back 2 skool...bAcK tO sChOoL...So i'm back now...unfortunately..but i got a gift before i left...a cold... So now I feel like shit AND I don't wanna be here....great...just FUCKING amazing! Lol its kinda funny...my cuz was like omg i can't wait for school to start! I can't wait to go back! And I'm like WTF!? why!? fuck that! i wanna stay away as long as possible...but my grades kinda suck so i have to go... Spring 08 has sucked pretty bad...fall was pretty fun tho... So lemme see what have i been up to? Lets start from like idk last WED? So my mom keeps making this HUGE deal about how i gained weight...and i'm like ok i get it u don't have to be up my ass every second about it! I can't help it! college food=junk food! and then when i go home my parents never cook so i eat @ work aka Wendy's which hmm...lemme see here....last time i checked wasn't healthy either! so until one of my parents start cooking they need to STFU! cuz they kno i don't like cooking... Funny Story concerning weight^^^(but not in a haha way) So we went to my grandma's for Easter dinner..We had WAY too much food! Ham,turkey,meat loaf(yea idk either)green beans,greens,sweet potatoes,mashed potatoes,gravy,stuffing,mac & cheese,cake,jello mold,etc. So i got a lil of everything...cept the jello cuz i HATE jello!!! Anyway... My mom kept saying how she was starving but she had to feed my baby bro Jared...and i was done eating so i figured I would be a nice older sibling/good daughter and help her out...BUT OOOHHHH NOOO! I was like like i'll do it...she was like like did u finish eating? i was like yea...my grandma comes outta nowhere like OMG ur not done eating! look at all the food on your plate!!! and i'm like no i'm full i'll get it later...my mom keeps talking about how i should go eat and i keep insisting i'm done for the next like 5 mins...finally i take my lil bro off her lap and proceed to feed him...so she shuts up...but then.......my whole fucking family walks past the table like OMFG whos plate is this!? why didn;t they eat every last thing ever! like wtf!? everyonbe always notices when sum1 in the fam gains weight and they feel the need to tell the personb everytime they see them! but then when they don't wanna finish their food bc they're full they make it a damn federal case! assholes... End story............. So then we were talking about my dog a few hours later...and my mom was saying how he lost alot of weight and has cancer...so my grandma...as inconsiderate as she seems to have become...says "Why don't you just put him to sleep?" I"M like WTF!? UM BECAUSE HES MY DOG! shes like o ok... ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!? i almost starting crying just thinking about it! I'm kind of tearing up just thinking about it now! And then my stepdad walks past like oh yea Wed. is the big decision day...if he is getting better than fine...if not he might not be here when you come back for summer break.... .................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. and i'm like WHAT!? alls i'm going to say is that if they put him to sleep and then tell me like 80years after the fact i will never speak to either of them agian...and i will stay in my Apt. for like and extra month until i feel like looking at them....maybe i just won't go home at all? Mom~llalala i'm tired of having a dog anyway but i'll PRETEND in a completely fake way...that i give a shit.. Step-Dad~hmm...that sucks...i wonder what i can do to be ann asshole...alalala Me~Completey torn up inside about this whole thing! I feel like someone just ripped out my heart,threw salt in my open chest cavity and then laughed while i died! I love my dog more than anything! He's always been there for me when my parents weren't,when i hated all my friends,when i was depressed and hated my life...without him i'll just be depressed...I'll like never be happy agian... I hope he gets better..I don't think he will tho... I would rather put him to sleep than watch him suffer...but i HAVE to be there to say goodbye first...he might be the last dog i ever have... So on Easter I txt all my friends saying HAPPY EASTER...my friend that i work with txt me back like Judy's mad @ you...(Judy's my manager @ Wend'ys she like the main one and she does the schedule) I was like why? She was like because you called off Saturday... WHAT!? i was like are you kidding me! FUCK HER! Reasons why my manager can go fuck HERSELF.. 1.I called in my schedule a week before... She didn't put me on the schedule for the first week...every1 but me.. 2. I called off on Monday Givinbg here 5 days to find sum1 else 3. I told like all the managers I was calling off... 4.She gave me a FUCKING 48hr schedule with all these BULLSHIT shifts!! Sun 4pm-Close(which is around 12:30) Mon7am-4pm Um hello did i not just close? yea lemme get home @ 1am and then get up at 6? Tues7am-3 Wed11:30-4 The only descent shift! Thu 8am-6pm why don't i just round it off to a nice 12hour shift!? Fri 2pm-9pm I stayed til 11:30 because her dumbass only put 2 closers!? you need at least 4! so right here i'm fixing a mistake your dumbass made! Sat12pm-10pm Called off And if this <~wasn't BS mayb they could have found sum1! So yea...shes a crazy bitch who can go fuck herself cuz no1 likes her dumbass anyway... So basically my break was suppose to be fun w/ a lil' work...instead it sucked out loud with ALOTTA work...fuck this! I SWEAR TO GOD I'M NOT BREAKING MY BACK ALL SUMMER FOR THIS BULLSHIT! I'm not working over 8 hours in one shift,i want one day off out of every week,and i'm only working like 30 sum hours a week! Yep... ~Life sucks, then you die~ ♥ | 
Work didn't suck outloud...cept for the fact that 2 of the guys working i wanted to strangle!
