R.I.P Joel Rafael, we miss you bro, we all do..... aug 15 86 - oct. 18 04

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"Movies/ TBL"

     TODAY WAS A FUCKING BADD AS DAY, but before i got into the funnest, i had to clean my house for like 2 hours bymyself, the whole downstairs, i woke up pretty early, i dont know why, when i went downstairs i went straight into bringing my dirty cloths to the laundry, then i ate with my mom and dad. haha, my dad is a lame. I took out my chemistry notes and studied because i have a test on monday, and he says he knows everything about chemistry, so i ask him , "whats monosaccahride", and he said, "ONE FEET" because mono means only one and SA-CA means FOOT in ilocono. haha. ANd i asked him alot more questions but he gave me stupid answers again but it made sense, haha, because he compaiired them to ilocono words and made stupid meanings, haha, alright, after eating, i played some alternative music and went to cleaning, after that, i went upstairs go online or so and chat see whats going down today. Movies. Heck yeah. i found a ride. THANKS BRIAN! then blah blah he called me told me to get ready., i got ready, wore the shoes that me and donna[[AKA FACE]] took at the camirillo outlets, haha, and wore a polo shirt, brian picked me up, chatted and stuff, called up more people see if they were going.  Then we got there, we were the first ones so we went to EA , ELECTRICE AVENUE, and then we played intitial D and freaking Brian, master DRIVER, SMoked this one guy, he even breaked for that guy for at least 10 seconds so he can catch up, haha freaking brian has 13 stars on his card. crazy. I played marvel vrs. capcom. made a new friend. hes pretty tight. he goes to pacifica. beat him all kinds in the game, he started to get mad, prolly lsot like 5 dollars worth of quarters, haha, then more people start coming.  Jose, ron, rhea, roland, jose, rhea's friend, animea, javi, andrew, and i think thats it. we hanged out there for a while, played alot of video games.. then we went to the movies, we checked the times and there was no resident evil 2 so we just got tickets of "MR. 2999" haha, and went back to EA and ME ANDREW and ROSS payed to play some CS. I FREAKING OWNED OXNARD CYBERSTATION, RATIO  "71 kills and 19 DEATHS" DAMN, CLAN " raf | head shot" then after doing all those games and shit, talking amongst ourselves , we went to the movies and got our seats. we sat all the way in the top row, were the projector is! Rhea roland sat together, me javi and ron sat together, and the rest were all together, we were spreaded out because not that much chairs empty. THen the movie started, BLAH BLAH, end of movie, HAHA, pretty funny, AFter the movie, I reached out and played with the projecter, during the cast, haha, i did like a SHADOW SHOW and everybody can see my hand on the screen haha, freaking funy, i did that, went oiu the theather and chilled in the lobby for a bit, then went back to EA and stuff played more games and i the same guy i was playing earlier for MVC beat me now, hes been praciticing, then Khris picked me  and roland up to roll by at Khris's uncles house. We went there because donna wanted to see me becauise she couldnt make it to the movies, so i went. It was in a gated community and MAD COPS!! we rolled by, there was people in the garage, i didnt want to stair because they looked like they were dogging us or something, we called khris's cousin to tell her to open the door but she didnt, we just doorbelled and made an excuse to come in, donna and some other kids were in the back, it was COLD, roland and khris were talking , rahg was out, and me and donna were talking, she looks so cute, haha, but i dont think her parents didnt like her staying outside with guys because her parents are overprotective of her, ... we talked. and some neighboor had thier oldies music blassting and we thought they were having sex because i heard some people yelling, haha... saterday night. so yeah... me donna talked.. hanged out a bit, and me roland khris split because her step mom went to the back,. so we ran to the side of the house and freaking jumped the fence. while running, like hella fast, FUCKING COPS STOP US because they thoguht were were doing something wrong they told us

  " HEY!! EVERYBODY ON THEIR BUTTS!!' NOW!!, HAND INFRONT OF YOU ON THE FLOOR!! and asking us all kinds of questions,  ( bad place in a bad time)  fuck, we told them we were playing tag because there was a party and stuff, but they asked us weres our parents because it was alreayd cerfew and weall youngings, and khris drove over there, he only gots a permit and has restrictions on it. fuck... and yeah, he let us go after like 8 minutes, damncops.. so we went back to the house, chilled in the front but we couldnt get out of her because mad cops rolling around the gated comunity, fuck that,... we chilled for 20 minutes, and donnas parents come outside the door, i put my head down because they recognize me... and stuff. when the left, khris called up his cousin to pick us up because mad cops were rolling and we couldingt split, we parked the car too far, and the police told us if they see us again, they are going to bring us to the station and let our parents pick us up, BUT FUCK, i only told my parents i was going movies, and khris is going to get in big trouble because he has restictions on his permit and he cant dive anybody yet, fuCK! we were screwd but we bust a BITCH and walked to the car because khris cousin couldnt get us so we went to the car and just drove off the boba, thats were we met up with alot of people, i got boba, even though it was freaking cold, and we played games again,it was prolly already 12 30 .. and ronald took out his snake from his car and showed us, haha, scrared the baegeesus out of me, it ate a mouse,aww, poor mouse we saw it die and get swollowed... that snake can give good head " qoutes ashley's cousin, haha, then we chilled left to khris house and i asked my parents if i could sleep over and they said yeah,.... then. me khris and roland.... TBL.. WE FUCKING TIGHT!!... haha.....HUKA HUKA !!.. mango and strawberry... we smoked that shit for like 4 hours baby!! freaking tight.. listening to music watching porno, haha. freaking bad... i had a tight ass time... i hit that shit like there was no tommarrow "the teacher" haha AKA jeremi... freak mang....WE called up people like garretson and pranked called other people.. it was funny... this time. it was already 2 and we hyper still. we ate cake , cooked noodles, and had a freaking blast, we called up garretson and we all feeling good,, good ass huka, then after FREAKING ROLAND NUDDED!! ON MY PANTS FREAKING SPILLING THE HUKA!!, we quit i think... and then we just talking and talking and talking aboiut everything... it was funn... [[ INSTRESTING SECRETS]] haha..roland yoiu funny man... haha. i held roland leg and khris was mad hitting him haha, it was for a joke, then we all caliam down, drinking the huka water smoke shit, haha, my invention that went threw my nose ,, water and huka smoke, and then we chilled,, chated again, funny shit mang......and damn sure i was horney.. and yeah.... we all fell asleep,... we woke up tv was still on at MTV room raiders and we left.. khris droped me off and thats it ..peace..... 9-18-04 -9-19-04

          "sep10"

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       TOday was our first football game. IT WAS FREAKING TIGHT. even though we lost by BIG O WELL FED WHITE BOYS FROM O-HI .. we fucking rushed them. I got rushed when i played safety by a fucking HUGE FULL BACK and we went headsUP. wow. 6'1 vs. 5'4 .. gosh... who wins? haha damn., shook my head though. felt funny. and other stuff. school was tight. we had a rally at school for the varisty team. after our depressing game. me and kareno sang our "the reason" remade with football lyrics.

     " WE'RE NOT A PERFEECT TEEEEEEEAM." " THERES MANY PLAYS THAT WE WISH WE DIDNT DO"  ..and blah blah

   haha, we sang that in the locker room. and we headed to see the varisty game. VARSITY WAS TIGHT!! DAMN. WE WON THAT SHIZZ!!.  hanging out at during the varisty game was FREAKING TIGHTER TOO!! haha. I got pantsed like 4 times by freaking football team infront of the ladies. haha. but i still had my gurttle on. Nick porter , SOPHMORE ON VARISTY FOOTBALL TEAM. DID MAJOR HITS.. I SAID FUCK!! DAMN. crazy niCK! HEAD SHOT THEM UP "CS" STYLE!. and then i was going to back up my friend "khris" because some people were calling him out so i got my friends romeo, 3 filipinoys vrs. like many asains, but those bitches didnt show up. fUCK THEM FOOOS!!Trying start shit and dont wanna settle it... and there was another fight on the bleachers. and onback of the bleachers. they all got arrested... Too mant crews at CI, and yeah, saw old friends, hanged out. PUT A DIME IN GARRETSON PANTY!! haha, and she did some sort of ants in your pants dance. Then yeah. varisty one. hanged out with more people. ALOT OF PEOPLE AT THE GAME THOUGH!!!.freaking packed.. and after game. me and some of my friends hanged out in the bleachers and i played my guitar untill i called my mom to pick me up and blah, im home,. BYE BYE IM FREAKING TIRED

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    "sep 8"

           JESSICA SIMSPON IS SO FREAKING HOT!!!  SAW HER AND DAMN!! at the PACIFIC VIEW MALL, went straight after school when i ditch football prac. went with Kristine , Eileen, erin, and me. When I got over there i saw Khris and ashley and some other people from school. We couldnt see her up close because they sold out of braclets at 5AM that day and they were checking for bralets. So we just had a place up in the kids playground thingy and had a good view. A lot of hot girls there *wink, haha freaking kristine. Saw more peoples. and i was in Access Hollywood and some channel 3 news in the back. haha. saw my CHINGA hand. There was SOO MANY PEOPLE OVER THERE. Us the stupid filipinoys thought she was going to make an entrance at  "macys" butdamn, we are incorrect, becasue mostly celebraties have to make a unknown entrance and let everybody see were they at and they start running like FUCKING manaics and shit. Damn, alot of girls screams when she got out. MY ears rung, no kidding. Me and kristine then went to go get some Blizzards and stuff and blah blah. and went outside when she was done signing stufff and alot of people blocked the FUCKING PARKING LOT WERE SHE WAS. i swear.if i was the driver, i would just burn out!. and yeah. went home i think and freaking rest.

                                                                                                                "Sep. 6"   "BIGGEST CLUSTERFUCK EVER!!/ Labor day"

      Wow, today was a super D duper tiring day. Woke up 8 oclock in the morning. Expecting to go to football practice at 8:30 , Dad gets mad at me or something and got there at 9 something, i was already late. I arrived in the locker room, didnt see any JV, so i thougth there was no practice, so i left CI and went to my old house across the street and help my dad Install the Garage. WOW, THIS IS THE BIGGEST PUZZEL IVE EVER DONE, and FREAKING HEAVY TOO!!  BIG CLUSTER FUCKing PUZZLE.  So yeah, from 9- 4 after noon , we worked our asses off to Put that stupid SHIT UP!! haha. BUt it was ok. First hour, Do some nailing and shit, then took a break and we went to the buritto shop down saviers and I gots a torta, with orange juice, we ate it at the park across the street at  my house. I had flashbacks of memorys when i was young what i did at the park, like PAINTBALLing, WAterballoon fights, and DITCH! So fun. My dumbass spilled my orange juice because I had a torta on my right hand and a bag in the other, and my orange juice on my armpit? or something , holding it without a cap. then when i went to bend over to pick up my dads trash, SPLASH all over my sleeve and bag, hahaa!! fucking dummey, then we went back to work. blah blah. and freaking tired, 9-4, wow, thats like 7 hours? Like watchng :lord of the rings" Twice. Well, just got back home, and i need to do my BIO AP Reading so peace outs!

           "did you know one krispy kream donut - 3 big macs, thats alot of fattning"

   "Happy Birthday Jeric"

      Today was a really fun day, gots to get out of the house, YAY! First, woke up like at 8 something because I really need to go pee. haha. Then tried to go to sleep but eh, who cares. Played the guitar piano practice singing, watevers.. for about an hour or longer. Then I ate my leftovers I got yesterday from going to Olive Garden for Juni's birthday celebration thingy. Good Food over there, "Seafood Porififino" now thats grub. Ate that, clean the garage, Kitchen do laundry and stuff, and my mom told me to get ready to go Church. Went to Church. Sat next to Shikinah or something. haha. We didnt talk that much, the only thing I said to her was " Still in drill"? haha and thats about it. Then after church Went to K.F.C and got me a "twister", so freaking good. I ate my twister walking around Oxnard Swap Meet looking for some boxer briefs haha, weird, all they had were ghetto shoes and mexican music CDs. I need more boxers..Then Walked to Ralphs because Juni wanted to get some Icecream Cake. Drove home, ate cake watch "the ring", Go upstairs watch Little bit of "you got mail" on HBO or something, and Played some CS. After owning the Oxnard Cyberstation Server, Played more guitar, and Taught YOSUKE some piano songs, " No one else comes close" and " Forever in love". haha. Those are tight song. Im learning " Bumb n' Grind" and "senorita", just got the sample songs on Musicnotes.com. Then Played YO 1 Vs 1 on basketball, haha, I Broke his ankles! haha. Then went inside, ate more, took a shower and got ready to go to Jerics Birthday Party down the street.

    Went there, first thing I was said to was " Go eat now" haha, aunties are funny, and the uncles are too, getting drunk and Karoeke sure does Mix in. Got food, mm Mmm MMMM!!!. Lumpia, Pansit, Darra Darra, Spegetti with hot dogs  haha, and more foods, ate with my bros, Then went up stairs were Jen Erica were. haha. IT was fun hanging out with them. Messing with people online and stuff. Gosh Jen, SucHa BITCH! haha . And that damn SUPERMAN TOY THAT FLYS AROUND THE ROOM keeps hitting my head everytime i stand up. haha. I played with Gerards crab thingy pet. Its funny looking, when it grows up, imma ask gerad if i can eat it =] haha im keeding. Then I got my guitar, played some "DASHBOARD" for them, haha serenade them with music and singing, haha, read JENS BIO AP book because we have a upcoming quiz on it on tuesday, and i cant read it tomarrow because i have football practice. 9 am. wow. its already "1" . So yeah. Then. more talking online , I wont get too specific huh jen, haha, geez, THen ashley came, we chilled, Talked and stuff, and her cousin were there too, and KAT, just chilled, Myspace, haha. alot of chatting in that room. Well, im getting tired, thats all i can say for now, peace outs !

    "  Still have no Idea "

* I have to recape what I did for 3 days now.

     "First Day of school"

      School was hecka tight when I got back. Saw all my friends that I hanged out last year. Damn, I cant believe we didnt get that bench, thats some wacks stuff, and that freaking chedar that said " Look at all these fucking asain", I was like what, bitch this is our bench. Fucking stupid guy, have STS getcha , haha. I gots my schedule, pretty cool, its

     1.Mr. Pazaoulos (World Civ 2)

     2. Mrz. Sanchez (PE)

     3.Ms. Romines (Algebra 2)

     4.Mrs. Bernett (spanish 1)

     5.Mrs. Breshard (English 2)

     6. Mrs. Klemans (Bio A.P)

     Damn, Ms Romines is a beeatch. she wouldnt even let me throw my trash in her trash can, She said to put it in my back pack. And Mr.Breshards class smells like armpit.haha. First day of school, wow, so HOT!!, baking in the sun because those damn mexicans took our bench. Nice spot too, now we back in our old place, were seagals shit on us, haha, fuck.. umm. Lunch was ok. Same as usaull. Made new friends from different classes, and freak, i have to run like 9 miles for football, haha thats alot, with full pads and stuff. After school, we chilled at our bench, hangout, then I went to the gym because I wanted to help out the girls volleyball team..*wink. Some girls are hot over there. its like ..WOW..haha. So after practicing with them, went home, ate watevers.

     "second day of school"

    Second day feels like, second day, tiring and stuff, a usaull thursday for me. nothing reall exciting happened except when there was a fight at school during lunch, pretty crazy, some guys from crews were all fighting, one had a lock from a locker and hit the guys head alot of times, and he started bleeding . ouchies and other people jumped in. The freshmans were all like "WHOA i WANNA SEE THIS" so they all ran to the fight, a typical freshman, me and my friends just stayed were we were, not that intresting anymore. haha.Then. P.E. blah. pretty fun. Made fun of jen because she has like the biggest backpack in the world!! haha. "JEN....JEN JEN JEN.....JEN JEN JEN....JEn jen jen... Jens the GIRL, Going to school, we a, big ass backpack!" haha, that song is for her, we even sang it together, haha, she is my singing buddy, we song that one song .. LAUNDRY MAT? haha, it was back in the days. ha.  Then regular stuff, got interview in class and just blabbers away because it was an assignment. haha. Mr breshard stinks...Then i went too football, and it was picture day, we practiced for only 30 minutes and we had to put on full gear and new jerseys and take a group pic and individuals. haha. We had a so called "stupid picture" and i look like was eating Edgars hair. haha ok. then blah, we had a banquet for football. hella fun. we caped on the freshmans because they had to go inback of the line ad wait for everything to be gone, haha. and they had to clean up. wow. it was a big mess. Freaking Polar Bear "aka Ignacio" ate like 7432749328 tacos haha. I gots some good food. and Root beer float. Then hangout, watch SEAGAL get pants haha, and drop his food, and run after Jerry hahaha.and after all this. we Fold the tables and hard a race like COOL RUNNINGS bobsled status. haha. then went home.

     "3rd day of school/ Brothers birtjday/ Scrimage against Oaks "

     I went to school, wearing my Game socks and Spirit pack shorts. WOW. it was scrimage day. Hecka ready. School was regular, and since we passed our API testing stuff. out principle shaved his beard ahaha. and head. hes been  a beard for 20 years. wow. cool. then school blah, and GAME TIME!!, Bsofeig2983y9f , i was hyped. before game, we went to coach prums room and watched "rudy" the movie. But i didnt watch it, i went outside and was watching the freshmans get kil;ed by Oaks Christians, BIG ASS WHITE BOYS, haha. then we got ready, and coach told me i Couldnt play because i missed too many practice in summer time so i was like aww, fucking shit, plus i didnbt have my mouth piece , so eah,, who cares only scrimage, we won against oaks christian and tied Rio Mesa. Then went to locker room got undressed and dressed and watched the varisty game,. IT WAS hella tite. got some chillie cheese frieds with mike CHONCHY and eric and watched it with the rest of the football players. I was surrounded by big tities. polar bear was infront of me, grizzly bear was in back of me, CHONCHY was on the left of me, and CHEEREOS was on the right of me, so i PINCHED ALL THERE TITIES and ran near our quarter back greg and daniel. Chilled. watch the game. Freaking romeos funny .."BANKS CLOSED!" haha *inside joke for marleen. haha. We filled the top bleachers and was just messing around all kinds. Then i had to walk to CHrises house becasue thats were my brother was, played poker, went to tylers , they had a keg and a little hang out.. played pocker i stayed in the car because i was tired and i called up "ASHLEY G." never talked to her in a while. pretty fun. haha. she couldnt even recognize my voice anymore haha. she said its sexy. Then my brothers friends said happy brithday to my older brother juni, and they started another poker game and stuff. blah. listened to incubus while talking to garretson and after the phone died, i went on tylers backyard and just started punching the punching bag for fun, haha for 30 minutes. now i have blisters on my knucles and fingers. then watched them  blaze. and freaking andrew was all talking funny stuff. "this bong ish made out ob tanikling wood" haha bamboo. haha. and he said. Wow. I can store my pogs in here too. haha. SLAMMERS!! haha. ok,. then went in the car and fell asleep. woke up by joel because oscar was going to take us home. and had to clean his stank ass mat because his cat pooped in it. and then went to sleep.BLAH

    " You think you know, but you have know idea"