The truth is nothing but a lie waiting to occur.
Well I have had a very interesting past few fourteen hours. Want to hear the tale. Lol of course you do who wouldnt?
Well shit lets see here. Uhhhh ok well let me just I really dony want to do this but I feel that it will some how help my inner self in some way so just hear me out.
Well as some know I went up to the hampton last night for a b-day party for halie. Well hmmm o well we were just kickin it there and at one point I called al and for some reason they wanted him to come too. Lol gee I wonder why they would want him to come!?!?!?! Well anywho he said he would think about it and shit then we hung up. Well then I kicked it with them a little longer then al calls back. And hes talkin some shit that he wants me to go up to his place and then have him drive me back up there in time before my parentals found out. First thing that struck my mind was HELLZ NA imma get caught. Well shit he said over and over that I wouldnt cause I was with him. And like I could tell that he really wanted me to go with him cause he was actin like a little bitch. Lol. Well he got there and that ninja would NOT give it up. He put that shit if I would go with hom or not on DEATHS DESIGN!!!!!!!! DEATHS DESIGN!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW!!! AND HE DID!!!!!!!! That was already kind of a convincer for me because well shit deaths design thats my band and my music is my life.
Well shit we fought over it for a long time. Then I remember we got to a point where we were kickin it at the stairs. And I asked halie if she would be pissed if I left. And she wouldnt say shit. I asked her to say something. SO SHE SAID THE WORD SOMETHING!!! Lol oh yea lots of help. During me asking her everyone there was just givin me shit like oh we dont give a shit if you leave or if we dont. But ir was way more fucked up then it comes out reading. They could really give a shit less about me. With everyone just saying that they didnt give a shit about me and halie just not saying ANYTHING I just left. I was so pissed so hurt I felt so betrayed. I thought that maybe one person would care .... none of them did. I mean nothing to them. At all. I wanted to vry at that one point in the stairs I really did. Just to hear from everyone you thought were your friends YOU AINT SHIT! Well I think you could see how that would effect someone.
Well I kicked it with al. HAD THE BEST TIME!!! IT WAS THE SHIT!!! We kicked it listened to some bad ass music. Watched some videos and shit. Went driving and shit and he made me a cd with some fresh ass music on it. Well then I had to go back cause I just couldnt get in shit that night so I had to go back and wait for my dad. Well of course they were very fucked up. And then al left I kicked it outside. they came out to get me and shit. And took me back up. the whole time I was there all I could think was none of these people care if im dead or alive. So I TRIED to tell halie I was really sorry I left cause I really was. then I left. I kicked it outside in the hall on a bench the rest of the night thinking about how I wasnt shit at all. I felt so bad for leaving. Not for even ONE of those other hoes. But for halie. I knew she cared. But she didnt say shit to me. She never did and she just let everyone tell me we dont give a shit just leave. So I left.
I really care about halie. But after this I really dont want anything to do with her ever again. Wether ill stick to this or not I dont know. But to think that our friendshipt might be ruined cause she just woulndt talk to me. She just wouldnt say that she watned me to stay.
Well fuck all of them then. If they want to be like that fine. Im sick of those kinds of people ive had enough "FRIENDS" like THAT for one lifetime.
And thats my tale fomr my point of veiw no more no less. I want yall to tell me what you think cause from my outlook I cant judge. And everyone else cant judge cause they have their own outlook wich is phils a dick. So if anyone reads tell me what to do and how to think and any kind of advice would help very much. At least now I have alot more to write about!
PEACE EAZY & MUCH LOVE!
PERFECTUS TRUINOO PROSUM ET SCELUS
VLADMIR
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