we promised the world we'd tame it.

louisiana was amazing,
life changing,
shocking,
intense...
but mainly
it woke me up.

www.myspace.com/maximoe
the blog called "wandering among the cots"
goes into further detail.
but the faint of heart neednt read it.

anyways,
ive changed...
for the better.

so

cheers.

coffee.

music.

peace.

its been a while.
i know.
iknow.
where have i been?
around i guess.

less up, more down.
but around.

foaming, stirring, blending, making, topping, writing, serving.

thats me.
doing those things.

stupid girls giggle in the loft.
and the man on radio is so homophobic,
but denies the fact.
perhaps he doesnt know it yet.
i bet thats it.

they are still giggling and now the boy
in oversized pants is joining them.
something has fried their brains,
i dont think it was the coffee here.

on the line
on my feet
burns
cuts

all i want to do is take a fucking break.

i hear noises in the dark.
i hear sadness inside you.
the girl in the mirror looks sadder every day.
she is hiding behind the blue rimmed glasses she hates,
pretending that shes perfectly ok.
work
home
work
home.
isolated....but not alone.

she smiles no matter what...
and i
i only smile when it hurts.

I hear noises in the dark.