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| Today was goodSo today was good.
in senior capstone we talked about global warming. it was good until one of the sets of twins wanted to get into al gore's politics. this is why i hate politics.
Guitar class went well. I realize I need to practice. More than ever. I sucked today. badly.
so then I went to wrk and turned in my time card. I will have money before the month is out, Aka befoe I hit home, Which I'm excited about. The more money I have, the closer I am to getting a flying V acoustic which looks like this:
I need this guitar because the one I have is pretty much shot from years of wear and tear at camps and such.
the only bad thing about this guitar that I have heard is that the electronics tend to come flying ouit of the guitar. but, this was also written by someone who probably yanked the chord out instead of being gentle with it. Everything else i heard was that it was good. I've bben saving up money. so hopefully i can use my birthday money/gift certifiacte/ what I've made to get this guitar. I'm excited. lol
well thats all for now.
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| I did good!!!!Things are fianlly looking up. I felt like I did ok on my frnech quiz and on the oral interview today. all i needs to do now is get my papers done, and return the book i borrowed and I'm done with the majority of my work. it will be awesome
I got an awesome shirt in the mail today, its a black shirt with a emo looking frown face in the middle. above it it says CHEER UP. Below it says EMO KID. I got it from My friend Lindsay Hill in australia. It is amazing and so is she. I laughed so hard when i got the shirt. lol. it was amazing. I'll wear it tomorrow and maybe get someone to take pictures of it. to send to me.
until next time or later in the day. love ya
Heres the song im listening too
Christian Doomy/death metal who's have thunk it.
This is The Word
Sleeping Giant
This is the Word of the Lord.
Prepare.
He Is Coming.
Prepare.
The King Is Coming.
Hear the Saints March. (screamed)
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By Maylene and the Sons of Disaster
Memories of The Grove
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The Moon shines bright as i write thisMy Metal Playlist
About a Burning Fire- Blindside
Attack Of The Dungeon Witch- He Is Legend
Battle On- War of Ages
Blame It On The Holy Rollers- Sleeping Giant
Breath Of The Black Muse- Zao
Breath Of The Swamp- the Showdown
Brood Of Vipers- Seventh Star
Caution Dangerous Curves Ahead- Maylene and The Sons Of Disaster
Chorus Of Angels- Haste The Day
Darkest Of Kin- Maylene and The Sons of Disaster
Death is an Alcholic- Maylene and The Sons of Disaster
Dialouge With a Question Mark- The Chariot
Don't Ever Cross a Trowell- Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
Dry The River- Maylene And The Sons of Disaster
Dynasty- Sleeping Giant
Everyone Needs A Hasting- Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
Frienemies- Bloodlined Calligraphy
From Here on out- Bloodlined Calligraphy
Gusty Like The Wind- Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
Head Down- The Showdown
Heart of A Warrior- War of Ages
Hell On The Rise- Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
In Regards To Myself- Underoath
Lady At the Gate- Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
Laid To rest- The Showdown
Memeories of The Grove- Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
Memphis Will Be Laid Waste- Norma Jean
My Curse- Killswitch Engage
Never Walk Alone... A Call To Arms- Megadeth
Not I- Demon Hunter
Only The Strong Survive- War Of Ages
Plenty Strong and Plenty wrong-Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
Rasied by The Tide- Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
Returning The Smile You Had From The Start- Emery
Search of The Alley dwellers-Twelve Guage Valentine
Serpent Sickness- He Is Legend
Shall We Dance- Bloodlined Calligraphy
Snap your fingers, Snap your neck- Demon Hunter
Snowy Road To Hazard- Across Five Aprils
Spy Hunter- Project 86
Stampede- He Is Legend
Sitiches- Haste The Day
Storm The Gates- Demon hunter
Tale Of The Runaways- Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
Temptation Come My Way- The Showdown
The Arms Of Sorrow- Killswitch Engage
The Battle's Over - Haste The Day
The Last Revelation ( The Last Prophet)- Zao
The Rising End(The First Prophet)- Zao
The Soldier's Song- Demon Hunter
This Is The Word- Sleeping Giant
Tough As John Jacob- Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
Undying- Demon hunter
We Die Young- The Showdown
Wylie- Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
This is the best Metal list. Usually I compile these and put songs on here that only serve as filler material. omg this a good list.
ok beddy bye time. i have a huge day tomorrow.
goodnight kiddies.
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| So I Give upI don't know what else to do. everything I try to do, it seems as thought the world is out to get me. I completley bombed my test in french. she's allowing me to take it over again, but she told me that she doesn't see how I'm going to pass this class.
I don't know what else to do, I'm running out of solutions fast. I know my limits and everyone seems to thin k that I'm not trying hard enough.
well fine then I'll stop trying all together. Why try when everyone destines you for failure anyway? Instead of helpful suggestions all i get is reminders of what Ive done wrong " well you know what you should have done" , "well did you go do this..... you did'nt did you....."
I give up, i just give up.
I'm not destined for anything great. I'm just mediocre. i guess thats all i was made to be.
Creep By Radiohead
When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh
She's running out the door
She's running out
She run run run run...
run...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here...
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| Don't cry for me Argintina, the truth is I never left youOk so I'm taking a break, I have found that my brain can only concentrate on one frnech question ever y ten minutes or so, so I am breaking be fore moving one. one down five more to go. felt horrible this morning, feel better now, So I have a side dream which may become something I actually do in the near future. I want to own a record store that sells nothing but christian metal/rock/hiphop as well., old and new alike, cd's, hats, hoodies, etc. thats all on ground level. on an upper level I want to run a recording studio/ club area. really in true dream fashion it would be a recording studio/practice area up top, a record store down on street level/ and a rock club down below. It would be awesome. but things like these can't be done over night unfortunalty and I don't the first thing about running a buisness. so. Alos kristy gave me the idea of also selling locla band merch, since we have a lot of local bands play here. that would be cool as well. ok back to the french, I'm studying for an oral exam at 4:00. all perverted jokes aside, I'mreally quite frightend that I won't be able to perform. ha ha talk to you later. | | |
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