Walls mean nothing when you're alive.

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

  • Humanity’s really quite dreary when you can’t be:
    Mortality seems to be overrated when you can’t dream…
    Reality tends to turn upside down,
    But being un-human’s much more fun.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

  • there are things I see words cannot express.
    Images that call colors never painted.
    (hold me back)

    It takes more than you can give.
    and gives more than you can take.


    GO

Monday, March 31, 2008

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

  • these pages
    are                         intentionally    left
    mostly    blank

    for the reconstruction of their author
    to the satisfaction of the reader.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Saturday, March 15, 2008

  • Fast Car, Tracy Chapman

    You got a fast car
    I want a ticket to anywhere
    Maybe we make a deal
    Maybe together we can get somewhere

    Anyplace is better
    Starting from zero got nothing to lose
    Maybe we'll make something
    But me myself I got nothing to prove
    You got a fast car
    But is it fast enough so we can fly away
    We gotta make a decision
    We leave tonight or live and die this way

    I remember we were driving driving in your car
    The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
    City lights lay out before us
    And your arm felt nice wrapped round my shoulder
    And I had a feeling that I belonged
    And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

    that's how I felt when I went to the leadership conference. I made a decision to leave, and to change who I am and what I was doing. I couldn't fly away and couldn't run away, but I left rather than die inside.
    And there, I felt like I belonged. I felt I could be someone. I felt I WAS someone. And I will become someone, and I will fly. I have nothing to prove to no one but myself, and that's the hardest burden to carry. But the facts I faced at the conference, and the person I realized I was becoming--or was-- is not who I need to be to do what I need to do with my life.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

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  • Dreaming of perfection. Bent on making a difference.