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Saturday, January 21, 2006

Well i havent really done this in a minute. Theres alot thats happened in the last few months. Well school was alright. I met some new people.... went to a few parties... shit like that. I did pretty well in school though. A 3.43 gpa. In college thats pretty good. Even though i didnt think I was gonna pass a few classes. I still dont know what I wanna do or what I wanna be. Its killin me. I mean some of my friends know what they wanna do and be. I havent the slightest clue. At first I was thinkin about bein a po-po. But i remembered that i dont really get along with em so why would i wanna be one. Then I kinda thought about the military. The militaries cool.... but I dont think Im military type. Ive got such a big mouth. I would get in a lot of trouble or be court martialed or somethin. Christmas was ok. I went back to my home state... North Carolina. You can never get used to being in North Carolina. Its like a different planet. People there are so backwards. They think backwards and almost talk backwards. Its rediculous. My family is still as crazy as ever... but bein in college has its advantages. My aunts gave my quite a lot of alcohol, which I didnt expect. The parties in college get kinda borin after awhile. You gotta go to a different party almost every other weekend to get some kind of fun outta it. And the worse thing is you keep seein the same people at the same damn parties. Im not really playin soccer any more.... which sucks. I gotta get back in shape. I swear thats the only thing that kept me from stranglin people in high school..... or maybe it was the parties. Thats about it for now. I start my second semester of college on monday. That should be interesting. If i had my way, i wouldnt go back. Ill prolly write again in about another month or so.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Well where should I begin? School isnt for everyone. I have had enough of it. Going for 12 years should be good. I think I might go into the military. Def. not army cause theyll send my black ass to Iraq. Then Ill end up a statistic. Seriously, Im not sure what I want to do. I think Im doing bad in my English class but thats because I never go. There is no point. I can speak the language why should I need to write papers on bullshit. Its neverending. I miss playing soccer. Im getting bigger(stronger not fatter) Like thicker. I thought I cut my throat the other day shaving. But it was just water that was trickling down my throat. My college professors are pretty boring. The only two professors that are good are Professor Hill, and Professor Williford. The rest of em are bammas. Too too boring. I just cant take much more of it. im slackin in Computer Grahics and design. But ill get my act together once I get used to this college life. There is always something to do though. So many parties. Some of em are boring though. ... others are ok. Well thats about it. Ill update in about a month or maybe another time this month.

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

College life. What can I say about it. Its pretty crazy. There is sooooo much work to do. I mean I have homework everyday and the classes are soo long. I have a 3 hour class which is kicking my ass. But Sarah wanted me to write something interesting so here goes. First, I have never seen so many africans before in my entire life.Its crazy. I love my people but I honestly didnt know how many of them were actually in The US. Secondly, heres the thing that gets me. My college professors dont really care about my education. They are there just for the money.And the older guys are there for the young girls. I mean everytime im outside waiting for my next class it seems like all the old guys are outside watchin. Ill finish updating tom.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Where to begin. The month of August sucked. My birthday wasnt the greatest but Im really not a birthday kinda person. Im honestly trying to figure out what I want to do now. Everything matters now that I am outta high school. I pay for college and I need to do well. The summer romance thing wasnt what I expected but you always learn. Everything is a learning experience. I think my problem is trusting. I have a hard time trusting and yet I still always trust the wrong things and the wrong people. Never agian. Ima start that.... You gotta work for your trust thing again. My mood and patience is getting thinner and thinner?? WHy is that? Im starting to not give a fuck about anything. Well not anything. The things I did care about are no longer there. School. What do I say about that? I am honestly not a school person. I see no need for it. I have learned a lot in high school. I mean will I honestly need Trig? And when the hell if ever would I use it. Same thing with English. I can speak the language. What more do I need to know. Spanish. I can understand really well. Speaking it is a little different. Im taking Computer Graphics.... ok??? Why? Lets see. I had dreams and aspirations. They can kiss my ass also. I still love music though. Im hoping to do something with that. I can play the piano really well... and I can scratch. Plus music right now is the one thing keeping me sane now. Everything else is just bothering me. I pretend like it doesnt but it does. My friends. They are still straight... well most of them atleast SOME of them are full of shit. And some people are always in my business. I mean why??? DONT you have a life.?? What else. I will have more time this year to do the things I missed out on last year. SO that should be interesting. I wish everyone a good year. Ill prolly update in another month cause this writin shit everyday isnt workin for me.

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