I got to tell Thomasina a bedtime story last night! It was so great! It's was the hood version of Cindarella (yes in this story that is how I spell it!) Anywho... I hope I get to tell her another one tonight! That is the highlight of my nights now..... sounds sad to you but if you heard how happy she is while I'm telling the story you would like it too! Okies, you know I'm starting to miss her a little... didn't see her much today (exam studies) so I'm going to call her before I do my Chiors and stuff. OH and in Drafting we all linked into a server and played QUAKE today man.... killing your classmates is so much fun! Just Thought I'd drop you all a line.... You know tho let you know I'm still alive and all. One Love. Ja Bless.

                                                           ~King Jerm X~

.......man yesterday was one of the craziest days.... First I woke up at Gary's house. I'm all happy and shit right? Nothing in this world is wrong. I called Cherish and talked to her for a little while. Then I get home and get a call from Thomasina talking about have a nice life and shit (which of coruse was my fault.... like always sometime I said was taken a different way than I meant it). and not 2 seconds after I had lost my best friend in this world..... my parents deside it's a good day to remind me what assholes they can be..... So after being bitched at and made to clean the fucking house I called Cherish again to see if she could get Thomasina to talk to me...... yeah that didn't work quite right. Anyway... I tried to go on with everyday life without looking like something was wrong, you know like I do everytime something fucked up happens. Then Tess calls inviting me to a bar-b-que. So I'm at home alone on a saturday... nothing to do.... of course I'm going to say' "Hell Yeah!". ......I never made it there. On the way over... about 5 miles into the trip my phone rings..... it's Thomasina and she is CRYING of all things. Her supposed boyfriend (you remember the guy I want to kill? yeah him) was with some other girl! THE EXACT SAME DAMN THING I WAS SCARED HE WOULD DO TO HER! Ok, so she picked him over me.... She is still my best friend.. and NOBODY will treat MY BABY like that.... I DON"T GIVE A FUCK IF IT'S HER OWN MOM! She already knows this but whether we are together or not she is my fucking baby.... and vis versa im am her baby. We may not always get along.... but the connection is there. So she asked can she come over.... you know I said ok. Let me put it this way' I cover 5 miles in fifteen minutes on foot. I remember saying one key phrase over and over again shrouding it in profanity. "Noboby will treat my girl like that!"(can also be replaced with; my baby, my best friend). When I got there I COULDN'T MAKE HER SMILE TO SAVE MY LIFE! So to find out how I finally did.... you have to read her site.... Peningie16 (it's on my subscribe list if your too lazy to type it in). and it wasn't once.... but TWICE (the second one just kinda happend but the first was on purpose!). Anyway after that... the police came to my house.... AGAIN! You know I'm really tired of this shit.... they always show up! (j/k) But apparently I had sicked my dogs on some man and his child.... when he was the one talking about he was going to shoot me! and he was going to sick his dog on me.... you know I have recently changed and I'm trying to be a nice guy.... but it was SO FUCKING HARD NOT TO BEAT THE LIVING HELL OUT OF HIM! Oh fuck I could have kicked his ass and not broke a sweat.... god I really should have.... but for once I wasn't running from the cops.... so I guess it's all good? Anyway after that Me, Hobbs, and Thoma all went to sun dog and ate a little and then to Wal-mart, but we didn't have time to play around like we usually do.... Thoma had to be home at 1am..... so we went then dropped her off. After we got back we talked to her on the phone for a bit. Then we got a little tipsy and started playing on a wieght machine..... Hobbs pulled on the wieghts so hard I SWEAR TO GOD HE LOOKED LIKE HE HAD A HEMORIOD THATS WHY I COULDN"T STOP LAUGHING!

But hey that was my day...... pretty strange, Huh? I mean the losing my best friend then ending up fucking her..... twice of all things..... You know... overall I would say it was a pretty good day.... for the most part anyway. One Love.

                                                                      ~JermX~

I have a new theory about life..... but at the moment I can't seem to rem what it is. Some thoery, Huh? Oh well.... right now I'm sitting here talking to a comp screen (if that gives you any idea how bored I am). I woke up this morning throwing up blood ALL OVER the bathroom.... and then I missed the DAMN BUS! Some day.... It's all good though.... James came over yesterday... well both of them did! Can you imagine having TWO James's at your house? It's like that time I met those three brother.... Daryl, Darel, and their other brother Daral! It's was kinda one of those fuck me moments we all have. But these three walk into the bar.... HILLBILLY AS HELL! I mean the full fucking package! No shoes or shirts. Chewing on grass.... spitting everywhere... and trying to bum cigarettes from everyone in site! Anyway.... Thomasina I just want to let you know.... writing answers on your feet.... Sweetie what the hell was that? Although I did get a good laugh out of it.... *grins*. URG! I'M SO BORED! Anyone out there care to come cheer me up... well not cheer me up but give me something to do.... keep me occupied or something? OH! Gary if you read this call me sometime.... I'm usually up to 2am or so... i was just talking to Thomasina when you called. Anyone interested in tha hood fairy tales? They're pretty funny.... one day I may post one up here for all of you too read. Wow! you know I think this is the LONGEST post I have ever done! OH HELL YES! I'm going to a party pretty soon! It's going to be the SHIT son! Fucking Grad party like hell man.... or at least thats what I was told.... If it's lame ima cuss someone the fuck out man. I better come home tore up from the floor up or something (j/k)! I prob got a drug test coming up soon anyway. Ok well ima let you go for the moment. One.

                                                                   Love Always,

                                                                   ~JermX~

Inflamed with hatred and ready to burn out! -the words of the man himself

Man..... I don't even know what to fucking think anymore.....

Just fuck the whole situation.......

AND NO THIS DOESN'T EFFECT ANYONE WHO KNOWS THIS SITE EXIST!

damn...... You know I should just kill everyone and everything and get it over with...... I don't even know why im typing this..... It's not like it matters to any of you. one love......

Exiled and Exonorated........ Freedom rings......

                                                                                    ~JermX~

Damn it's been a while huh? Get used to it..... I'm one of those people you will wait on for the rest of your life. Suck's don't it? Well learn to deal. Anyway, as i'm sure most of you recall...... I left Kim and went out with my true love of five years... Thomasina Merchant (peningie16). As you can well guess I fucked that up too. You know the more this happens the more evident it becomes that I shall remain alone forever. I guess I should just cope with that now..... so it will hurt less in the future. BUT I STILL HAVE A DAUGHTER! (and God himself will NOT take that from me) She is very BEAUTIFUL! Thats right...... no one will ever match up to her! (unless I have another Child of course) HEHEHE! Anyway I would ask how you all are doing..... but there are select few of you that I would actually care to hear from so..... I wont. But those select few are more than welcome to post.... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...... DON'T BULLSHIT ME ON THIS! Alright well I will leave you be for a while. One Love

                                                                   ~JermX~