I am afraid but must remember that it is the Lord Jesus that I am serving. 

"Therefore since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off EVERYTHING that hinders and the sin that so easily entagles, and let us run with perserverence the race marked out for us......."

This is gonna hurt but the Lord is good......

ok well i have not kept up with this crazy thing called xanga.......sorry.

i feel like if you want to know me........call me, dont snoop and read peoples thoughts.........but i am at fault in this as well.

anyways, i cant believe that it is almost Christmas!!! i love this time of year for SO many reasons except the cold. why cant the snow come in wamth?? wouldnt that be cool if it snowed on an 80degree day?  well it would rock my world thats for sure. 

God has been SOOOOOOOOO good to me, so much more than i deserve or can imagine.  He continues to provide because he is my JEHOVAH-JIREH!!!! Praise God because he is always loving me.....nothing can separate that love from me!!!!!!!! o man.........what can i say to that? truly, truly i am undeserving in every fashion. 

i joined the cedarville university yellow jackets track team.......yes its true, i am out of my mind, but i LOVE THE TEAM

i wish i could just stop sinning.........just for a day so that I could see the full effect of God cause my sin is so distracting......

Danae, i miss you so much, im gonna come visit you soon......

i love you!!

wow i just listened to a song that i hadnt heard in like a year.  it brought me straight back to that time, which was the winter when i was having a horrible, broken time.  i thought back to then and i seriously cant believe how far i have come.  God is so so good, i cant believe that he let me out of that brokenness, although at times i do miss it because life was so much more real. every minute counted.  without being close to God, everything else is so meaningless.  i hope i never forget all the things i learned from that time of trials.  the first person i thought of from that song was my dad.        WOW my dad amazes me more than anyone in the world.  he is so strong and yet completely broken and weak.  i hope i can encourage him to make it through becuase he is still having a very hard time, his brokenness is still with him, and that can be such a prison of the mind.  i dare say my dad is definetely my hero, and my role model.........i love him so much, i cant even express how much of a servant he is to me and how much it means to me..............God is awesome.

how could i be free??