Fuck you. I want to know how it feels that I'm the best you could ever have, so tell me when you lose your nerve. So what'd you go looking for and why? How long did it take before you stopped? Don't worry. It suits you just fine. You would think after all this time your taste would have lifted from my lips and I would forget your eyes were out for gold and all the rest. And I won't forgive-because I can't forget the weight I carry in my chest. I'm far too far from giving up- I swear. I swear. My wishes remain the same: for steady hands to be held. Hands to hold, and to be held. But what's left to heal? What's left of me? You'll get what you deserve-and when the time is right, you'll see it's funny how little it takes for you to become everything you say you hate. But don't worry. It suits you just fine. When you're out of sight-you'll be out of mind. Just like you showed me. I'll never admit how hard I fell. (So close, but not this time). So after all this time, what can you say for yourself? You fell so far, and for what? You took more than time. (I'll never be this sick again. you have to know this is tearing me apart.) You took more than time. You know damn well I wasn't ready for this.

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xanga photos videos blogrings metros profiles   Monday, June 20, 2005 You just have to take care of things on your own.                                 If you want something done right. 3:17 PM - 6 eprops - 4 comments - email it Thursday, May 26, 2005 I am Nicole...and I get away with murder       Theres no stopping me.       I'm a fucking mess and everyone loves me for it. Pure love. <333 True love.         My boyfriend means the world to me. I got soft for a minute. Sorry.   www.myspace.com/thegirlonthewall   It's like a fuckin fan club.   To be famous is so nice.   <333333333333333333 5:12 PM - 4 eprops - 3 comments - email it Tuesday, May 17, 2005 <333   LOVE LOVE LOVE...LOVE LOVE LOVE...LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE         It's dangerous to be so intimate. You know it's dangerous.           The sun hit her body like an ugly landscape           You're burden...it looks alot like her.         LOVE LOVE LOVE...LOVE LOVE LOVE...LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE.           Rhymes with hideous carwreck. 3:33 PM - add eprops - add comments - email it Friday, May 06, 2005 BOOOOOORDOM...Now I realize why I stopped writing here...because I'm so not interesting lol.     I'm really upset the Monty/Quantice show was cancelled.     I <3 exploitation...   but I won't explain. 3:37 PM - add eprops - add comments - email it Sunday, May 01, 2005 CIRCA SURVIVE = SUPER HOT SEX       Just thought you should know.         The number 12 looks like will. 2:42 PM - 6 eprops - 4 comments - email it Next 5 >>