| It was the night our favorite band played. That night is just a memory, But I still feel you standing next to me. And when I think I hear your voice all I hear is the rain...
We were standing in the pouring rain as we were talking outside it was cold we were shivering yet warmed by the subject matter. ”I 've been having troubles you know. Please don't tell anyone but I need to talk to somebody” you said "Wouldn't it be a shame if I knew how great I was five minutes before I died. I'd be filled with such regret before I took my last breath." and I said "You're willing to tell me this now and you're not going to die any time soon." And we were standing in the pouring rain. If I had known it was the last time I would see you,I would change everything... I look through the broken glass I watch the storm go through my mind There's so much I had to say I know the words I left behind
Dear darlin' your mom left a message on my machine. She was frantic saying you were talking crazy, that you wanted to do away with yourself. I guess she thought I'd be a perfect resort because we've had this inexplicable connection since our youth and yes they're in shock they are panicked. You and your chronic, them and their drama, you this embarrassment, us in the middle of this delusion. What's the matter, you had a hard day. As you place the don't disturb sign on the door. You lost your place in line again, what a pity. You never seem to want to dance anymore. It's a long way down on this roller coaster the last chance streetcar went off the track and you're on it.
I too once thought I was owed something. I too once thought life was cruel. If we were our bodies, if we were our futures, if we were our defenses, i'd be joining you.
If we were our culture, if we were our leaders, if we were our denials, i'd be joining you.
I remember vividly a day years ago, we were camping. You knew more than you thought you should know. You said "I don't want ever to be brainwashed" and you were mind boggling, you were intense, you were uncomfortable in your own skin, you were thirsty but mostly you were beautiful.
And now I'm caught in a daydream with nowhere to run and hide. The world rushes by me, it's leaving me here all alone. I would change everything, but I can't do anything. I would give all that I have to know where you are. You'll never know how much I wonder where you are. I'll always carry you inside my heart. I always knew that you would take a part of me away with you. And I never got to say good-bye. I look in the mirror now and all I see is yesterday. At night I hear your voice and it is calling out my name. And with every hour just holding on to what I can. They're lost in a moment and fading away in the night
I would change everything, but I can't do anything
...and I never..ever...said good-bye... |
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