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Ok..I guess I'm going to start writing in here again since no one reads it and myspace is getting dumb-ish anyway. well..it'll be a whole month tomorrow since the last time I've seen her and acctually got to talk to her. that's basically the longest in years that i've gone without seeing her or talking to her. it's crazy. that past month was probably the longest month I've ever. I still can't help but wish there was something I could have done or said to makes things turn out different but I was blind to all the hints given. but you don't think about those hints until after, and then you ask yourself why you were so dumb as to not see them. i just don't see why it had to be her. the one i knew the best out of anyone. the one who understood me most. and the one i went to when i didn't want someone judging me for my mistakes. she never judged me. and i never judged her. probably because we were somewhat going through the same thing for a while. but i could never judge her for those mistakes. because it's only human to make mistakes. i just wish i could have told her i love her one last time and that i was sorry for everything that we went through in the last couple months and that she was my best friend no matter what and always will be. even in her old notes that i go back and read, she's still giving me advice. even though she's gone (if that even makes sence) but yeah. idk..i just hope it's not too long until i see her again.. 
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| I know it's been FOREVER since I've written in here but idk..I just want to. Alot's changed. And by alot I mean everything. Everything's turned upsidedown and I'm just trying to stay close to reality as much as possible. This girl down below this is amazing. She was my everything and I took it for granted (sp?). I love her sooo much. She has no idea how much she's missed down here. She was the best friend I could ask for. Those 12yrs I've known her have been the best years I'll ever have. She'll be with me until the day I die, and longer. I love you Ally. I wish you would come back. I miss you. 
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| Hmm...I don't think I'm going to use xanga that much anymore...yea I'll still keep it to comment people every now and then but right now I'm basically getting more and more hooked on myspace so yea. If you have a myspace and you haven't added me already...you should, it's www.myspace.com/rain_onmyheart . Yup well I guess that's all. |
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  aww...well i found that on iconator and it reminded me of my lil guy =]
I might add more icons later but idk.
Well this week has been crazy. I didn't get enough sleep last night but it was fun camping out lol. I have to work tomorrow alskdfj. Ok well this is going to be a very short update. Well later. =]
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