Currently Listening Pure Ella: The Very Best of Ella Fitzgerald By Ella Fitzgerald At last... see related

o gosh.. xmas is here and i am down as usual. Who is the culprit you ask? why its my father *cough* of course .. who else? sorry just typing that word makes my throat tighten and my stomach churn. Hes being an asshole as usual..i should have expected by now

Looks like we know whos getting coal for xmas...

Aboudion is here from North Carolina..or was it south? or maybe Virgina?..ahh it doesnt matter much as long as marcus is happy...

the guilt..ow... since i have no job i couldnt afford to get my friends a xmas gift...*sniff* im forced to was until afterwards so i can use my xmas money...*sigh* this bites much

I had this dream .. it was kinda weird ..even for me... but you dont want to hear about that.....

-medo

Currently Listening It's Time By Michael Bublé see related

LIFE IS HARD....NO REALLY IT IS.....

or maybe people just make it hard.. Billy sure does.. yeah I kno I kno people are sick of hearing about him, but the stuff he does...oh my gosh im shaking my head as i type. I mean I really care for him, but i think hes takin this a little too far. Hes was too serious for this relationship. I mean come on! I'm 17 years old! do you think I'm planing to get married any time soon? No! Billy is acting like this relationship is going to last forever. I would have been glad it lasted to my birthday.. Sigh..

Anyways, I supposed to be studying for my 10 page psych test but...yeah as you can see im studying hard....sara ur right i suck at studying