| WOOT!!!! SNOW DAY!!! *you can catch me at www.riotgrl2424.blogger.com too...i post more there* |
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| i hate school...i hate chem...i hate band...i REALLY hate orchestra...i hate mucci...i hate hibby...i hate weir...i hate not being able to sleep...i hate not being able to get up in the morning...i hate therapy...i hate god...i hate church...i hate myself...i hate stupid fucking bitches who don't know shit...i hate spanish...i hate alves...i hate caminos peligrosos...i hate being depressed...i hate pretending i'm ok...i hate not being able to stop...i hate that no one is going to read this...i hate that even if they do they won't care...i hate homework...i just hate life... |
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| yeah...so i've been thinking...what if there is no god? i mean...how do we know god exists? i was talking about this to my therapist today...but i still really wanna know why everybody spends so much time talking about and worshipping something that we don't even know exists...i mean, if good people die, and bad shit happens to them, then what hope is there for the rest of us? and why does it happen? btw...i don't give a flying fuck what the book of Job says...i guess that i'm just pissed at god...if there even is one...and it's all very confusing...b/c i'm just starting to question something i've believed and been taught for my entire life...i mean...what if there is no heaven or hell...what if you die and that's it? that would be terrible...but it's possible...b/c there's no proof...that any of it's true...i don' t know...i'm very confused...and i'll see all of you later... |
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| it's a new year...thank god...just wish i could know that it will be better than the past one was...who knows? maybe it'll be the best year of my life...i'm hungry...so i think i'll go downstairs and eat some lunch...then maybe i'll watch a movie...that would be fun...mmk...cy'all lata... |
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