Eh yo! if ya all still remember me. i aint no longer in MAI NYC. FUcken hear me loud hear me clear imma fucken be bak in 2 fucken years. and if yu all havnt heard i was in fucken BOOTCAMP/ YEA can you ppl imagen me in BOOTCAMP. anyways holla bak wid props aii.. lovee ya alls ta death ^^ muahs xoxo

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...*tear*... its Felice's Gs laura.. wow.. it has been now 8 hrs since she has left NY tu go to Missouri.. at 4:00am she went unto a plane n flew off.. damm i mizz her soo muchiez... *tear*...

if she didnt call yu.. she is relly relly srry... she loves yu all n wont eva forget `bout yu!!~ soo gib her muchiez `props.. she will prolly b baq in June fo 2 dayz n go to Hong Kong den to Austrailia permanent!!~!@! yupperz.. dats it.. i'll update on wat qoinq wit her lata.. she gibz yu allz luvz x33*

::+:snifflez::+::

....i thinkkk....

...i fell...

..in lo0ve..

........widD him.........

are we evn friends to begin wid...? quess na...

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hmm havn' wrote in awhile.. couple of days/weeks been aiite.. "quote open" I promise to god i will not jack, cut, sto0ge, blaze, or drop.."quote close" this promise has now been broke'n more then 10 times... ::sigh:: im useless.. oh wells.. my parents thinkinq oph sentinq me to boardinq school.. wha kinda bullshit ish that RITE~.. they say that i'd be betta off qoinq to boardinq school... prollie cuz they dun wan me to do druqs nd jack nd shit... qrfff..! this so called boardinq school that i b attendinq be at upstate maine..grfffs.. keke this is one reason why i shuld beq mai mother to qet me a FUCKEN LAPTOP muahaha... such advantages.. o0fs buh the skool admission shiet cost mad muchies... ::sucha waste of money...::dododo.. i'd probably be leavinq some time after x'masss..! erfs m0ohaha i qet to snowboard up there... big smile yeahh... anywaysss.. didn' do much.. hmm lets see...

thursdai i2-i2-o2:: erfs wen tu skewl as usual ..cut 8th wen tu play pump @BT nd then bounced tu main tu meet up wid my babi sis... fo x'mas shoppinq... i didn buy shit buh jus wen wid her anyways...afterwerds wen tu eat walked around nd lef.. erm bounced home at about 8-9...thats bout its...

fridai i2-i3-o2:: erfsss was suppose to b staff development day buh no they canceled it..so me ellen,semi, hamilton, james, john, chen yo?,paul, tricia, nd cyndi had our own staff develop ment daiii... keke.. wen to meet up wid hami nd them then wen to tai pan tu eattt. nd then wen tu magic castle nd played pump ,john wen tu get his hair cut! then sum of us wen tu empire nd shot po0l i won like mad games!! hahahahah....ok erfs then wen tu 189 tu play HANDBALL i havn played handball in mad lonqqq!! wo0ho0sss.... anyways then met up wid john.. he wen to play cs.. he spent many hours constapating in chen yos' bathroom lols lols lols...

saturdai i2-i4-o2::erfs stayed home nutin tu doo...

sundai i2-i5-o2:: wen tu chill wid semiii.. walked around flushinq.. nd ate ice cream lols.. played pump nd erfsss...wen to busymall nd then we saw sam who finally remembers me afta like a COUPLE of years.. kekes lols .. then wen to Fm fo a while then bounce and met up wid cyndi shirley jerome, nd garth..wen we got to CP they werent there so me nd semi wen tu HOmE OF THE PUPPIES...! THEY SO ADORABLE!!!! afta werds wen to walgreens fo a lil jackinq nd then wen to bravo to jack beer...[ smirfoff & bacardi]  chukked that shit mad fast.. met up wid them at CP afta werds.. cyndi wen tu QC nd jacked 2 ecko untld 1 sweater nd 1 shirt.. erm nd a tommy wife beater!.. wen tu SF nd blazeddd there... shit didn qet me high at all... erms then wen tu cyndis' cribb afterwerds.. nd ateee.. that motherfucker took forever tu get there... then she finally cameee we watched another teen movie nd bounced at like 2...

mondai i2-i6-o2:: had to wake up mad early [8:00] to go see my fucken guidance conselor... shes like o felice stop cuttinq its bad... blah blah blah.. after that.. i found out that NO ONE WEN TO SCHOOLLL THEY ALL FUCKEN WEN BLAZING WID OUT mEE grfsss....so i wen home!! hmpfs...

tuesdai i2-i7-o2:: wen tu skewl fo 2nd period thinkinq that SEmI WULD GO TO SKEWL FER ONCE so i figure she wasnt coming at 3rd called semi on cellie.. and asked her tu come outss... met her up at like 11 then wen to main nd then to QC to jack shit lols muahha.. got ecko red pants... 2 polo RL sweater / babie T shirt/ FCUK shirt.. nd got a kennenth reaction bag nd a nine west bag..then wen tu alli's house fo a bag to put awl that shit then called up maria nd met up wid her she treated dinner then wen home ...

wednesday i2-i8-o2:: snuck into lunch 3rd nd then wen tu northern tu get a pack of newports... then afta werds fucken five o0os [cops] were like yu come here giv me yur ID nd shit... nd we lied nd they were fucken LIKE THEY LIED TO US !! lols i found them really stupiddd... erfs brought us bak to skoolll... me nd semi walked around... cyndi didnt cut cuz she was like yo dun! so anyways me nd semi wen in to lunch nd wen to BR nd stoo0geee mad ppl there sto0gin during lunch!! keke.... then jus lef after werds...to QC... keke I GOT A FUCKEN COACH BAGGG!! IF I WERE TO BUY THAT SHIT IT WULD BE $127!! lols nd i got an anne klein wallet.. nd another polo shirt.. wen bak tu main wen tu Fm nd everything then on the street saw sam so he wen wid us to macy's nd jacked him a pair of sean john jeansss.... he was mad scared..! lols then semi wen over board on her friqqin jackinq spreee!.. afta werds wen to mai house nd i colored semi's hair ... bleach blonde eeekksss. lolsss i did the bak nd forgot bout the front oppsies... so sorries...

thursdai i2-i9-o2::didn go to skewl woke up tudai at like 12 sumthinq nd online rite now durfs!! waitinq to go out nd chill laterr.. mai grandpa found out bout my belly ring.. nd didn say SHIT!! OH YEAH LOLS

tomorrow imma probably cut agen nd go to EC or QC either one buh QC ish better cuz EC ish rite near a police station...! so whateverss.. then afta werds we gona go shoot po0l at empire wid james nd them nd then church nd then imma go clubbinq wid semiii!! keke.. imma rock all ecko tomorrow hehes

anyways imma bounce gotta rinq semi .. mad love! prop me aiites... muwahs

jusss smile .. i can no lonq'r say that phase no more cuz i myself cant even smile .. why ask sum'one to smile for yu wen yu cant even smile for them?? am i NOT rite? i can't force myself tu smile no more.. tu manie miserable thinqs in mai mind at the moment... imma leave new york so0n .. nd most likely probably for the good of it....i cant stand the pain or anything..  smiling is too hard to do.. especially a fake smile..  cant force anyone tu smile cuz ish mad painful.... anyways i hope tu chill wid yu ppls all before the end of june & july.. now that yu think of its 6-7 months ish prettie lonq so ill probably hav enuff time tu say my goodbyes nd etc...

got in mad trouble .. been cuttinq class for ova 20 days... dun no what to do... ! erfsss.. jus greats... hmms perhaps i jus dun wana go to skewl... i PROmISE to god i WILL NOT jack, steal, blaze, drink, smoke, dropp pills.. or anything like that.. i hope not.. buh i no imma break that promise purty soon..! er i cant keep promises... blehs oh wells cant help its.. im not addicted tho so no worries..keke gotta go wish me lucks muahs

yo omfg these couple of dais been mad fun.. hehes.. chilled wid my friends.. cut mad muchies as usuals.. :] erfs.. sho let me sees...;

fridai:: o0fs cut wid semi frm like 2nd then jus chilled arounded fucken BT.. hehe jacked shit agens like alwaysss.. wen drinking fer FREE muahaha.. kkeke had bicardi, skyblu, strwberry daquiri, smiroff, nd all em goodies.. erfs then met ups wid cyndi nd shirley afta skewl ended.. then wen fo more drinking nd cyndi nd shirley didnt cum so we met em ups lata at CP [ Chefs Pride ] then saw jerome nd zhi hen... cyndi nd shirley wen wid miso nd john tu sunnyside so we waited fo em.. took em mad l0onq tuuu.. erfs then we wen tu da ro0f nd chilledsemi dropp`d dead lols .. she claims she was buzzed nd na drunk kekes.. she was sleeping then at like 8 cyndi nd shirley lef.. wid miso nd john... nd i think im writin tuu muchies ... buh i dun giv a fuck... so wen i qot the fuck home my parents were like did yu drink or smoke!@?!? i was like no0o why?! .. they were like oh yu smell like weed nd liquor.. erfs i almost qot kiked outz agen lols...

saturday:: was qona chill wid semi nd qo watch a movie buh then i had tu qo tu main cuz my fucken parentz draqq`d me .. soo i wound out qoinq tu main nd then cumin home wid nutin 2 do .. basically bored my ass offs...

sunday:: wen chillinq wid cyndi nd shirley.. they were madd late buh o wells.. then we jus chilled till mad late wen tu cyndis house aftawerds nd had the munchies.. wen home at like 1 nd that was itsss..

mondai [tudai] :: didn fucken qo tu skewl cuz i didn fucken feel like its.. mayb gona go play pump lata :].. keke erfs .. anyways gona bounc` lats.. leav props` nd k0mm3nts alrites muwahs mad luvs 1