I GOT ON CK GUARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

And, well. I feel lonely. I dont' know why, I have friends(who I barely see), I have family(who I barely see), so why am I so alone? I don't have a best friend, maybe that's why. I need a best friend so I can really let go of ym problems to them. I don't need them to help, but just be there. And none of my friends right now hae time for that. I know I'm selfish, but still. I just feel alone...lol I sound like such an idiot, nobody's reading this anyway lol well, I'll be personal, then. If I never get a bf, being a loner is fine by me. I'll replace that with something else, like friends or family. I mean, I only wanted a bf cuz I wanted to know what it felt like to have somebody actually think of you as a special person, but my family does(I think) so that's okay. I'm still just curious about what bfs and gfs do. But still....yeah, that's about it. And I'm horribly crashing down the diet hill. Back to fruits n veggies!!! Ah, yes....I have to study for my finals now. If anybody read this(I highly doubt it).