| “I never loved nobody fully, always one foot on the ground.” -Fidelity, Regina Spektor   
the lil things you do to me are taking me over -Colbie Caillat     
Time is but the stream I go a-fishing in. I drink at it; but while I drink, I see the sandy bottom and detect how shallow it is. Its thin current slides away, but eternity remains. I would drink deeper; fish fill the sky, whose bottom is pebbly with stars. I cannot count one. I know not the first letter of the alphabet. I have always been regretting that I was not as wise as the day I was born. -Henry David Thoreau     
I tried to tell myself that you're gone, but it just won't sink in. No matter what I do, I'm still thinking about you. I'm tired of feeling this way. I know it would be right for me to let go, but no matter how much I tell myself to do it, I can't. I tell myself that it's better to never forget, it always makes me remember all the good times we had, & even the bad & how much I regret the things I've done, all the things I've said. And you know I'm sorry, but sorry just doesn't cut it for you anymore; I've said it too many times and can't seem to find the words to tell you how sorry I really am. I think about you everyday; I can't get you out of my mind. Maybe the reason I can't get you out is because you're supposed to be there. Twenty years from now, you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do, than by the ones you did.     
People are often unreasonable, illogical, & self-centered; forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of being selfish & having ulterior motives; be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends & true enemies; succeed anyway. If you are honest, people may cheat you; be honest anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; build anyway. If you find serenity & happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; do good anyway. Give the world the best you have & it may never be enough; give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, it is between only you; it was never between you & them anyway.
    
There are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and sometimes all you need is one. - one tree hill     
The road to success is not straight. there is a curve called failure, a loop called confusion, speed bumps called friends, red lights called enemies, caution lights called family. you will have flats called jobs. but if you have a spare called determination, an engine called perserverance, insurance called faith, and a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called success.
    
Sometimes someone comes into your life that changes everything. raises your standards, makes you laugh, & makes you feel like you. there`s something about him that you can`t put into words, & even though you`re not even with him, you don`t want to let him go. 
hi. i still love you. that's all. <3 
 
  
 


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