Fuck you. I want to know how it feels that I'm the best you could ever have, so tell me when you lose your nerve. So what'd you go looking for and why? How long did it take before you stopped? Don't worry. It suits you just fine. You would think after all this time your taste would have lifted from my lips and I would forget your eyes were out for gold and all the rest. And I won't forgive-because I can't forget the weight I carry in my chest. I'm far too far from giving up- I swear. I swear. My wishes remain the same: for steady hands to be held. Hands to hold, and to be held. But what's left to heal? What's left of me? You'll get what you deserve-and when the time is right, you'll see it's funny how little it takes for you to become everything you say you hate. But don't worry. It suits you just fine. When you're out of sight-you'll be out of mind. Just like you showed me. I'll never admit how hard I fell. (So close, but not this time). So after all this time, what can you say for yourself? You fell so far, and for what? You took more than time. (I'll never be this sick again. you have to know this is tearing me apart.) You took more than time. You know damn well I wasn't ready for this.

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xanga photos videos blogrings metros profiles   Read or Post Comments Monday, June 20, 2005   You just have to take care of things on your own.                                 If you want something done right.   Posted 6/20/2005 3:17 PM - 4 comments recommend recs0 give stars votes0 email sent0 Give eProps or Post a Comment 4 Comments .....Those words I've heard from all of the wisest people I've ever known. Posted 7/26/2005 4:39 AM by finalphoenix - reply .....You're dead, Callus's dead, Echo's dead, damn, I'm the only one left alive here at xanga.. The florist is going to bankrupt me. Posted 12/5/2005 8:32 AM by finalphoenix - reply Darn right Posted 7/16/2007 8:23 AM by son_of_the_soil - reply Hi, I'm Angel. I'm Sean's (finalphoenix) gurlfriend. Just thought I'd drop by. =^_^= Posted 10/27/2007 5:29 PM by Golden_Sweet_Angel - reply Choose Identity Xanga Network (?) Anonymous (Sign up for free!)   name (required) email (required) email not publicly displayedemail not valid website Give eProps (?) 2 eProps 1 eProp 0 ePropsComment Only Post a Comment Add Link | Preview HTML comment help  Say it with Minis! (?) You're awesome! Congrats! zap! set apart from the pack... View All Minis » [mini text] [mini credits] reset incorrect code Code You See Below (?) Submitting… Back to Repeat_I_Repeat_Repeat's Xanga Site! Note: your comment will appear in Repeat_I_Repeat_Repeat's local time zone: GMT -05:00 (Eastern Standard - US, Canada)