care about you?

Well i am having those feelings quite a bit, im gonna start crying if i talk about it and i'd rather not right now so im not going to. My heart just breaks in to many different ways? from so many different people that are from different chapters of my life. I just been snapping to reality i think. And you know what it really isnt fun. i am even more scared to grow up now. Theres so much to deal with, but its going to happen,unless well...there is only one way to stop it and im not going to do it. i will suffer through this phase of my life and come out in flying colors. Wish me goodluck. But is hard, and it hurts. I wish i had someone to be with me through it all, and hold me but i guess im not going to let it happen i want to do this on my own and have the faith in myself.

Have you ever felt like a piece of shit? Like u havnt accomplished anything, because no one realizes what you have done?

Yet other people do the same thing and get all the support, i dont think anyone has ever been proud of me it feels like but i guess people have but i try so hard but give up on things, cuz i never have support. thats why i want to do it on my own. I dont know what to think right now

There is so much i have to think about, so much to happen that i can hide from or deal with, its the scariest shit in the world.

I am so afraid to be alone, and i am alone. To make a long story short, i just feel like no one is proud of me, or ever cares about me. I havnt heard any of that in a long time, and its driving me crazy. I trust way to many people,i love to many people that dont care. Im not an unhappy person most of the time. i havnt been through such hurt, i have had my heart broken but this is breaking in a different way. i dont know what to do.

this is getting way to long for anyone, so if u even got this far u better leave comments

AND FOR THOSE WHO DIDNT STILL BETTER LEAVE SOME COMMENTS!! lol

Show me if u care, at this point i really need to know who cares. Please.

Love and Peace

Xo-Chelsea-Rose-Xo

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 22:32:02 GMT

Well theres been so much going on lately...i took six days off from work to go to minot and lets just say it didn go very well i hate that town! No affence to the people that are from there! lol and well i went back to work on tues...its goen pretty good there acctually i like it a lot..umm well im not gonna sit here and talk bout everything i been doen cuz i cant really remember it and i have things to do..hehe so just comment me and maybe we could hang out sometime depending on who u are! lol jk i love u all!! ummm....

Your Dad's Good!!!!!!

Love and Peace,

Chelsea Rose

p.s. LEAVE ME COMMENTS!!! Thank you very much! *muah*!

WHAT...THE...FUCK!! Im the juggernut bitch!!!

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 02:30:19 GMT

I dont know what to say....a lot happens in life but then again nothing really does. you know?

I lost my house charger at jeremy's and now my phone goes dead and i have to charge in on my car charger with sucks cuz than i cant lay down and talk while its charging and it cant be by me. it makes me want to punch a moose!! DAMN IT!!

One of my friends is leaving to Texas in a few days and it sucks cuz that kid makes me laugh like no other...im gonna miss ya man!! Chyloe...love you gurl and he'll be fine down there..but if u need someone i will be here!

I got a job...i want to apply for college but to tell the truth im scared to go so fast and early. i dont know wat to do with that.

I guess now ...i gotta pee and theres more to say. so i will just keep it to myself so i dont piss in the chair.

Talk to you guys later!!

Leave me comments

Love and peace,

Chelsea Rose~

Bull shit

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 03:28:46 GMT

have you ever felt like you and your life was just a bunch a bullshit??....