I'm you're typical girl.
I cry at sad parts in a movie.
I like dressing in a million different styles,
& yes, on occasion, I show too much skin.
I like every type of music.
I trust people way too easily, which is kinda
a bad thing, but I try & like everyone.
I tell everyone how much I hate school, but
I appreciate my education.
I eat junk food when I'm bored, hungry, or
anytime in between.
When I'm out with my friends, I go to the
bathroom in those cliché groups, & talk
about the boys I'm with.
Somewhere in that group of boys is that one
special guy.
It's that boy, who every girl has.
It's that boy who makes you shake your
head && smile
He makes you forget what you want to say,
& make your words come out slurred. &
even though he has your heart, you're not
sure you want to change that.

If you're looking for reasons not to
love someone, you're probably going to
find them, but sometimes we need to
give in & let our hearts get what they deserve.
- One Tree Hill

i shouldn't want you like this

forgive me one last time♥

"To have it halfway is harder
than not having it at all."

Someday you're going to meet someone
who drives you mad, who you're going to fight
with and laugh with. Someone who you'll do
insane things for. Someone who is going to
turn your life upside down.

I want a reaction, I want you
to do something about this.
I'm tired of wondering if you
feel the same way. I just wish
I could tell you how I feel,
to either set the ball in motion,
or end it all right here.

Story of my life:
I want him & he wants her.

"I always tell the girls, never take it seriously, if ya never take it seriosuly, ya never get hurt, ya never get hurt, ya always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit your friends."  Competition is what keeps me going.
I thrive on the knowledge that if I`m not
going to give my all to win 1st place &
prove myself to be the best..someone else
is more than willing to do so for me I don't want to notice the small things anymore; they just get in my way. Like the way your mouth curls when you're happy, or the way you place your hands on her hips, because to me, you're worth more than this. i'm weird with relationships.
i think i know what i want, but then i run.
i think i run because i'm scared
that i might get hurt,
or maybe i just haven't found someone
that i think is worth getting hurt for.-dandy quotes I bet you didn't know that
i'm terrified of the dark
and every time i think of you, i smile.
i bet you don't know that
i hate thunder storms
but love dancing in the rain-->
or how much i love
laughing with my friends
and how much i
truly enjoy being happy.
i bet you don't know how
many tears i've cried
just for you,
or how much i doubt myself every day.
i bet you don't know how ticklish i am..
or how i can't make decisions,
and how it drives me crazy
when you look into my eyes.
i bet you didn't know
that i would do anything to be with you,
but mostly, i bet you don't know
how much i love you.
-dandy quotes


When it`s real, you won`t quit.

 

we spent most of our time talking about nothing,
but I just want to let you know that all of these nothings
have meant so much more to me than so many something’s.

I wanted to tell him that I`ll never be sorry for loving him. That, in a way, I still do, that maybe I always will. I`ll never regret a single thing we did together cause what we had was special. Maybe if we were 10 years older it would have worked out differently. Maybe, I think, it`s just that I`m not ready for forever.

   You don't get to come back and pretend like everything's fine and that you have no idea. You know I'm angry and you know exactly why. So you can wipe that clueless look off your face. You picked her over me, whether you meant to or not. Don't give me that look, it's not going to work this time. So just leave, please, just leave me alone. Leave before I stop being angry and it just starts to hurt.  he's the reason i'm messed up.
the reason i can't be with someone else.
no matter how hard i try or how bad i want to,
i'm scared. i'm not scared of getting hurt.
i'm scared to hurting someone else, because i
could never love anyone the way i loved him.  


It has nothing to do with me. It's about you. And it is always about you: what you need and what you want. You know, it seems you only want me when you can't have me. You like the chase, and that's all. And you know what? You can have it.

just shut everyone else out. turn the music up, and drowned them out.

&& i'm done with xanga.

BREATHING. THE JOY OF COMPETITION BEGINS THE  VERY FIRST DAY OF TRAINING. WARMING UP. PREPARATION ENSURES SUCCESS. SWEATING. ENERGY TURNS INTO RESULTS. SURPASSING. PLAYING YOUR BEST IS ITS OWN REWARD. ASPIRING. EVERY GOAL IS THE DISCOVERY OF A NEW BEGINNING. WINNING. VICTORY IS THE FEELING OF SPORT.

i'm in a rut. theres either not enough on it, or to much. not far enough, to far, not high enough, to high. i need to get out of it =[.

k so anyone on the magic wanna let me know whats going on? people quitting? thats kinda weak.

i dont love you anymore.

k so xanga SUCKS now, but for some reason i choose to update anyway?

&& YOU'LL  NEVER  KNOW TILL YOU REACHED  THE

TOP IF  IT  WAS WORTH THE  CLIMB;; THERES A FINE

LINE  BETWEEN  LOVE  &&  A WASTE  OF  TIME- BUT

SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE THE CHANCE

CAUSE  SOMETIMES  IITS  JUST   NOW   OR   NEVER-

SOMETIIMES THERE ARE NO SECOND CHANCES ©©

thinkkk about that one.

so i've decided since my lassst update. that i wanna be happy? i mean sounds good right? well yes i'm on a mission to find someone who can make me that way. i'm sick of drama and i'm sick of being 2nd best and i wanna be happy.

last night i was with the girls!, and tonight i'm going to charzays birthday party! yayyyy were sleepin in the MOON BOUNCE lol, so yeah tonight should be funnn.

tomorro maybe going to aj's soccer game out at strykerr but not for sure yet?

i'll update with pictures laterrr!

i LOVE my friends! you guys complete me <333

hmm, so this weekend was alright... friday night went up to sonic then spent the night @ resse's. saturday went up to sonic then drove around and stuff with tk, and spent the night @ chereese's again. then today just did homework and i have a soccer meeting with the magic about state cup. i'll post pictures laterr.

                            all my love,

                                                                    kristi

edit// according to peil we can't marry people whose last names we cannot pronounce, or go out with guys named after countrys like ROMAN, lol i mean ROMANiA and laceyyy everyone at maize are alchohol addicts, i mean alcholics.i cant go out with a guy until lacey hudson researches him && when i'm having the worst day of my life all i have to do is go out to dinner with the magic f.c. because peil still loves me, i love you girls ¢¾

donkey && baby!

bahahahahaa, that makes me laugh!